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Eternal Flame Spirit’s Sacred Light

Prolog to Eternal Flame

The following is a gift given and received, for it is a chat, which in times of trouble, confusion, emotional pain, and/or seeking spiritual advice, one needs to chat this four times then relax, do not press for enlightenment or guidance. Sometimes things change slowly and other times your eyes will see things clearer and your heart will feel lighter. This is something great for people who received combat injuries including PTSD.

In truth what one is saying here they want spiritual guidance and enlightenment, but one is not real sure what they need beyond the fact they know they are in need. Pain of spirit, psychological and physiology numbness combined with emotional lose, ones entire sensory system experiences conditions; which quickly feel more painful than any physical injury, This I know since I too endured sure physiology and psychological pain and for a time when PTSD became my enemy.

Eternal Flame Spirit’s Sacred Light

Sacred Light Guides
Sacred Light of Heart Mind and Spirit
The Eternal Flame is the Sacred Light within
One must carry the Sacred Light within One’s Heart
 
Know a harden heart is destructive
Know a harden heart misleads
Know a harden heart betrays itself
Know a harden heart sees not truth 
 
Let not your heart-harden  . . .  a harden heart puts out the sacred flame.
Let not your heart-harden . . .   a harden heart misrepresents spirit.
Let not your heart-harden . . .   a harden heart blocks the flow of eternal energies
Let not your heart-harden  . . .  a harden heart prevents compassion and enlightenment
Let not your heart-harden . . .  a harden heart disconnects spirit from Spiritual Universe. 
 
Let the light shine brightly from within … Let y your Sacred Heart open
Let the sacred light shine brightly within . . . Let your spirit heart shine within the eternal light
Let the sacred light of eternal love within  . .. Love is the Sacred Expression the Eternal Love
 
Let the sacred flame of Light Eternal speak . . . Sacred Expression of Love and Light
Let the Love of the Sacred Guardians speak . . . Eternal Flame Stand with the Eternal Wisdom
Let the sacred light of the Sacred Ones speak . . . The light within summons the Sacred Ones gifts
 
Let the sacred Light of the Sacred Flames summon . . . Let the life of the Sacred Flame awaken and attract
Let the Sacred Flame awaken spirit to knowledge . . . Flame awaken Enlightenment byway of the Sacred Elders gifts 
 
Sacred  Hearts of Spiritual Enlightenment . . . Sacred Hearts of Spiritual Knowledge . . . Sacred Flames . . . Spiritual Knowledge . . . Eternal Flame invites Eternal Guidance . . . The Sacred Flame . . . A symbolic message and gift … When the Sacred Flames touches . . . Spirit Heart . . . An eternal vessel opens . . .
 
Eternal Spirit absorbs the Sacred Father’s Enlightenment, Sacred Wisdom and truths. WE accept and receive: the Universe’s Sacred Flame of Eternal Enlightenment and Spiritual Wisdom Eternal. WE are Eternal.
 
The Eternal Flame of Enlightenment and Wisdom, does not burn if your heart is not pure, it is a sacred power and energy, but if  I would not suggest to stand within that which is sacred, when you are trying to deceive or your spirit is dark,  for it will deny you and burn you flesh from your bones and rip your spirit into many pieces. .

Prelude to the Writer

Prelude to the Writer

Where the Writer Awakens:

Awareness of a life journey is a gift and talent I always knew was a given, long before I could walk or read. Guardians impressed on me, writing is one very powerful, and important tool in my life and something I would have to do to help the children. Interesting, how my first writings got me expelled from sixth grade before earning and Honorary PhD in Psychology and a minor in Physics from UCLA. Okay, in sixth grade; the teacher graded my report with FOUR very large FAIL, and the following reasons: (1) FAIL = theft of intellectual property; (2) FAIL = for plagiarism and copying intellectual property; (3) FAIL = trying to pass someone else’s work off as your own, and (4) FAIL = Indians are too stupid to create such superior research. Too Stupid . . . I am too stupid to do quality work . . . this is not my research? How dare you assume I was a theft; which when and why I challenged him, he had me expelled.

The arrogant teacher’s behavior might have berated someone else enough to destroy his or her self-image or even cause him or her to lose heart in life. He had no cause to scream and cuss at me; all because he was convinced I copied it and understood nothing within a report of more than four-hundred pages, with an additional one-hundred pages of diagrams connecting human organs and brain, with subconscious activation of energy and interaction on physical, psychological development. The teacher’s prejudice assumed I lacked intelligence because of my heritage and thus falsely accused me of stealing a
doctorate from a professor’s trunk. Why he was convinced he clarified by saying my report was one excellent superb doctorate, which earned this f highly intelligent scholar, top honors, along with his PhD and professorship.

Without missing a beat he turns and looks straight at me and shouted: Look you stupid girl where did you get this doctorate and who did you steal it from, I would love to meet and study under this professor?

Arrogant child speaks out: Gee, thanks. Now what can this professor tell you, you see I am the one you call professor standing before you SIR? This is all my research, this that you call intellectual masterpiece belongs to my five years of research, and training. All of what you admire, I put it all together for this local Science Fair, considering I could not think of anything else for the fair. The only help I received when drafting up the report, Glen Hunter make me an outline of the style and form required for professional presentation, and I did the rest. Currently scientists claimed we only used ten-percent of our brain; which I realized at five years of age was an untruth. Now you have the arrogance to expel me for your arrogances. Five years of gathering information, created a five-hundred page doctorate; and expulsion from sixth grade.

Stage Two: With a new courage inside, I demanded a fair hearing before the schools review board; which inspired them to summons another panel of professors from UCLA. Regardless, the outcome of review board hearing, the first meeting made me feel good, since I cleared my name and in my heart proved the spiritual foundation of indigenous
sciences, and our people had always had a much deeper awareness of humanities, environment, physics, quantum psychics, psychology, and psychic. Stage Three: I
received an Honorary PhD in Psychology and minor in Physics along with offer for a full scholarship to UCLA, after junior high school, but life . . .

During the interviews I went even deeper into my research; where I proved we needed to
study health conditions in combination with physiological conditions, psychological influences, and environments. However, I did not have the lab or equipment to prove the chemical changes created by unseen influences and in many cases how unrecognized energies play on a person’s health conditions. Thus the only environment influences I could diagram, dealt with family dynamics’, telepathic environments, spiritual or lack of spirituality, positive and negative energies, massive influences on conscious and sbconscious environments, too. This also implied the unknown whys to causes of various health problems and how can some people handle these conditions differently than others;
combined with what can be done to improve health, in addition to researching what are the variables in the same family environments that can cause and create environmental influences on a persons and families health.

Five years of research combined with analysis, observations, interview, along with analyzing behaviors of people from body language to words and voice expression and
reactions; traversing many career fields, cultures, backgrounds, and lifestyles, all part of my project, and not something I had copied. Yes I spent a great deal of time and energy to study, analyze, and observe environments by using sensory perception, personal interactions, along with telepathic connection, and animal observation and many a night being a peeping tom which gave me a lot of good information. Strange how five years equaled observation of close to 500 (mothers, fathers, children, and even animals to find answers to my compound questions of what caused and created different conditions I had
to know the harm and damage telepathic energies can create and produce.

Environments, conscious and subconscious communications and energies impacts every person within across space and time, matters not if recognized or unrecognized on any
level of communications and energy influences, since all condition can influence all of us in one way or another. Energies and thought-forms create different positive and negative degrees of programming: Energy patterns, lights without impurities, brilliant colors, crystal flakes of transparencies are positive verses negative energy of hostilities, lights with darkness and shadows, impure flakes bringing pain and deception, colors with impurities and lights lost in confusion on individual’s psychological and physiological environments.

Certain energies and thought-forms can in some instances activate dangerous environments on all aspect of individual physiological, mental, and emotional via subconscious programming, on a person’s physical, emotional and uncertain lifestyles, which might take years for one to recognize what became the impart on one’s life.

Such dysfunctional problems can cause heart problems on one person, another to
overeat, while it causes another to develop cancer, lung, and kidney problems too, in addition a wide variety of other problems. Many problems react to subliminal communications more rapidly under hostile conditions, especially, when one is not fully aware one is sensitive to telepathic communications on subliminal levels. Very serious problems can occur when one lacks the knowledge they can receive various forms of psychic transmission or they are a transceiver using numerous levels of conscious and subconscious communications equals serious to extreme danger.

Okay, back to the teacher that should have never been a teacher and why the arrogant
teacher thought I was stupid comes from being dyslexic; thus in addition he believed along with not liking minorities, the white race possess superior intellect; which was a very bad assumption and belief on his part:

Originally called Einstein Syndrome equal Dyslexia, but researchers and government changed the name to degrade those that were able to think outside the box and connected
spiritually with the universe. Intellectual Truth: dyslexic peoples are just the opposite they are highly intelligent with the ability to connect with the universal consciousness. Most test out with high IQ’s and strong awareness and the only thing about dyslexic persons, we think and see in pictures and not words and we can create and assembly larger details with our minds that those that think in words and numbers only.

I am dyslexic not stupid, and I based my research on spiritual insight using telepathic
communications, collective consciousness, spiritual oneness based on my sensory
observation/recognition and intuitive abilities, psychic awareness, and spiritual
training, combined cultural and traditional knowingness and experiences, and life
knowledge. This I used and incorporated with the amazing teaching and education
ways of Grandmother M using Indigenous Native Science, Psychology, Physics, and
Quantum Physics, not from the establishment of white institutions of higher education, but from centuries of ancient wisdom and knowledge, taught from the ones who maintain the sacred wisdom and ancient truths. It seems many Indigenous children are dyslexic; the word dyslexic is another work for thinking outside the box aka Einstein Syndrome. We have the ability to see beyond the four walls of society and accomplish even greater things.

[The teacher belonged to the same Neo-Nazi organization the one that called herself my mother belonged too.  She was not my mother only one paid to take in a child and never let the child know where she belonged. Who would want to believe an Indigenous Native could outthink a Nazi German.]

Mother Abigail Raven aka Abbey Unconditional Love

Mother Abigail Raven aka Abbey Unconditional Love.

The following are excerpts from the entire article

June 6, 2010 @ 1530 hours, I witnessed an angel kneeling beside Abbey talking to her and comforting her. Within minutes, Abbey went outside after not being able to walk all day and her daughter followed her. They talked together for a while and then Abbey went to lie under the oak tree in our yard and her daughter Sha-Dra stood guard beside her mother. The two of them stayed outside until the sunset, with Abbey listening to the birds, enjoying the cold breezes and all the beauty of a beautiful spring day. The ravens came and sat on the fence in front of her with the robins and finches singing from the many bushes and trees, surrounding Abbey. They all continued to sing many wonderful songs, to Abbey, until she decided to come inside. . . . . .

The journey is a sacred trip we take, when we cross, and one was no less sacred than the next, animal, or human. Now I want to report to all of you she is happy and in a good place, but she is not a four-legged now, but rather an Elder. Twelve Grandmothers came visiting me last night, within seconds of turning out the lights and lying down, to let me know Abbey was a sacred grandmother/elder/angel who had come to teach and observe me. What they said confirmed what I had sensed, a guardian angel, who chose to come observe, and guide those she could, during her current journey . . . . . .

They carried me to a path, I followed the path to a door, and through the door, I went, into the sacred light, I stand, into the sacred light I stand. Into the sacred light, I stand. Within the sacred light of eternal life I stand, with the sacred light of eternal life I stand. Within the sacred light of eternal love and life I stand, within the sacred light of eternal love and light I stand. . . . .

Couple of early mornings later on 20 June, while I was sitting at my computer and Sha-Dra  sleeping beside me,  I see a light from the corner of my eye and I look to observe a star quilt of star energy carried by a few of the grandmothers’ to give to Sha-Dra. They covered her with the star quilt, with the design of the North Star, with colors of brilliant crystal blue, energized silver, pure white and crystal light reflecting the light of the Northern Star. Once they laid it across her, Sha-Dra and the sacred star energy quilt became one.

Darn she received the sacred power of the Northern Star and I receive the sacred gift of a Medicine Shield, lance, and spear, quiver full of arrows and a bow. The Sacred Father, High Council of Chiefs, and Medicine Elders, decided I was to receive all the sacred gifts and power that goes with what they delivered and gave to me. However, I received the Sacred Medicine Shield, with all the rest some time back.

Mother Abigail Raven aka Abbey Unconditional Love

June 9, 2010 @ 1530 hours, this day Abbey crossed and I cried out of love and compassion. I cried out of love because I know how much she really wanted to get well and stay. I had felt the pain in her heart and the great love she had for all of life. I cried for her lose and for her suffering the last few months, it hurt me to watch her suffer and not be able to play anymore with her daughter. Then, when the time arrived, it cut me deep to call for the vet to come and help her cross. However, he could not come (he had been her vet from cradle to grave), and he broke down in tears making it impossible to drive, so he sent some techs. Abbey did not fight because she was ready to go, and she knew it was time. Angels are guardians who watch after the sacred children and take them home, too.

June 6, 2010 @ 1530 hours, I witnessed an angel kneeling beside Abbey talking to her and comforting her. Within minutes, Abbey went outside after not being able to walk all day and her daughter followed her. They talked together for a while and then Abbey went to lie under the oak tree in our yard and her daughter Sha-Dra stood guard beside her mother. The two of them stayed outside until the sunset, with Abbey listening to the birds, enjoying the cold breezes and all the beauty of a beautiful spring day. The ravens came and sat on the fence in front of her with the robins and finches singing from the many bushes and trees, surrounding Abbey. They all continued to sing many wonderful songs, to Abbey, until she decided to come inside.

The first day when I wanted to call her in before the sunset, when she explained to me her just wanted to enjoy the rays of the sun, the wonderful smells of crisp spring afternoon and the beauty of sunsets, because soon she was not going to be able to enjoy the sacred beauty of life. Then who can deny a great a friend the pleasures of life, when you see the light of happiness, shining bright al around them, accompanied by a wonderful smile and a head held high. Thus, I allowed her to lie outside each afternoon, with her head held high and a smile on her face. This continued for about seventy hours, and the last two hours thing changed and I realized, which angel had come to visit.

Abbey’s body is tired and she hurt too much to for me to ask her to stay so I gave the Angel permission to take her, although I realized I would have to call the vet, so I ask them how I would know . . . . She will get up and go lay in the grass where she has not laid before and she will not get up. That is when you will know her time is here and you will have to call the Vet. Hour seventy and thirty minutes from the angel’s arrival, Abbey got up left the patio and laid in the grass under a couple of boats, in the yard. [A place she had never laid before.]

In truth, became was easy to recognize once she collapsed; she was bleeding internally, physical strength no longer, neither capable of standing, nor waling, only slightly capable of raising her head to sing her crossing song. Abbey was a 110-pound dog, who was a gift of love, to her other guardian and caregiver, who loved her more than his heart could speak, wanted to collapse  when he saw her on the ground trying to stand and her head wobbling. He grabbed some towels for a makeshift sling Abbey then partly carried and dragged her onto the patio out of the rain and placed her on her outside dog bed to get her off the ground, while I called the vet. Twice she appeared on the verge of crossing while, he was trying to get her on the patio. We could not allow her to cross wet and covered in grass, so wiped her down, get all the grass off made sure she was dry, brushed her coat,  and then we covered her with a blanket, since she was not making any of her own body heat.

WE, three, waited for the vet, Sha-Dra her daughter, along with her two human charges, while Abbey let her daughter, know how much she did love all of us, and gave each of us one last kiss, but she had to go. When the vet techs arrived, they almost wanted to cry, but bite their bottom lip instead and prepared her shot. Abbey watched, with relief in her eyes, and acknowledged she was ready by acceptance of the injection without any objection and she kissed the vet tech, too.

It was important I stayed with her, so I placed my hand on her head, at some point I could feel her spirit takes it sacred journey, and ascend. Then I heard the words her heart has stopped, what do you, want us to do with her collar, we kept her collar. Interesting, before they spoke I could feel my spirit ascending with Abbey, since the angel agreed I could take the journey partway with her, which does leave one physically  weak, and disorientated during the journey. It was interesting trying to walk, when your spirit is on a journey, ones spirit fully returns.

It is hard to say how many times, in the last week, we told her we loved her and she would always be part of our lives, because her wonderful spirit and love taught us so much. Strange fact, by the time the vet techs arrived and Abbey crossed, it was seventy-two hours to the minute, when the angel first appeared by Abbey’s side and sheltered Mother Abigail Raven aka Abbey, with her wings.

The Journey

The journey is a sacred trip we take, when we cross, and one was no less sacred than the next, animal, or human. Now I want to report to all of you she is happy and in a good place, but she is not a four-legged now, but rather an Elder. Twelve Grandmothers came visiting me last night, within seconds of turning out the lights and lying down, to let me know Abbey was a sacred grandmother/elder/angel who had come to teach and observe me. What they said confirmed what I had sensed, a guardian angel, who chose to come observe, and guide those she could, during her current journey.

Still awake, I witness the grandmothers standing in a circle and inside the circle was great spiritual power of sacred golden light so bright, if the sun actual it would blind those looking at it. One Grandmother stated: We are working with her to help her regain her sacred spirit light and form. We need to make sure she releases any sensation of pain and her physical form.

No matter what I tried to sleep, it was not coming, and then, early morning around sunrise, I received a very powerful, amazing, and wonderful message . . . . They carried me to a path, I followed the path to a door, and through the door, I went, into the sacred light, I stand, into the sacred light I stand. Into the sacred light, I stand. Within the sacred light of eternal life I stand, with the sacred light of eternal life I stand. Within the sacred light of eternal love and life I stand, within the sacred light of eternal love and light I stand.

They carried me to a path, I followed the path to a door, and through the door, I went, into the sacred light, I stand, into the sacred light I stand. Into the sacred light, I stand. Within the sacred light of eternal life I stand, with the sacred light of eternal life I stand. Within the sacred light of eternal love and life I stand, within the sacred light of eternal love and light I stand.

They carried me to a path, I followed the path to a door, and through the door, I went, into the sacred light, I stand, into the sacred light I stand. Into the sacred light, I stand. Within the sacred light of eternal life I stand, with the sacred light of eternal life I stand. Within the sacred light of eternal love and life I stand, within the sacred light of eternal love and light I stand.

They carried me to a path, I followed the path to a door, and through the door, I went, into the sacred light, I stand, into the sacred light I stand. Into the sacred light, I stand. Within the sacred light of eternal life I stand, with the sacred light of eternal life I stand. Within the sacred light of eternal love and life I stand, within the sacred light of eternal love and light I stand.

Within the light standing inside the doorframe, of sacred eternal golden light I saw a female form with very long black hair, bathed in the sacred golden eternal light. Just before she completes the last phrase of the four verses . . .  within the sacred light of eternal love and light I stand . . . she enters into the eternal light and disappears. However, after the second verse, I had to get up, speak, and repeat the phrases and verses, I could remember them word for word, and let others know about part of the sacred journey. After she disappeared, the twelve grandmothers told me when they prepared her for the journey and she has adjusted well to her return.

The grandmothers promised they would bring her to visit after her period or readjustment, so I could see her true form, while they hinted the sacred elder was also a Sacred Grandmother to the People and my grandmother, who wanted to spend some time with the granddaughter she never had the chance to know. Yet, they also explained they were also here to help me, and to help the people. Considering, the time was for my sacred journey to begin.

Note: [Mother = a woman who acts as the parent of a child to whom she has not given birth … Abigail = resourceful woman … Abbey = Religious foundation … Raven = Wolf]

[Maybe I should speak here and let everyone know I have crossed over six times, myself, and a couple of them, just happened to become the toe tag crossings. In addition, to temporary death summonses, angels/guardians summons me on many different visitation journeys, to different sacred and spiritual areas in universe, beyond this material land. Each time, I learned more and witnessed so many wonderful things. Yes, when Abbey’s time came that cut me deeper than the hour of SunHawk’s crossing. Yet each time the Elders gave me plenty of time to adjust and prepare for their crossings. It helps one to accept and release ones love one, quicker it can for a time cut deep.

However, this time I think, my pain came, while I witnessed the pain she accepted and endured, until she had no more strength to walk and feeling her silent cries to come home. The look on her face and in her eyes tore at my heart, but now she is on her sacred journey home to the Village of the Ancients and Sacred Elders. [Now, I can share with you the secret, certain Elders made me aware of for many seasons earlier, which  the twelve sacred grandmothers confirmed, early morning of June 10, 2010.]

Follow-up:  The collar I have turned into a medicine collar with crystals and a small medicine pouch. One evening I went to hold it because I missed Abbey, when I discovered the strong medicine energy within the circle of the collar. The inner-circle so energized; one could say it gave the appearance of a glass dish of water in constant motion, and giving off the reflection of light. Her daughter had been very depressed, and refused her collar three times, after I removed it to loosen it. Several grandmothers whispered:  She knows her mother’s collar is hers now; you are to give Sha-Dra the medicine collar, instead of burying it with the ashes. It was amazing to see the change come over Sha-Dra once she received the collar. Before the day was evening, it was easy to observe the hundred and eighty degree change in Sha-Dra’s total persona.

Couple of early mornings later on 20 June, while I was sitting at my computer and Sha-Dra  sleeping beside me,  I see a light from the corner of my eye and I look to observe a star quilt of star energy carried by a few of the grandmothers’ to give to Sha-Dra. They covered her with the star quilt, with the design of the North Star, with colors of brilliant crystal blue, energized silver, pure white and crystal light reflecting the light of the Northern Star. Once they laid it across her, Sha-Dra and the sacred star energy quilt became one.

Darn she received the sacred power of the Northern Star and I receive the sacred gift of a Medicine Shield, lance, and spear, quiver full of arrows and a bow. The Sacred Father, High Council of Chiefs, and Medicine Elders, decided I was to receive all the sacred gifts and power that goes with what they delivered and gave to me. However, I received the Sacred Medicine Shield, with all the rest some time back.