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A number of articles to get a fast and quick personal journey and insight to what has helped direct my personal/spiritual sacred life. So many people have short amounts of time to read articles, so they need condensed versions and then if you are interested you can read the full length version of life adventures, spiritual journeys and sacred enlightenment. I have so much more to write and awareness to share.

Grandmother M Revered Mentor to Red Sun

Grandmother M Revered Mentor to Red Sun

Grandmother M far beyond sacred spiritual  mentor to one Red Sun, for she was also a Sacred Spiritual Advisor, Savior, Spiritual  Teacher, Guardian and Protector to countless numbers of people. Yes, in truth, one  amazing person whose persona awakened people to the realization of their sacredness  to universal life. A sacred savior who walked in the sainthood of unique saints  on par with Sister Teresa, and Pope John Paul II, however, her sacred journey  was the forerunner, of the two most recognized saintly people of the last-half  of 20th Century. Grandmother M was a sacred spiritual savior in the first-half of the 20th Century. Yes, the people in many parts of the world perceived her, in the same light that Red Sun learned to perceive the one  whose life she saved on numerous occasions.

The reason I say  around the world has to do with all the calls and visits she received from
around the world asking her for guidance and prayers. No matter where we went, where we stopped across this nation, strangers to Red Sun, would go out of there way, for they felt it their duty to tell Red Sun and everyone else in hearing range about how wonderful Grandmother M was. A woman the majority of  people (even Priest) referred to with respect using endearing supportive adjectives to their noun: Sacred Mother, Saintly Guardian, Spiritual Teacher, Saint M, or Sacred Mother M the Saint. If I had a penny for all the times they  spoke of and called her Sacred Mother M, it would have help me remember the number of times people would give witness to how grateful they were she came into their lives and maybe I would have been rich, but I doubt it.

Those that gave  witness would speak of her greatness and the blessings they received by her  prayers and sacred spiritual touch. The Sacred Mother provide the foundation I
build my life on, but my path was not the same as hers, for the Era of Sacred Guardian Light, has changed to Sacred Spiritual Guardian Warriors. We are  currently in the era of darkness foretold in Revelations. The Green Serpent and Red Serpent are actively seeking the destruction of humanity.

Grandmother M not only a saintly spiritual mother of the peoples, who was an herbalist, sacred medicine woman and complete spiritual healer of spirit, mental, and physical
being, she was a spiritual teacher and sacred guardian. Born on the Ojibwa
reservation in the late 1800’s in Nebraska where her training began at an early age and continued into her teenage years, under the guidance of sacred spiritual/medicine elders.

At three years of  age, the elders became aware she was one of the chosen for them to teach and guide. Awareness began with messages from the Sacred Ones she delivered combined with certain spiritual skills she exhibited; awaken the spiritual medicine elders to  her. The guardians and spiritual guides expanded her training, every day and year of her life, since she was one of a handful considered truly sacred. What happened to the students of her sacred teachers’ that ranged in age between one-hundred and eighty years, when she was a young student? What I did learn about her training and the training of her teachers who were the eldest of the sacred spiritual medicine elders, all began training around the same age, three, or four. They began their training with the eldest of sacred spiritual
medicine elders, until time to learn from others. This was the way to continue
with the sacred knowledge of the ancients, forward to help the people.

Unfortunately,  people who had no knowledge of the sacred universe feared the sacred teachings, and the unknowing taught many to fear and hate the sacred ways of our people.
Laws had been in place to punish anyone that followed the sacred traditions, indigenous
cultures, and teachings. Along with the way people treated Indigenous Natives off the reservations. Only a few had the courage to learn the ways of the whites and keep the sacred indigenous fire of our ancestor traditions. Few accepted the ways of the ancients while others cared to learn sacred wisdom, and maintain sacred spiritual knowledge, which covered more than a few herbal medicines. In many ways, I wish the reservation, remained in Nebraska, but the Dust Bowl closed the reservation and its people displaced.

Grandmother M’s name will never be found in any history book, or in any book of “Who’s Who”, but her name and spirit could be found in the hearts of thousands who loved and cared for her dearly. Thousands out of respect called her Mother or Grandmother M, too. Although, in truth most people who knew her, believed she was a Heavenly Messenger or Sacred Mother sent to them by the Sacred Father. Others believed she was some sort of
an Angel, Saint, or Savior, because she was the pivoting point in their lives. One simple woman known to hundreds of thousands, as Sacred Mother M and Savior never wrote a book or held any political office, nor was she a movie star. Grandmother M was never a paid Foreign Ambassador of Record but she was an unofficial Ambassador of Goodwill, everywhere she went. Mainly because, she always believed one person could make a difference and she wasn’t afraid to take on the challenge. Regardless, to the people who really knew her, what really mattered to them, she was a very important and special part of their lives.

She had a special type of spiritual motivation, respect, and ability to help people, plus she had a special knack for gathering much needed support and supply from others, along with being their goodwill ambassador. Notwithstanding, her greatest extraordinary ability everyone should have . . . completely blind to a person’s color, race, and nationality. She
treated everyone equal with the same life courtesy, respect, love, and caring, wherever she went. She did not judge or assume anything beyond the best of each individual for no matter what one did with their life or in their past their present is what matters. Through her eyes, she taught me, we are all equal in the eyes of the Sacred Ones and the Eternal Father of Light and Life. For only he knows his reason for the different cultures, nationalities, colors and races. (My personal opinion, it makes it easier when people are praying to keep track of them and to teach all throughout the universe . . . eternal love and
tolerance.)

Grandmother M gave life to Red Sun

Born to one and raised by another since my spiritual life did not begin at her side, only developed at a more rapid pace after spiritual guardians called Grandmother M, to rescue Red Sun, an infant of less than a year, from those that accepting pay to kill the child and mother.  Several things worked in favor of not ending Red Sun’s life: One, a priest involved
in the break-in received inspiration from a vision to place Red Sun in  Grandmother M’s hands. It seems the priest went on the raid of pain and death to ensure the Jesuits, Red Sun was no longer a threat. He wrapped the Red Sun in a death bundle wrap, before going outside and placing the infant in Grandmother M’s hands. Second her and the priest arranged to steal me away from the killers of my relations, before the killers plotted to enter the home and kill all necessary, prior to ending my life and breathe.

First rescue signaled the beginning of many survival struggles and embraced in her protective barriers against dead, considering death challenged the two of five times
before her crossing. The second incident occurs when jealousy tosses Red Sun
into the bathtub; Grandmother M received a vision during lunchtime and left
work to drive more than halfway across Fresno, to rescue one child under water.

History, of the second rescue of Red Sun which caused temporary death, was created by her daughter who was filled with dark angry, hatred, and jealousy, so she throw me in a
bathtub and drown me. For whatever her reasons after holding me under water for five minutes, until she considered me dead. My lungs filled with water, my heart stopped, and I wanted to learn how to breathe the oxygen out of the water. Once I stopped moving, jealousy left me in the bathtub long enough for jealousy to smoke several cigarettes and enjoy a fresh pot of coffee, she brewed after leaving me face down in the water.

The Sacred Mother of the Roses, held me in her arms waiting for Grandmother M, to arrive and pull me  from the bathtub. The Sacred Mother told me it was not my time to cross because  thousands of lives depended on me and they would perish needlessly without me. Yes, the combination of spirit-guides, Sacred Mother of Roses aka Sacred Mother of the Sacred Son of Light Eternal, who summonsed and assisted Grandmother M to restore my life possessed the ability to fooled those that sought my death. Okay, my
crossing was only temporarily, but it gave me a great deal of insight and some wonderful lessons. Truth, I enjoyed meeting the Sacred Mother of the Roses, she held me in her arms and refused to let me cross beyond the vortex of temporary crossing, surrounded by a few of my guardians, which became the first time I heard my prime directive, spoken by the Sacred Ones.

Crossing Ceremony a Major Declaration of Love

If one did not know her, the appearance of millions  of flowers, and so many special arrangements, said the truth to all . . . this
was a great person. However, besides flowers people sent money help to pay for the additional materials required for the gathering. The millions of flowers cleaned out every florist within a two-hundred miles radius, of Fresno. Nevertheless,
one of the best expression and examples of sacred love and respect: could not only be sensed in the hearts, but via the faces and hands of over a hundred  people, who spent three days and nights, weaving a floral tapestry, a storyteller history to honor her teachings, for within their heart this became their way to honor her.

October 1953, not too long after we moved back to Fresno, California, I came of age the hour  Grandmother M transformed from a Sacred Grandmother into a Sacred Saint and
Spiritual Guardian: which changed her from Red Sun’s mentor, guardian, teacher, guide, protector, and lifesaver (numerous times), from the hour she embraced me until the Sacred Ones summonsed her across to become a Sacred Elder.

By profession Grandmother M, worked with the American Red Cross and Salvation Army, USO, missionary, migrate worker and a wonderful sacred spiritual cook. The way she cooked she gave it a sacred healing power, which helped heal the heart, mind, and spirit of those that enjoyed her cooking. This information a few priest and nuns related: No matter
how many came to partake of her cooking there was always enough food with food
leftovers. It seems no matter how sick a person was in heart, mind, or spirit after they had partaken of a couple sacred spiritual meals she cooked, each person began to reveal signs of a sacred healer influencing their lives.

Many declared Grandmother M their mortar, if not their cornerstone of life, she gave them inner-strength, and spiritual  guidance, for in many and/or unique ways she saved countless people from starvation—spiritually and physically—prior to, and during depression era, as well as, WW II. She helped many survive, through and by using spiritual
awareness; thus her teachings gave them spiritual strength, and guidance; which
gave them inner-strength to help save their lives and the lives of many more.

It seems her gifts did multiply in wondrous ways, for what she gave one, they shared with others, and the power grew. [Today many lives indirectly own their lives to her and many more received help from agencies she inspired others to
create.]

To casual observers,  who were not aware of Grandmother M, observing the number of people, preparing for and/or attending her honoring ceremony and services, they would have assumed her a VIP, Foreign Ambassador, Diplomat, Head of State, or someone
outstandingly famous. In truth, she was a very humble person, but in the hearts of thousands she was an Ambassador of Goodwill. One uniquely special person, who proved far more than an important part of their lives; okay she was not outstandingly famous, in the universal Who’s Who registry, but one of the most sacred in the spiritual registry of universal life. Interesting how each one, in their own way, for reasons of their own, had to attend personally pay their most humbled admirations and give her the numerous sacred gift of love and respect they also carried from others, who traveled through each ambassador in spirit.

People for  centuries have said a person’s sacred gathering at the time of his/her
crossing, is a testimonial to the way each person lived his/her life; and how said
person impacted the lives of others, if this is so the gathering to honor Grandmother M’s sacred crossing spoke universal volumes. In truth, each person who journeyed to her crossing ceremony, proved each one, in truth, a sacred ambassador, a sacred voice and one spirit equaled to hundreds and even thousands of other personalities, who unable to attend. Each ambassador came with sacred spiritual love, and reverence, with a sacred humbleness. In truth, each ones journey became a test filled personal sacrifice; which added enrichment to their spiritual journey of sincere admirations. Slow moods of transportation in the 50’s  required several extra days before two services for the Sacred Mother could take place. Family and city wanted to allow people time to complete their
important journey, knowing many were enduring great hardship, to travel from
distant lands for her honoring ceremonies.

For those of you  who are not aware of environmental conditions, it was a time before televisions in one out of every five homes. What few televisions were in homes only received a couple of channels, which televised six to eight hours each day, and then only
in black and white. However, most areas and nations had no concept of what television was or how it worked other than a word for an electric box that captured pictures from waves. Newspapers carried most of the information and news in print, while certain people could communicate with wireless aka shortwave radios. Most people sent telegraphs, and/or snail mail, and only made urgent phone calls outside their local area, so the average people seldom made long distant phone calls; since telephone calls for the average person was expensive. Most people only watched and learned international news from newsreels in theaters. Airplanes, meant a few days sooner, but they did took days to get people from point A to B rather than hours.

The harshness of travel during the early 1950s did not prove easy on the people making the journeys. In fact few peopl, in this day and age, are able to comprehend or even remember these days, but most suffered a great deal to make it to her crossing ceremonies. The majority of people traveled day and night, on trains, in cramped cars, in campers, a few chartered buses, some traveled by numerous forms of transportation. Some took horse and buggy, and/or boat to plane, along with many other types of transportation to get on a plane, which still  required several flights, with numerous lay overs, while some were lucky enough to only travel by a few modes of transportation, or catch a couple of flights. Their journeys and the amount of suffering most endured became a very powerful testimony of her sacredness and importance to the people her life touched.

Each ambassador was the personification of volumes, equal to hundreds or thousands of
individuals, each. Those who for any number of reasons were not able to attend the crossing services donated money so their elected ambassador could carry their sacred message of love. Ambassadors in attendance arrived with sacred love from every state, reservation, nation, and country, around this planet. The guest book recorded over 5,000 people that had managed to attend and the countless places they came from to attend her crossing ceremony, along with list of people each ambassador represented; to honor one so dear to them.

Honestly, I can say I was stunned when I started talking to people and learned many had
journeyed from places like Cape Cod, South Africa, Japan, Italy, England, China, Australia, Philippines, Mexico, South America, Central America, Germany, Iceland, Australia, Greenland, Alaska, Hawaii, and Canada, and many countries from around the world and Africa. What I found even more interesting are the many heads of state arrived from the Polynesian Islands and the Philippines, too. The list included a couple from Russia, along with hundreds of points all across the United States.

The planning for the services required more than a family involvement, this required the mayor and city council involvement, for they had to restrict the number of ambassadors unless; we took the services out of Fresno to San Francisco or Los Angeles football stadiums. Yet, everyone felt a football stadium would not have been a respectful place for Grandmother M. Fresno could only handle four-thousand, which still would require every
hotel and motel to over book and still everyone that knew Mother M, also opened
their homes to accommodate more of her friends, even floors at a couple of
ballrooms were completely booked, until no one could handle any more.

Another one of her  longtime friends, the Head of the Catholic Diocese for the Fresno area, offered the largest church in town, however, it could accommodate approximately four-thousand  inside for her services, which meant loud speakers in the outer rooms for
people to listen to the services. Nevertheless, family needed to add bleachers outside to accommodate the overflow, along with placing additional loud speakers around the church. Regardless, the day of the services the available room in the church and on the bleachers was not enough seats to accommodate all that arrived, which meant this left many standing outside, in the aisles, along with other had to stand among the floral tapestry journey, set up for those who arrive to honor one sacred woman’s crossing.

Yes, the hundreds of thousands of flowers in thousands of floral arrangements from countless people, hard to know whom and what count of those in attendances sent these arrangements, and how many of these arrangements were from how many not in attendance. With so many flora designs and the countless amount of flowers used in the flora tapestry, made it hard to know from whom and where did the flowers came from . . .  those attending or how many of the thousands not able to attend.

Card count said over three-thousand floral arrangements for five times that many who sent money. The walls of the church appeared covered with thousands upon thousands of flowers, with thousands more were surrounding the outside of the church, too. Thankfully, someone or several managed to take charge and handle the massive amount of floral arrangements covering every inch of the church, except for walkways, seating area, and essential space requirements, inside and outside the church.

This child standing in the middle of the church staring-up at them could not help but wonder how they had managed to stack so many floral arrangements a good ten feet high, in rows, up against the walls. This gave me the sensation of reaching high towards Heaven to Honor my Grandmother M, honestly, there were more than enough floral arrangements to fill every inch of space in the church, leaving no room for people to walk or sit.

Roses Parade style of floral tapestry spoke of her favorite life lessons. River of Life a full woven tapestry of flowers covering the entire back of the bleachers, and even more taking people on a floral journey: along a River of Life Journey, on life’s river that flows, widens and narrows, twists and turns. During this journey one takes one arrives at different places for reflection with flora storyboard to honor Grandmother M’s reflection, which helped to guide people on their spiritual journey. The entire river of life guides one on a journey all the way around and into the church. In the church, the floral river carries one up to a beautiful sculptured angel. It gave one the sensation of sacred love and blessings, besides the attendance of ambassadors. One arrives to witness a wondrous sacred flora angel standing above and keeping watch over Sacred Mother M, standing with her hands in pray, at her feet.

Floral Tapestry presented a sacred river sent forth from the rising sun, cradled in the scared mountains of our Earth Mother. Their combination of forces joined in a sacred
way to create and bring life forth into the sacred River of Life. The Sun represented the Sacred Light Eternal of the Father who is the Highest of the Most High. The Father joined forces with Earth our Sacred Mother.

The two sacred forces of our life send its love and blessing forth across the land representing her sacred River of Life. The floral river takes one on a journey all around the grounds, behind the church, around the other side and guides one into the church, up to two Guardian Angels standing over and looking into the coffin. Something in that journey helped uplift, enlighten,
and bless the spirits all that took the journey.

Whereas the outside of the church, was a wonderment to me, how they laid out and designed her teachings with all the floral arrangements, giving one the impression they were walking up and down through a beautiful floral garden while experiencing ones spiritually life journey. All the different rows of floral arrangements extended in rows
covering the entire church grounds, minus the walkways and driveway. However, some had taken the time to arrange and organize a massive floral arrangement on the back of the bleachers in such a manner, it looked like a waterfall of flowers beautifully flowing from the top of the bleachers to the ground and the rest took us on the Sacred River of Life Journey.

Pivot point not all experiences do we readily realize their sacred life lessons:

Spirits are eternal and made up of eternal energy of light and life, I had been the last one allowed to view her physical form, in the coffin. Wow, did I start to cry, because she was gone and I would no longer have her guidance, with only a few left in the church, she and two others make their presences known. Someone popped me upside the back of my head from a spirit hand, and awaken my spirit to hear her calling my name. I looked to my
left to witness her standing beside me dressed in the same manner as on her form, with two Guardian Angels dressed in suits standing on either side of her. They had allowed Grandmother M to spend a few minutes with me in spirit and private.

Grandmother M did all the talking:

Red Sun, now I want you to stop that crying you are not crying for me you are crying for your loss of me and that is not fair. I
cannot move on to where I need to go until you accept my crossing and release me to take my sacred journey. Know it was my time and you will never be alone you will receive several more sacred guardians, protectors, teachers and mentors that will help you learn and complete your lessons to become the one
you are here to become.

From what I see, ahead for you they are going to need to send a village. My earthly journey has changed to sacred guardian. Your  journeys are still ahead of you and remember thousands of lives depend on you or hundreds of thousands will perish needlessly. Know this my child . . . I have always loved you and I always will love you, my sacred child, Red Sun.

The guardians beside her explained, she needed to make many stops and it was time for them to travel. M bend down gave me a kiss on my left cheek, and they flew away. I stopped crying and moaning for her, my spirit knew it was her time to go and help the
masses for she had earned her place among the High Council of Sacred Mothers. Over
the next couple of days I did receive several maybe ten or more guardian teachers, guides, lesson givers and tricksters to help me learn many valuable lessons, and the teachings were pure, without distortion. They came to take her place to watch after and take care of me. Life lessons, adventures, journey and experiences, I will be writing about and
taking you and numerous from early years to current experiences and journeys.

Sacred Secret Life of Grandmother M’s foundation that enhanced her spiritual life journey:

  1. A spiritual guide, sacred guardian, missionary teacher, and sacred healer,
    inasmuch as, she was and is among the few who obtain the sacred oneness.
  2. She understood and learned sacred spiritual values lessons of cultural,
    traditional, sacred spiritual ways, skills, philosophy, psychology, and
    physics, knowingness.
  3. Visited the sacred spiritual village, learned the roots and teachings of medicine
    warriors’ knowledge.
  4. After the Ojibwa teachers, during her life journey she learned and shared with a
    number of truly loved, honored and sacred spiritual medicine elders.
  5. Her journey took her across many Southwest and Northwest reservations and back to the North Dakota, South Dakota, and Montana Reservations
    where she rescued me.
  6. Her life journey life and taught portions of countless generations of elders
    lives of sacred traditions, visions, and spiritual guidance based on
    experiences linked to values, visions/visitation combined with past and
    current eternal spirit life imparting insights and awareness.
  7. The basic lessons she learned from the sacred spiritual medicine elders, based
    her daily life on spiritual values of helping others with dreams to make
    this a better place when she left.
  8. Spiritual truth, she used the traditional ways to guide and teach.
  9. She based her faith in prayers, since truth comes in understanding through and
    beyond visions.
  10. Life experiences take one on journeys of adventure, which awakens one to
    inner-abilities to receive the gifts of truth.
  11. Once individuals learn to connect with ones sacred eternal spirit and
    spirit-heart amazing things can happen, life combine values of spiritual
    influences learns with sacred universal knowledge, and spiritual physics to
    travel on many levels.
  12. However, she enjoyed working with the Red Cross and Salvation Army, helping people regain their self-respect and assisting in the guidance of people on their
    journey of awakening to obtain their true inner worthiness and abilities.
  13. She was not my biological Grandmother M, but the one that received several
    visions to rescue Red Sun, guard, protect, and teach in the child in
    sacred/spiritual medicine ways.
  14. Life was interesting learning at her knee, through the eyes of others, and by
    her side.

Many things one can only interpret, via experience filters, each one an interactive connection with ones total being, sacred spirit-heart, and eternal-spirit quickly connects each to ones sacred family of ancestors and relations. Each connection means all directions of sacred universal knowledge are void of spiritual/universal—time/space
separation, which links all to oneness of past, present and future relations.

Hey I am older than fifty-five and still cannot understand, why and the reason for my
journey here, which I have received the same message during a number of visitations and visions. The second time, spirit left its form temporarily, when I fell three-story into sandy earth.

Remember, the expression of Walking on Water; pure faith and Grandmother M, is the only person I, actually did witness on numerous occasions, walk above the ground, and not touch the leaves, paper, or roses pedals. One of her sacred gifts . . . the Gift of Faith’s Sacred Walks, above earth and water, each time she finished praying for others, revealed sacred spiritual proof of her prayers and faith. Actually, I have not heard of the gift other than reading about Jesus Christ and some Tibetan Monks that could walk above this earth, but I have not witnessed.

The first couple of times, at five years of age, I can remember not believing what my eyes
witnessed, so I researched ways to determine, if truth or imagination. A friend’s parents that wanted to know gave me dried rose pedals and onionskin paper to put down across her path. After she moved across, not one pedal moved or did she imprinted any type of impression 200 lbs. on the roses or onionskin paper.

The second time we choice to place wheat flour designs on top of new onionskin paper. After she crossed over the paper, neither displacement of flour nor disruption of designs,
nor any imprints on any of the one-hundred sheets of paper we put down and reviewed wearing cloth gloves, which Leo’s mother gave us to use. Beyond the sheets of paper, we witnessed no deposit of flour, or footprints touched any place beyond the paper.

This amazing expression of spiritual love and physics I experienced with her was part of her healing powers. Truth, many other people observed her spirit walks, at various times, which was one among many amazing experiences, and factors of spiritual purification and healings for life improvements, the receivers recognized they received from a true Heavenly Saint, not a pretender.

One side effect:

We cook much together, yet she taught me numerous lessons, for the food and cooking could carry many lessons and the medicines in the food, helped to heal: spirit, mind, body, and heart. However, after her crossing my misplaced love and emptiness I drowned in cooking and eating food. I felt the more I could eat the closer she was to me when I cooked to fill my empty spirit and heart. All I cook I ate and gained a hundred and twenty-five pounds, in less than a year. Yes, I came close to eating my spirit and body to death; since she left I thought I walked alone. For a time I failed to realize the major lesson I experienced the day of her crossing. Yet, not until I could face the pain and stop the weight gain, did spiritual growth and awareness catch up with my weight gain.

Not until the
weight gain completed its purpose, and the time turned right for loss of weight, which then began to take me on another strange journey. Interesting, how even in the losing of weight gain pain, I was also able to release such great pain and replace it with even greater spiritual insight. For the journey to lose weight became a series of strange adventures. During the slimming down, I quickly learned how jealous the daughter of Grandmother M really had become of a teenager. Once again I stood alone, and facing her jealousy, many great life lessons, and spiritual awareness increased shapely with every ounce lost.

On my true eighteenth birthday, I began to blubbered for three days and nights solid, and
I have not cried again. After my three days of tears that emptied and cleansed my heart and spirit of all sorrow, hurt, anger and pain I heard the sacred drums calling me home to meet with the Great Spirit, Sacred Mother of the People and my relations. Four days consecutively, Sacred Father the Holiest of Mothers and the Sacred Council of the Holiest of Archangel Chiefs called to stand with them during sacred ceremonies, then my bedroom wall they had turned into a portal to the Sacred Realm. Then Grandmother M had received a summons, to attend, as well.

Honorary PhD of Life Experiences

Honorary PhD of Life Experiences

Honorary PhD are only words without life experiences compared to the education, adventures and awakening gifts, helping me to see the what the Indigenous People had suffered due to misdirection, lack of understanding. Combined with failure to accept or understand the greatest of a people, so many falsely programmed the masses to feared and hate, because of the greed and centuries of falsehoods. What I chose to bring forward came from ancient knowledge connecting spiritual comprehension with current lifestyle and environment; which has been part of lives sacred energy for eons.  [Only the beginning to awareness]

While you read this take the time to recall prior centuries of experiences oppression and misconceptions, to comprehend how things can end up twisted, even though, existing in the present time of prejudice occupied with misunderstanding. However, we stood in a time of clouded foundations, which needed to take us into a future with countless lessons and life conditions to learn and understand, for enlightenment, spiritual development, health, healing, and deeper universal understanding. Nevertheless, these words on paper are only the catalytic prelude to a lifetime of spiritual adventures and knowledge.

Yes, this was a major journey of past, present, and future, combined with spiritual crossings, temporary deaths, Yellowstone the Sacred Heart along with Grandmother M’s crossing enriched my need to know, observation, prayers, spiritual directions, and thousands of hours of research. Not done to receive any type of honors only to help teach
and awaken people to the fact we are much more than ten-percent of our gray matter along with the great spiritual responsibilities we have to humanity and how we can have the strength and courage to heal the world around us and our personal lives and beings. Awaken the positive before we turn our backs on reality and allow negative environments destroy us.

Who would believe unique  possibilities can occur in the face of adversity creating a foundation for personal  strength, spiritual development, reversal, and transformation of destructive negative  environments? . . . Reality check most sixth grade children, including Red Sun  prior to submission of what heart and mind assumed one innocence Science Report: filing analysis of many personal life experiences each walking several life paths.
None, would/could, foresee or assume an action of love and innocence could  carry one on new collision roads of adventure, discovery, and life development. In truth the observation proved a great life educator filled with unique  adventures of enlightenment and countless awareness awakenings; long before one fully realizes how all elements of life inspires all stages of research across planes of spirit, physics, and sensory perception.

After  Grandmother M’s crossing the only personas in the physical, Red Sun could depend
was Red Sun, however, the Sacred Ones arrived in great force and strength providing sacred spiritual communications, guidance, guardians and spirit guides; all of which helped support Red Sun on her journey to develop a new brand of uniquely wonderful courage. Self-reliance magnify inner-fire with inner-strength by taking a stance via courage to challenge repression; which occurs when one listens to and accepts the direction of one sent to awaken the sleeper— Scared Bird of Spiritual Thunder. Nevertheless, the arrival of the Sacred Twin Birds of Thunder and Fire occur rarely, which can only occur when ones inner-spiritual courage  needs support of the Sacred Twin Birds of Thunder and Fire, to empower fire strength of internal and emotional willpower, and add thunder for revitalization and rejuvenation of life, if one is willing to face and accept their challenges.

The two empower one to rise out of the ashes of sudden defeat and death syndrome, into
a new life of enlightenment. Only if one is willing to travel the necessary journey or journeys of transformation with the sacred birds. Besides accepting the twins challenges one needs to accept the all the challenges and lessons ones guardians and guides, add to the mix. They never promise the journey will be easy, but each step of the way feels designed to awaken inner-strength/powers, and enrich knowledge. At first they provide support and assist in the transformation of transforming negatives into countless positives, using great wisdom and ancient truths.

Research  began with . . . . We need to realize the mind has many abilities, we
continually fail to recognize all too often how we accept negative influences by acceptance of crippling influences, words in anger, and negative indoctrination. Frequently, failing to recognize how positive influences can strength our personal development. The truth for our personal development we should learn to use our receptors to comprehend its many challenges; while learning the value of being true to yourself, by cleansing your mind and spirit of the negatives that seek to control you through conscious and subconscious fears and insecurities. There are many whys one needs to be alert to ones own values of self,
and not allow the dark hearts of others around you kill you heart and spirit. Be alert, LET NOT others control and destroy you.

IN this article we are seeing the combination of two relative unimportant letters (I … F) until in this combination; when people put the two together to create IF in this introduction of challenges sacred journey you will see it in a new light of awareness and courage. Still truth be known IF is not a real word, but a strange concept in word form. IF is to Wind, as Wind is to Rain and Life, mostly vacant and empty, in one instant and something strong and  powerful the next. Nevertheless, IF_WIND can signal strength . . .  IF can summons courage, or wisdom, or create a path to destruction. Then I ask does not IF. . . require courage combined with caution when dealing with a series of structural chess games?

Chess question most often asked  and applied before and after each move in chess, is a series of What IF scenarios. In life the same question applies, in ones decision to move the ones life decisions pieces on the board, all too often we make our decisions based on some outside influence . . . . Neither wind nor fire will receive acceptance until one takes the time to play the right pieces, in addition to acceptance, ones action requires challenges, and consequences: if one is to walk with respect and
caution, before one can produce a reversal of negative outcomes; considering as with the winds any deny or acceptance holds no real promises, IF one fails to take action.

First Question what inspired my  research, analysis and report: Sociopaths, Demonic Personas and Psychic Vampires. Negative personas disguise words in half-truths trying
to make them sound positives, but half-truths are dangerous and can cause hurts to go deeper than twisting straight out lies. Emotional devastation can follow IF one fails to accept life challenges to purify the heart and reverse the pain. Half-truths are the
hardest lie to defend oneself against, because people believe lies 65% of the time and half-truths they will believe 95% of the time over definite unrestrained truths.

Three years prior to Grandmother M crossing, she realized her importance in guidance to
learn various sacred levels of spiritual physics, psychic development, telepathic  communications and spirit walks and spiritual journeys to research and analysis life interactive influences and the number of ways people can be receptive. Three years after Grandmother M’s crossing and six years into dedicated research, I learned about a Science Fair Project, which I felt it was a good place to introduce my research. The problem about compiling the data was the time restrictions of just under three-weeks, before all projects were due. Yes, it had turned into a driving desire to enter the fair, even though I had been out of school for more than four months, due to a bone disease.

Went through my drawers and closest . . . gathered all my research data and diagrams. Lucky, for me Penn, the one I called Dad, came in town that week-end, and provided me with a diagram of proper formats and how I needed to outline my data, for the Science Project; which was the only assistance Penn or anyone else provided of what to do, or how to do it. Beyond his fifteen minutes of assistance, I sorted and compiled the pieces of paper in stacks of reviews, ideas, and theories research data, summaries, assumptions, question, answers, thoughts, and observations. All though my notes were strange spelling of words only I understood and diagrams of telepathic physics and reactions to various energies.

First meant compiling the research I experienced, learned, and observed with
Grandmother M before she crossed and the massive amount of data I compiled after
her crossing. Yes, her crossing did inspire me to go deeper into the research
we began together. The more I observed the more interesting the observation
became and it also became easier to connect with and sense the emotional,
psychological and physiological physics along with the variation of family
dynamics in additional research massive amounts of data I became comfortable
with accumulating. Guardians and life direction smiled on me, for we moved into
a neighborhood, which provided me with fifty-five households: over two-hundred
subjects, including family pets and fifty-two independent subjects. Everything
have to be translated, so over sixteen days of twelve to fifteen hour per day,
I had accomplished a complete first draft ready for rewrite, to ensure people
could understand my research, which I asked Penn to read; which never happened.
Yes, because I am not a good artist I did copy the diagrams from the
encyclopedia and failed to reference where I copied the graphics/diagrams,
which no one explained the necessity to avoid plagiarism, nevertheless . . .

Submitted my research for the Science Fair and my teacher instantly went on the attack,
he took my research project to Science Fair Committee, stated his personal opinion, and then asked their opinion was about the report. He also interjected he believed it was impossible for an elementary school student, with an IQ under 200, and even then he would have to question, ones honesty even then. The level of insight, awareness, and the documentation proved and intelligence beyond 200 IO and over age twenty-five, to create such a powerful doctorial. The only thing he could assume I took the doctorial from a Professor of Psychology, which earned him his Professorship and PhD with this doctorial. Therefore, he assumed I had stolen it from a professor, and turned it in as my original
research thus I falsified the entire report. After everyone reviewed the data, they were convinced the child falsified and plagiarized the entire research.

The day I returned to school, the teacher went to the principal and they expelled me on
the grounds of plagiarism since I refused to say who belonged to the doctorial, along with poor ethics. They refused to believe the truth, I was the author, and this was all my research. They refused to believe a person with Einstein Syndrome aka Dyslexia could possess the insight of an elder and they gave me—Four Fails. Falsely accused, with four
big red FAILS across my science project I had to ask—why? The teacher, states  it’s an excellent doctorial, with solid research, good evidence, great details, and praised it highly, the theory left him wanting more to assist in expanding his knowledge and research. Key words . . . HIS RESEARCH.

What really made me mad, the teacher did not possess the guts to look me in the
face, when he accusation . . . he assumed I stole it from some Professor of Psychology that earned his Ph.D. So he is saying my research and observations were that great and that outstanding in an area of new thinking. In the same breathe he said he wanted to meet the professor that compiled this report, and shake his hand, although he refused to shake my hand.

Question of honor: I felt the entire universe shake and many a guardian and Sacred One upset and angry. I wonder how many times unexpected noticeable adventures become marred by painful experiences born from assumptions by those who have no respect for another and their hearts they fill with envy and resentment. My reported I based on the knowledge and teachings from the ancients and the Sacred Ones, knowledge our ancestors knew, respected and lived by, out of love for the sacredness of the universe and one another.

How often, I wonder, has the Sacred Ones send the sacred twin Birds of Thunder and Fire, (some might call Thunderbird and Phoenix), to link their powers together? The next question is how many times and for what reason have these twins help give our people the strength and courage to accomplish the Sacred Ones and Ancients plans? What I do know:

  1. Thunder and Fire: denied envy  and resentment their opportunity to cause more than a few days of pain, once we challenged. Envy and resentment, a dark spirit, when it sensed it could stop me from having my hearing, and she believed she won, I thought I could hear her sing, but only for a couple of days.
  2. The gifts they give range from valuable amplification of awareness; strength of wisdom and sacred spiritual guidance filled with courage. I know they can help with healings, warrior courage, and diplomatic logic.
  3. At the moment of their arrival I sensed the power they had bestowed on Ancients, Elders, Guardians, Chiefs, Spiritual Warriors, and Warriors, for inner-strength, and faith in their time of need to help preserve our sacred truths and our nations.
  4. This day when Sacred Birds of Thunder and Fire arrived I experienced thunder and saw fire, both then transformed into birds that linked together. They empowered me with the courageous resolve and strength of a warrior to challenge, life conditions, the child departed, each time they arrived.

Thunder and Fire arrived when I began to question and link at the accusation and words:
of which earned the Professor his Ph.D. and accelerated with the words .  . . His research. The same instant fire combined with thunder and anger grew within all at the teacher’s words: There is no way in hell you could have done the work, you lacked the brains to
accomplish this professional level of work. No sixth grader and especially one with your intelligence level had the brains to accomplish and compile such professional work. He was insulted that I was trying to pass of such
caliber of work as mine, it requires years of professional training. (Einstein Syndrome was one thing, but all Indians people considered mentally lacking.)

Knowing  the truth of my research and his words, it was time to speak my thoughts aloud
to the teacher, “What a great ego booster, to know I have such a level of intelligent, but since you fail to hear me the fight is on.” and I headed to the principal’s office to demanded my say. Yes, I got expelled but I was determined I would be heard and get the grade changed to four A+ and my named  cleared.

After four major battles, in front of several review boards from the Science Committee, school district and two different UCLA Board of Review, which earned an Honorary Ph.D. in Psychology, and a minor in Physics, they could not figure out how else to classify the minor. Clue: The board and committee members, found it even hard to comprehend I started making notes, thus the diagrams and more diagrams of energy flows connecting impressions, before starting school, loved math and doing second grade math before school, and learned Algebra in third grade, from a peer than in seventh grade. Instead of games and dolls I always wanted math books, science, and psychology type books. Before I got out of third grade, I was working in eighth grade math books along with personally
challenging books related to psychology and physical sciences dealing with the mind and body. Okay, some of the books Grandmother M read because the big words I was not all that ready to read with dyslexia.

Each one of the interviewers questioned my life experiences, personal foundation, and
background along with my basic research and theories. They were baffled how a child in sixth grade could develop a report with such awareness, investigative details, rationalization, and theories regarding psychological thoughts, thought-forms, mental influences, emotional physics, psychics and telepathic influences, and energies, dealing with universal and spiritual influences, in combination with environmental influences and personal interactions.

Questions: Why evidence and research caused me to believe we received more data and react to more external influences, than most individuals are aware of, yet . . .  we continually record and interact on many different levels through our conscious and subconscious connections. I countered with the questions: Why do other say as fact, we don’t use more than ten-percent of our brain. Truth, lack of awareness and narrow thinking refuses to think beyond what others say and that prevents mental, spiritual, and
universal growth.

Then I asked each for their opinion to another question:

  1. Why is it hard for people to comprehend we have for centuries been receptive and
    sensitive to communications, on all levels; which includes energy sound, motions
    and subconscious brain wave energy?
  2. We recognize our five sensory levels and we realize children also react to our
    emotional energies, but we cannot accept psychic and telepathic energies can
    influenced us, throughout our lifetimes. When in truth, our ancestors have for
    centuries recognized the influences of long-range conscious and subconscious communications, along with our receptive abilities, the various forms of awareness, and our connectivity skills.
  3. Why, then does it not make sense we developed conscious and unconscious communicative receptors, along with subliminal receptors. Positive and negative influences can create productive and destructive influences across levels we fail to accept and/or acknowledge.
  4. Remember,  some cultures and groups, begin to use and train conscious recognition of mental, (energies, telepathic thought-forms, and psychic transmission) through awareness on numerous conscious/subconscious levels.
  5. They train transmitter and receiver to acknowledge communications beyond normal senses. They are fully aware that we still receive their communicative influences and react to their energies, knowingly and unknowingly.

Once one comprehends and acknowledges ones multiply connection to universal consciousnesses, it is easier to follow the links, which advances personal insight of spiritual physics, and psychological physics, in combination with the internalization of unique interactions, and influences on ones physical conditions. If one has any inborn
psychic sensitivities, combined with empathy and/or synesthesia abilities persons are unaware of and/or untrained to handle, he/she will internalized influences and/or
magnify conditions. Such influences can change benign physiologically and  psychologically environments, into dangerous and/or in some cases paralyze his/her emotionally environment which then tears apart environments including lifestyle,
careers, health, and self-worth.

For this one, my first awareness and understanding came from the realization of telepathic
thought-forms and a wide variety of telecommunications, with family dynamics and inner-personal connections among peers for starters. This began long before personal capacity of verbal communications, which I discovered through telepathic sensory-awareness communications. For small children it proved easy to carryon mentally nonverbal communications and share thought-forms, long before my capacity to share spoken words with verbal communicators. Communication with animals was also another link and proof of telepathic communications. Writing now makes me wonder, if the real beginning of  investigation and investigative, need to know style research, started in the womb of my biological mother. She possessed strong abilities and had strong receptive awareness abilities and we did communicate with one another using subliminal flows of psychic energy.

Discovery, sensitivity, empathic/empathy and psychic awareness, drives a strong love for adventures, and spiritual comprehension increases a greater thirst for knowledge. My thirst and drive conditions push and awaken the sacred spirit prior to naming ceremony, which becomes enriched by the sacred circle of grandmothers in the cave, but the invasion of killers seeking to end lives of many, are the pieces this enriched awareness: awaken spirit/child and Red Sun spirit walker within her first few months, of this earthly form.

Awareness guides us along life’s traditional/spiritual highway of sacred journeys, which introduces amazing amplification of life incredible abilities and awareness; while new
direction intensifies thirst to investigate extraordinary psychological connections,  combined with daily emotions, traditions, and spiritual life connections. Most people lack awareness of spiritual life science interconnection, across interactive telepathic (transmitters and receptors), which influence subconscious/conscious involvement.

Mental energy influences psychological emotions and is a real magnet to psychological
garbage and baggage, which make many people dump on others, since they can easily become carriers of others destruction, hate, pain and anger. Our individual receptors and transmitters are only the beginning to healthy and/or unhealthy family in addition to peer-to-peer influences on universal and physical life environment, just to mention a couple of influences.

Nevertheless, the majority of people reflect oblivious comprehension of the possible influences and consequences individuals can dump on them. To most life force energies, beyond their personal environment and space, they perceive empty of any such abstract influences: meaning they have no personal responsibility to life and universal conditions. Thus they can then live in a bubble of absolute personal and universal denial and detachment, according to their set of rules . . . . Does this mean they are void of any
inner personal responsibilities and connections?

Lack of responsibility gives them the right to take and destroy the lives and rights of
others. The same people refuse to admit they play any part in negative conditions on this universe: No one can hold them accountable for any consequences or influences on any life including individual/personal family life conditions, since everyone is independent of each other. I know this is an extreme example of how such personages take no responsibility for any type of spiritual energy and/or mental actions; which influence the behavior of individuals and environmental life. Truth psychic physics program quickly with internal and external influences, and they continue to radiate outwards, similar to many pebbles pitched in the water, which also cause trees to fall rapidly.

The naysayer says: I am the master of my universe and none others, no one else influences
on my/our lives, so it means we have no influences or consequences on the lives of others. The personal physical and emotional health environment is in his/her hands each family member consequences belong only to the individual and no one else.

Some of the things we need to watch and reflect on:

It is amazing to me how they want to blame everything on distance; detachment; genetics;
lifestyle and environment but they have no responsibility in the lives of others.

Rejection of telepathic communications, cerebral transmission of positive/negative
energies, and psychic stimuli means they refuse to accept and/or comprehend, direct
and indirect influences on physical health conditions.

Old school thinking assumes only genetic markers impart and influences, while mental
and physical behavior play no real roll in physical heath development. (1955) Science
could not assume markers, since science had no detail proof markers existed.

Then how can psychologists assume subliminal psychic energies have no influences on family dynamics: Problems suggest one must pay attention to diet, eating habits, body
language, physical appearance, daily behavior, personal telepathic interaction, peer to peer interaction, personal thoughts, and stray thoughts, too. This sort of behavior can cause physical damage to health and become a dangerous cycle.

Next we need to investigate and analysis unidentified effects: destructive, constructive, misleading, either intellectual activity or non-activity, combined with behavior patterns, and family associations.

The conditions of each personal environment has a number of variables, but the impacts on personalities and lifestyles I discovered can lead to serious health problems, combined with emotional damaging perceptions of self. However, I had to do a number of diagrams, along analysis of behaviors and what I people needed to accomplish and how they had to help with their healing, combined with spirituality, determination, and faith. Healing and
reversal of lifestyle I based on Indigenous Native belief systems.

Then I used certain events that occurred eighteen months earlier:

Remember, the two children that took down two-kill crazed killers. The children were
Randy and I, yet you are saying that is genetics, we are not genetic clones, in truth through our longtime friendship we learned to communicate on telepathic levels, i.e. our behavior, in truth, does happen on genetics levels, but others with the ability to communicate on subliminal levels. We have used subliminal telecommunication with each other before we could talk; our spiritual awareness gave us the added power and abilities.

Yes, we trained together in the way of warriors and we learned to communicate
telepathically and put our lives on the line, to save eighty children, waiting at the local school bus stop, from two kill crazy escape military prisoners, high on drugs the heroine and alcohol. This is one of the many events, I used in my Science Fair Report, which I reminded the Committee, was one of my baseline reports, about how Randy and I put our lives on the line and how we react together in certain instances as one personality.

Our strengths we developed with a combination of telepathic communication abilities, spiritual determination, warriors training, psychic awareness, spiritual knowledge of life and guardians, personal knowledge of each other, and life determination; which is what we used to overpower the men and save the children. It took spiritual physics, which allowed the bullets to pass right through the space I was in and blow out the back wall. Inner-physical faith of strength, combined courage/strength/determination became our reality that empowered two-fourth graders to overpower two-escaped military prisoners and come out the victory.

The courage of friends and warriors who once lacked inner-personal doubt, bonding proves the sacred spiritual strength. In all  the years of togetherness supplied each with the added strong spiritual faith, we increased our spiritual/universal energy of physics, which activated our mental abilities, skills, and sacred awareness. If you speak of genetics then you might have to refer to the Indigenous Natives sacred genetic oneness and
abilities. The same inner-personal physics, which provides and heightens power of strength, aura of protection, and awareness; which is an ability few people realize, they possess; but it helps change military personnel into lifesaving heroes. Within us is a spiritual generator; which can influence the lives of others in numerous ways, but it can enhance and enrich ones inner-personal determination, courage, resolve, and faith, in ones time of need. Thus the generator can help heal, guide, and protect in ways we have yet to discover.

ü  The physics of our psychological/spiritual generators and personal dynamics are part of each individual’s psychological dynamics. Our generators part of our life physics we
can and do use daily.

ü  People need to be aware of how very powerful his/her psychic/spiritual generators combined with eternal life forces actually are; and how creatively constructive to vastly destructive powerful, on numerous levels our generators can produce and/or influence.

ü  Positive programming and thinking directs creative healing energy, active inner-strength, and healthy lifestyle.

ü  When our generators are set on negative programming, hostile influences, filled with
anger, greed, or any of the other seven deadly sins, we can become very dangerous to our life, lifestyle, health, family, and environment depending on each individual. Many people fail to comprehend what they are doing, when they project negative influences either can they see the extent of their negative physics.

ü  Different family dynamics, combined with lifestyles, personal dynamics, and inner-personal determination contributes to life’s real inner-personal secret compass.

ü  These among other supporting factors of life positive verses negative, and a series of questions I included in my report.

ü  What extent does our mental connection influence our life forces, along with how various programming conditions react on verses genetics elements?

ü  How can we use inner-strength and faith to enrich health?

ü  How can we overcome a number of unhealthy influences, and reverse negative ingrained family programming in order to lessen the impact of genetic health on mental and physical conditioning.

ü  Displacing negative with positive is the beginning of healing, but one has to decide to
come to terms with their psychological thinking and why.

ü  I also gave reference to all sorts of health conditions that can strengthen or damage
different organs in our bodies.

In my research, I had to further question if it was all due to how one perceives ones personal and social life in relationship to oneself, which we accept and reject or allowed the creations of destruction by family and social dynamics. We have to understand our connection with psychological physics and its conditioning with and without spiritual physics is something that can we cleansed and we can bring about the changes and healings we need, with will and desire to overcome. But the problem is so ingrained and roots we have to work at making the cleansing to happen and it might take a year or more to get ones spirit-heart, physical and organisms cleansed, psychological re-evaluated and reprogrammed, it is not something that can happen over night.

I used  for my base the (dysfunctional) unhealthy family environment I was dealing with
since Grandmother Ms crossing and family environments prior to her crossing including
some strange changes in self-perception. Then realized the many different energies of communication, coupled with sacred spiritual experiences and guidance from medicine elders, whose knowledge, life experiences, and awareness reached back over two-hundred and fifty plus years.

The bathtub incident when sudden death developed spiritual awareness, environment
changes, adventures, close encounters not UFOs and various family dynamics triggered the need to understand unseen elements and mental conditioning, etc. All that and more became life’s catalysis into years of studying influences, mental energy, physics, and people and interactions

Strange but I do think seeking answers to challenges the hour I witnessed the death of
my mother was all in there, as well, compounded by the crossing of Grandmother
M and my two temporary crossing, also contributed to my research. All the events that accumulated or I sensed, before and after events, each one became another piece of the spiritual and psychological physics that lead to the desire to continue my research into more than what we see. There was too much people tried to deny but even radio, shortwave, television functions on energy so what is the different between telepathic communications, telecommunications, (new word at the time) mind functions, we produce energy and function on energy. My theory we use more than ten-percent of our brain, no less, combined with unseen influences between people and families.

My report dealt with family dynamics, behavioral patterns, mental physics, dynamics of
conditioning and unseen influences and the ways it contributed to Psychological/Physiological Health conditions. Assumption presented theory on
numerous conscious and subconscious levels, right down to assumption of positive dynamics development, which includes how unseen hostility and negative psychological anger on conscious and subconscious spirit-heart and all areas of physical/spiritual forms are reflected on or about certain persons and how the influences can create damage to behavior and cells of major organs.

Theories, I backed up and supported my data from my spiritual teaching and awareness of indigenous values, connection with Earth Mother, the Sacred Father, guardians and universal physics, and sciences. Psychological physics’ interactions and function, analyses of values linked to family’s traditions, knowledge. Since all nationalities have, various traditions and cultures linked to centuries of awareness and values.

Next I used the lessons learned and experienced the interactive consequences of mental
physics on the family and various family members. The professor if there was one Sacred Traditional Medicine Elders, and the Sacred Sainted Grandmother M and my lifetime of awareness journeys, linked to the indigenous peoples of the Americas.Temporary death crossing, the Sacred Mother of the Roses, spiritual knowledge awakening to values our people were part of and connected to, because of our closeness to the sacred universe of spiritual knowledge and sacred teachings.

Plagiarism does that mean a person who does their own research and
documentation from data based one was able to learn from inborn interactive
communications learned awareness and universal abilities is that plagiarism or is
the copying other peoples writings and reports an one calls it your own research I thought that was plagiarism. I them examined past and present conditions regarding the variations of personal physical/mental/spiritual, interconnections/influences in combinations with work, family, and social environments on life, which is also impacted by seen and unseen psychological/spiritual physics. Functioning awareness can help people learn to recognize conditions then improve mental and physical health and total life structure

Not any data I turned in did I copy or read in some others person report it was all my personal interviews and research. On the other hand, my personal research and concepts enriched by years of interactive involvement, studying people—behavior and personalities—combined with in-depth awareness of and insights enriched by spiritual/traditional knowledge, which increased conscious awareness of programming influences on behavior . . . . Are you trying to say that is plagiarism?

I examined past and present conditions regarding the variations of personal physical/mental/spiritual, interconnections/influences taking into consideration combinations with work, family, and social environments on life, which impact both seen and unseen psychological/spiritual physics. Functioning awareness can help people learn to recognize conditions then improve mental/physical health and total
life structure behaviorism

At the closing of the second UCLA interview, I left the review board with my final
statement: Now, if that is on the level of universe’s universal connection with
indigenous people linked with the universe is plagiarism, then that means scores
of professors and professional researchers are creating plagiarism daily.

Although, UCLA offered a full scholarship and a chance to go to college straight out of junior high, I did not learn about any of the details until Jealousy and Penn were
going through a divorce. The reason I use the name Jealousy instead of her name,
now is not the place to reveal her name, because of her mental status:

[Narcissist, Grandiose, Sociopath, High Priestess of a Neo-Nazi Satanic Cult, and addicted to several substances. Yes, she was ill enough to lock-up, but her mother, father, and husband and others feared what would happen, once they did lock
her up. They feared reprisals from the organization.]

No one wanted to experience what would happen, to the family, if anyone did confine
her to a mental hospital, after prior experiences. The Neo-Nazi organization was the real reason no one had courage enough to have her committed. One more of her mental problems appeared to be a Jealous Sister Syndrome; she always had to be the better-loved sister and tried to kill her brother on numerous occasions, attack neighbors and neighborhood children her mother paid attention, to or tried to protect.

Jealousy enjoyed it when she could stop everything positive I wanted to accomplish with my life.Truth, her love for abusive beatings and violence provided an unbelievable
passion. Get the picture why I had a strong interest in my research, since I was not biology or genetically related. Yes, I lived in a world of violence, pain, and abuse three-hundred and fifty days each year. Jealousy worshipped evil and promised to kill and/or have any one killed who tried to help or supported Red Sun in her pursuit of educational and personal life improvement or living conditions. However, she would support anyone who wanted to cause harm or chaos in Red Sun’s life.

On many, occasions she would boost how was she was the Real Bad Seed, daughter of Satan, and strongly believed she was a sacred Goddess, Grandiose, which everyone must worship and obey, no matter what the cost to them and in their lives. It is hard to describe her sadistic happiest when she caused people to suffered personal and professional destruction and pain.

What I did not learn until Jealousy and Penn got a divorced is the offers from UCLA, and
the grant money for me to attend any college. Jealousy took and spent it on feeding her lusts, men, and affairs. Nevertheless, if Grandmother M had been alive, or if I had known it earlier, things would have been life adventures at UCLA different, since Grandmother M would have insured my safety and professional advancement. Fact, Jealousy never went against her Mother M, for fear of losing her mother’s love; nevertheless, once Jealousy’s mother was gone she took all of hatred out on me.

Ten years before his death he came and apologized to me for not being man enough and told me the hold history of all the destruction he had allowed her to do to our lives and
countless more lives. Not being man enough destroyed his chances for Vice President to President Nixon. Thing would have been much different, since he had strong ethics, when he was not around Jealousy.

He had a long list of “What if Scenarios.” If Grandmother M had been around to
protect me from Jealousy of Evil, and If Jealousy had not gone crazy, when she
thought I would out shine her and leave home, she would lose her meal ticket;
if he had been man, enough he would have protect me from her evil. If he didn’t
fear for both our lives and if he had been man enough to agree for Jealousy of
Evil to be imprisoned, in the mental hospital things would have been much
better.

When she learned of UCLA offers, she attempted to kill Penn and me several times in a week. The real problem, if Penn had man been enough to stand up and insure my opportunity to go straight into college out of junior high school, I would have been on the way to accomplishing my objectives and prime directive and help thousands of live survive and not perish needlessly.

Not too long before his death, he asked me for my forgiveness all the pain and destruction the coward in him invited. Back to college, we had a number of fights in the house and I got beat up more than a few times, when she wanted to destroy a child that had appear better than her and her hatred towards me continued to grow. The one I considered DAD was all in favor or me going to UCLA, but he woke up on more than one occasion with a knife at his throat and his balls bleeding, even when he was in Los Angeles and we were in Fresno. She/they promised; if I went to college, he would die.

For over a week, until he promised he would not agree for me to go to college or tell me
anything. The violence in the house had reached the extremes, and I had to barricade my bedroom door from Jealousy, and went to school each morning with no sleep. She went crazy if I was, asleep she came home, and she never showed up before 0300 hours and most of the time after 0400 hours. She arrived most night with eyes and spirit full of evil and drunk. Her hands wanted to experience butcher knives deaths and mind seeking blood.

Psychic Vampire is the only way I  can describe her personality, violent and dangerous from sundown to sunrise and lusting for blood and sex. Strange how she would fall off to sleep, at the first rays of sunrise, even in the middle of attempted murder. What was even
stranger, her strength, she was stronger than ten-men until . . . dropping to the sleep of the death. When it was time to get ready for work, she was up, smiling and sober at 0630 hours. When the house appeared torn up by a fight, she played it coy and asked what happened. I would receive her standard statement: She came home very happy and went straight to bed. You are lying I would never try to kill you. Her thought:
I will kill you if you were not so strong and fat, I am afraid of you.
Beside don’t you think I would remember our fight and I don’t remember us
having a fight, you were asleep when I came home?

Reality confirmation started in the arms of the Sacred Mother of the Roses

The reason I reference the touch from the Sacred Mother of the Roses, her way proved the
perfect portal to oneness awareness of spiritual realities, and eased the transition journeys. All-important architect, the Sacred Mother whose touché was the enhancement factors with the power to dissolve barriers and open spiritual development. Each one constructed a stronger foundation via experience-awareness and unification of medium communication portal.

Hers was not the first of many touches, but the one calculated to open different
valuable two-way portals of awareness and communications. Broadening spiritual
awareness, between the Highest of High Sacred Ones, Archangels, sacred guardians, and spirit guides, guidance to sacred spiritual universes, which unite interactive visions to many factors of reality’s contribution on ones lifetimes. Conjoining any number of lifetimes in one physical form, a time when one receives direction of involvement in order to accomplish their primary assignments and prime directive for the betterment of humanity.

In the 1964, I discovered a book that supported my research:
[“Psycho-cybernetics” by Maxwell Maltz. His book was the continuation of and enhanced my research. His book I decided to apply his exercises and found; if certain people did not go behind my back, and they allowed me to continue my research, at UCLA, it would have worked wonder in the lives of communities, families, and personalities. His research
answered all the questions and guided people along the same avenue of concepts for personal development, but ours would have complimented each other’s research.]

The touché of temporary death visitation involved connected to the
Sacred Spiritual Realm with the connection to strong sacred, spiritual awareness
along with a variety of other implications. Awareness was an important addition
for my ability to comprehend various factors, all of which contributed to my
science fair doctorial. I went on with my research, but conditions made the concept of me turning my Honorary Ph.D. into a PhD in Psychology, turned all my desires into a mute subject.

Even so, after researching what happened in his life after the book sold over 30 millions copies . . . I wonder how badly jaded would I have become and would money have destroyed my truths by now? People do believe there is always a season for the right reason to come along. Okay, something along that line, and gut feelings leads me to feel that was not my season and our traditional medicines ways was too young and not
ready to protect and prevent exploitation, which would have degraded the truth and reality, and I would have succumbed to greed.

Adventures beyond today into the future of Tomorrows . . . my hearts desire

Years of experiences: Spiritual and  mental physics, personal studies combined with a thirst of knowingness beyond standard knowledge, enlightenment. The seeker gathered information among varying degrees of community, family, and interaction on countless levels of communication influences, included subconscious transmissions, in the midst of
telepathic influences coupled with unseen spiritual and traditional DNA influences in our lives. Combine all this with amazing Life Adventures, living three lives, in twelve short years. Nevertheless, that was only the beginning of many lifelines, in one lifetime. That means I have many more experiences, filled with enrichment of knowledge, coupled with
my directive to write these experiences, adds to my love among a number of other factors, of writing, and this is where I am at today. Holding on to the past only cripples a person mentally, which is why I went on many more adventures and had amazing experiences and journeys.

In my case, I can say the Einstein Syndrome currently labeled dyslexic, empathic
and synesthesia; is a wonderful world of insight, vast knowledge of knowingness
and connection to so many things still on the verge of data waiting for someone
to compile, analysis and record for people to experience. So many times, I see and experience research while others just on the verges of experiences that will lead research in directions . . . they never thought possible. Born with switches in on position gives one a great knowingness. The only problem we have to be careful, because others consider us eccentric beyond conventional.

It really does not matter, welcome to my world, I am happy with this crazy inborn syndrome, without any allowance for reset or off switches. In many cases more switches guardians come along connect and switched on without reset or bypass switches, combined with massive volumes of lessons. Each time the sixty to thirty-days prior to each
of the four temporary crossings the follow-up ninety-days afterwards is pact with serious insight and lessons. The crossing is the key, which awakens the spiritual physics to open the window for sacred guardians to switch on and/or strengthen talents of enlightenment. Honest curious, gives way to asking many questions of how each opening comes programmed, and awareness to awaken several more challenges. Then would it not say the crossing was unplanned event or accident but a support summons.

Okay, Einstein Syndrome equal Dyslexic, but they changed the name to degrade those that were able to think outside the box and connected spiritually with the universe. I am
dyslexic not stupid, just the opposite, dyslexic people are highly intelligent.  Besides, I based my research on spiritual insight using telepathic, traditional background, spiritual training, with abilities, and knowledge, combined with teachings from Grandmother M using Indigenous Native Science, Psychology, Physics, and Quantum Physics, not from the establishment of white institution of higher education. It seems many Indigenous children are dyslexic; the word dyslexic is another word for thinking outside the box aka Einstein Syndrome. We have the ability to see beyond the four walls of society and accomplish even
greater things.

YES or NO: hold for further analysis events that inspired my right to challenge life and seek answers.

Who would believe in life one always many possible Positives, which rise out of the ash of sudden death syndrome, (even when only temporary) each can actually strengthen, amplify, and inspire all levels of sensory  perception skills, including spiritual, physical, psychological/mental/emotional physics awareness, empathic and synesthesia abilities.

Thirst for knowledge life’s journey enhanced  with traditional/spiritual life, based on sacred spiritual experiences and guidance  from medicine elders, whose knowledge, life experiences, and awareness reached back over two-hundred and fifty plus years. The bathtub incident when sudden death developed spiritual awareness, environment changes, adventures, close encounters not UFOs and various family dynamics triggered the needed to understand unseen elements and mental conditioning, etc. All that and more
became life’s catalysis into years of studying influences, energy, physics, and
people.

Strange but I do think seeking answers to challenges the hour
I witnessed the death of my mother, was another incident that caused me to challenge the norm and authority. All the events that accumulated or I sensed, before and after events, each one became the force of research into more than what we see, telepathic communications, telecommunications, (new word at the time) mind functions, and we use a greater deal more than ten-percent of our brain, combined with unseen influences on people and families, occupying a good percentage. Dad told me what to do and what I needed to compile research data.
I started my research notes, question, answers, thoughts, observations and assumptions, and all my papers in a stake of reviews, ideas, and theories.