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Honorary PhD of Life Experiences

Honorary PhD of Life Experiences

Honorary PhD are only words without life experiences compared to the education, adventures and awakening gifts, helping me to see the what the Indigenous People had suffered due to misdirection, lack of understanding. Combined with failure to accept or understand the greatest of a people, so many falsely programmed the masses to feared and hate, because of the greed and centuries of falsehoods. What I chose to bring forward came from ancient knowledge connecting spiritual comprehension with current lifestyle and environment; which has been part of lives sacred energy for eons.  [Only the beginning to awareness]

While you read this take the time to recall prior centuries of experiences oppression and misconceptions, to comprehend how things can end up twisted, even though, existing in the present time of prejudice occupied with misunderstanding. However, we stood in a time of clouded foundations, which needed to take us into a future with countless lessons and life conditions to learn and understand, for enlightenment, spiritual development, health, healing, and deeper universal understanding. Nevertheless, these words on paper are only the catalytic prelude to a lifetime of spiritual adventures and knowledge.

Yes, this was a major journey of past, present, and future, combined with spiritual crossings, temporary deaths, Yellowstone the Sacred Heart along with Grandmother M’s crossing enriched my need to know, observation, prayers, spiritual directions, and thousands of hours of research. Not done to receive any type of honors only to help teach
and awaken people to the fact we are much more than ten-percent of our gray matter along with the great spiritual responsibilities we have to humanity and how we can have the strength and courage to heal the world around us and our personal lives and beings. Awaken the positive before we turn our backs on reality and allow negative environments destroy us.

Who would believe unique  possibilities can occur in the face of adversity creating a foundation for personal  strength, spiritual development, reversal, and transformation of destructive negative  environments? . . . Reality check most sixth grade children, including Red Sun  prior to submission of what heart and mind assumed one innocence Science Report: filing analysis of many personal life experiences each walking several life paths.
None, would/could, foresee or assume an action of love and innocence could  carry one on new collision roads of adventure, discovery, and life development. In truth the observation proved a great life educator filled with unique  adventures of enlightenment and countless awareness awakenings; long before one fully realizes how all elements of life inspires all stages of research across planes of spirit, physics, and sensory perception.

After  Grandmother M’s crossing the only personas in the physical, Red Sun could depend
was Red Sun, however, the Sacred Ones arrived in great force and strength providing sacred spiritual communications, guidance, guardians and spirit guides; all of which helped support Red Sun on her journey to develop a new brand of uniquely wonderful courage. Self-reliance magnify inner-fire with inner-strength by taking a stance via courage to challenge repression; which occurs when one listens to and accepts the direction of one sent to awaken the sleeper— Scared Bird of Spiritual Thunder. Nevertheless, the arrival of the Sacred Twin Birds of Thunder and Fire occur rarely, which can only occur when ones inner-spiritual courage  needs support of the Sacred Twin Birds of Thunder and Fire, to empower fire strength of internal and emotional willpower, and add thunder for revitalization and rejuvenation of life, if one is willing to face and accept their challenges.

The two empower one to rise out of the ashes of sudden defeat and death syndrome, into
a new life of enlightenment. Only if one is willing to travel the necessary journey or journeys of transformation with the sacred birds. Besides accepting the twins challenges one needs to accept the all the challenges and lessons ones guardians and guides, add to the mix. They never promise the journey will be easy, but each step of the way feels designed to awaken inner-strength/powers, and enrich knowledge. At first they provide support and assist in the transformation of transforming negatives into countless positives, using great wisdom and ancient truths.

Research  began with . . . . We need to realize the mind has many abilities, we
continually fail to recognize all too often how we accept negative influences by acceptance of crippling influences, words in anger, and negative indoctrination. Frequently, failing to recognize how positive influences can strength our personal development. The truth for our personal development we should learn to use our receptors to comprehend its many challenges; while learning the value of being true to yourself, by cleansing your mind and spirit of the negatives that seek to control you through conscious and subconscious fears and insecurities. There are many whys one needs to be alert to ones own values of self,
and not allow the dark hearts of others around you kill you heart and spirit. Be alert, LET NOT others control and destroy you.

IN this article we are seeing the combination of two relative unimportant letters (I … F) until in this combination; when people put the two together to create IF in this introduction of challenges sacred journey you will see it in a new light of awareness and courage. Still truth be known IF is not a real word, but a strange concept in word form. IF is to Wind, as Wind is to Rain and Life, mostly vacant and empty, in one instant and something strong and  powerful the next. Nevertheless, IF_WIND can signal strength . . .  IF can summons courage, or wisdom, or create a path to destruction. Then I ask does not IF. . . require courage combined with caution when dealing with a series of structural chess games?

Chess question most often asked  and applied before and after each move in chess, is a series of What IF scenarios. In life the same question applies, in ones decision to move the ones life decisions pieces on the board, all too often we make our decisions based on some outside influence . . . . Neither wind nor fire will receive acceptance until one takes the time to play the right pieces, in addition to acceptance, ones action requires challenges, and consequences: if one is to walk with respect and
caution, before one can produce a reversal of negative outcomes; considering as with the winds any deny or acceptance holds no real promises, IF one fails to take action.

First Question what inspired my  research, analysis and report: Sociopaths, Demonic Personas and Psychic Vampires. Negative personas disguise words in half-truths trying
to make them sound positives, but half-truths are dangerous and can cause hurts to go deeper than twisting straight out lies. Emotional devastation can follow IF one fails to accept life challenges to purify the heart and reverse the pain. Half-truths are the
hardest lie to defend oneself against, because people believe lies 65% of the time and half-truths they will believe 95% of the time over definite unrestrained truths.

Three years prior to Grandmother M crossing, she realized her importance in guidance to
learn various sacred levels of spiritual physics, psychic development, telepathic  communications and spirit walks and spiritual journeys to research and analysis life interactive influences and the number of ways people can be receptive. Three years after Grandmother M’s crossing and six years into dedicated research, I learned about a Science Fair Project, which I felt it was a good place to introduce my research. The problem about compiling the data was the time restrictions of just under three-weeks, before all projects were due. Yes, it had turned into a driving desire to enter the fair, even though I had been out of school for more than four months, due to a bone disease.

Went through my drawers and closest . . . gathered all my research data and diagrams. Lucky, for me Penn, the one I called Dad, came in town that week-end, and provided me with a diagram of proper formats and how I needed to outline my data, for the Science Project; which was the only assistance Penn or anyone else provided of what to do, or how to do it. Beyond his fifteen minutes of assistance, I sorted and compiled the pieces of paper in stacks of reviews, ideas, and theories research data, summaries, assumptions, question, answers, thoughts, and observations. All though my notes were strange spelling of words only I understood and diagrams of telepathic physics and reactions to various energies.

First meant compiling the research I experienced, learned, and observed with
Grandmother M before she crossed and the massive amount of data I compiled after
her crossing. Yes, her crossing did inspire me to go deeper into the research
we began together. The more I observed the more interesting the observation
became and it also became easier to connect with and sense the emotional,
psychological and physiological physics along with the variation of family
dynamics in additional research massive amounts of data I became comfortable
with accumulating. Guardians and life direction smiled on me, for we moved into
a neighborhood, which provided me with fifty-five households: over two-hundred
subjects, including family pets and fifty-two independent subjects. Everything
have to be translated, so over sixteen days of twelve to fifteen hour per day,
I had accomplished a complete first draft ready for rewrite, to ensure people
could understand my research, which I asked Penn to read; which never happened.
Yes, because I am not a good artist I did copy the diagrams from the
encyclopedia and failed to reference where I copied the graphics/diagrams,
which no one explained the necessity to avoid plagiarism, nevertheless . . .

Submitted my research for the Science Fair and my teacher instantly went on the attack,
he took my research project to Science Fair Committee, stated his personal opinion, and then asked their opinion was about the report. He also interjected he believed it was impossible for an elementary school student, with an IQ under 200, and even then he would have to question, ones honesty even then. The level of insight, awareness, and the documentation proved and intelligence beyond 200 IO and over age twenty-five, to create such a powerful doctorial. The only thing he could assume I took the doctorial from a Professor of Psychology, which earned him his Professorship and PhD with this doctorial. Therefore, he assumed I had stolen it from a professor, and turned it in as my original
research thus I falsified the entire report. After everyone reviewed the data, they were convinced the child falsified and plagiarized the entire research.

The day I returned to school, the teacher went to the principal and they expelled me on
the grounds of plagiarism since I refused to say who belonged to the doctorial, along with poor ethics. They refused to believe the truth, I was the author, and this was all my research. They refused to believe a person with Einstein Syndrome aka Dyslexia could possess the insight of an elder and they gave me—Four Fails. Falsely accused, with four
big red FAILS across my science project I had to ask—why? The teacher, states  it’s an excellent doctorial, with solid research, good evidence, great details, and praised it highly, the theory left him wanting more to assist in expanding his knowledge and research. Key words . . . HIS RESEARCH.

What really made me mad, the teacher did not possess the guts to look me in the
face, when he accusation . . . he assumed I stole it from some Professor of Psychology that earned his Ph.D. So he is saying my research and observations were that great and that outstanding in an area of new thinking. In the same breathe he said he wanted to meet the professor that compiled this report, and shake his hand, although he refused to shake my hand.

Question of honor: I felt the entire universe shake and many a guardian and Sacred One upset and angry. I wonder how many times unexpected noticeable adventures become marred by painful experiences born from assumptions by those who have no respect for another and their hearts they fill with envy and resentment. My reported I based on the knowledge and teachings from the ancients and the Sacred Ones, knowledge our ancestors knew, respected and lived by, out of love for the sacredness of the universe and one another.

How often, I wonder, has the Sacred Ones send the sacred twin Birds of Thunder and Fire, (some might call Thunderbird and Phoenix), to link their powers together? The next question is how many times and for what reason have these twins help give our people the strength and courage to accomplish the Sacred Ones and Ancients plans? What I do know:

  1. Thunder and Fire: denied envy  and resentment their opportunity to cause more than a few days of pain, once we challenged. Envy and resentment, a dark spirit, when it sensed it could stop me from having my hearing, and she believed she won, I thought I could hear her sing, but only for a couple of days.
  2. The gifts they give range from valuable amplification of awareness; strength of wisdom and sacred spiritual guidance filled with courage. I know they can help with healings, warrior courage, and diplomatic logic.
  3. At the moment of their arrival I sensed the power they had bestowed on Ancients, Elders, Guardians, Chiefs, Spiritual Warriors, and Warriors, for inner-strength, and faith in their time of need to help preserve our sacred truths and our nations.
  4. This day when Sacred Birds of Thunder and Fire arrived I experienced thunder and saw fire, both then transformed into birds that linked together. They empowered me with the courageous resolve and strength of a warrior to challenge, life conditions, the child departed, each time they arrived.

Thunder and Fire arrived when I began to question and link at the accusation and words:
of which earned the Professor his Ph.D. and accelerated with the words .  . . His research. The same instant fire combined with thunder and anger grew within all at the teacher’s words: There is no way in hell you could have done the work, you lacked the brains to
accomplish this professional level of work. No sixth grader and especially one with your intelligence level had the brains to accomplish and compile such professional work. He was insulted that I was trying to pass of such
caliber of work as mine, it requires years of professional training. (Einstein Syndrome was one thing, but all Indians people considered mentally lacking.)

Knowing  the truth of my research and his words, it was time to speak my thoughts aloud
to the teacher, “What a great ego booster, to know I have such a level of intelligent, but since you fail to hear me the fight is on.” and I headed to the principal’s office to demanded my say. Yes, I got expelled but I was determined I would be heard and get the grade changed to four A+ and my named  cleared.

After four major battles, in front of several review boards from the Science Committee, school district and two different UCLA Board of Review, which earned an Honorary Ph.D. in Psychology, and a minor in Physics, they could not figure out how else to classify the minor. Clue: The board and committee members, found it even hard to comprehend I started making notes, thus the diagrams and more diagrams of energy flows connecting impressions, before starting school, loved math and doing second grade math before school, and learned Algebra in third grade, from a peer than in seventh grade. Instead of games and dolls I always wanted math books, science, and psychology type books. Before I got out of third grade, I was working in eighth grade math books along with personally
challenging books related to psychology and physical sciences dealing with the mind and body. Okay, some of the books Grandmother M read because the big words I was not all that ready to read with dyslexia.

Each one of the interviewers questioned my life experiences, personal foundation, and
background along with my basic research and theories. They were baffled how a child in sixth grade could develop a report with such awareness, investigative details, rationalization, and theories regarding psychological thoughts, thought-forms, mental influences, emotional physics, psychics and telepathic influences, and energies, dealing with universal and spiritual influences, in combination with environmental influences and personal interactions.

Questions: Why evidence and research caused me to believe we received more data and react to more external influences, than most individuals are aware of, yet . . .  we continually record and interact on many different levels through our conscious and subconscious connections. I countered with the questions: Why do other say as fact, we don’t use more than ten-percent of our brain. Truth, lack of awareness and narrow thinking refuses to think beyond what others say and that prevents mental, spiritual, and
universal growth.

Then I asked each for their opinion to another question:

  1. Why is it hard for people to comprehend we have for centuries been receptive and
    sensitive to communications, on all levels; which includes energy sound, motions
    and subconscious brain wave energy?
  2. We recognize our five sensory levels and we realize children also react to our
    emotional energies, but we cannot accept psychic and telepathic energies can
    influenced us, throughout our lifetimes. When in truth, our ancestors have for
    centuries recognized the influences of long-range conscious and subconscious communications, along with our receptive abilities, the various forms of awareness, and our connectivity skills.
  3. Why, then does it not make sense we developed conscious and unconscious communicative receptors, along with subliminal receptors. Positive and negative influences can create productive and destructive influences across levels we fail to accept and/or acknowledge.
  4. Remember,  some cultures and groups, begin to use and train conscious recognition of mental, (energies, telepathic thought-forms, and psychic transmission) through awareness on numerous conscious/subconscious levels.
  5. They train transmitter and receiver to acknowledge communications beyond normal senses. They are fully aware that we still receive their communicative influences and react to their energies, knowingly and unknowingly.

Once one comprehends and acknowledges ones multiply connection to universal consciousnesses, it is easier to follow the links, which advances personal insight of spiritual physics, and psychological physics, in combination with the internalization of unique interactions, and influences on ones physical conditions. If one has any inborn
psychic sensitivities, combined with empathy and/or synesthesia abilities persons are unaware of and/or untrained to handle, he/she will internalized influences and/or
magnify conditions. Such influences can change benign physiologically and  psychologically environments, into dangerous and/or in some cases paralyze his/her emotionally environment which then tears apart environments including lifestyle,
careers, health, and self-worth.

For this one, my first awareness and understanding came from the realization of telepathic
thought-forms and a wide variety of telecommunications, with family dynamics and inner-personal connections among peers for starters. This began long before personal capacity of verbal communications, which I discovered through telepathic sensory-awareness communications. For small children it proved easy to carryon mentally nonverbal communications and share thought-forms, long before my capacity to share spoken words with verbal communicators. Communication with animals was also another link and proof of telepathic communications. Writing now makes me wonder, if the real beginning of  investigation and investigative, need to know style research, started in the womb of my biological mother. She possessed strong abilities and had strong receptive awareness abilities and we did communicate with one another using subliminal flows of psychic energy.

Discovery, sensitivity, empathic/empathy and psychic awareness, drives a strong love for adventures, and spiritual comprehension increases a greater thirst for knowledge. My thirst and drive conditions push and awaken the sacred spirit prior to naming ceremony, which becomes enriched by the sacred circle of grandmothers in the cave, but the invasion of killers seeking to end lives of many, are the pieces this enriched awareness: awaken spirit/child and Red Sun spirit walker within her first few months, of this earthly form.

Awareness guides us along life’s traditional/spiritual highway of sacred journeys, which introduces amazing amplification of life incredible abilities and awareness; while new
direction intensifies thirst to investigate extraordinary psychological connections,  combined with daily emotions, traditions, and spiritual life connections. Most people lack awareness of spiritual life science interconnection, across interactive telepathic (transmitters and receptors), which influence subconscious/conscious involvement.

Mental energy influences psychological emotions and is a real magnet to psychological
garbage and baggage, which make many people dump on others, since they can easily become carriers of others destruction, hate, pain and anger. Our individual receptors and transmitters are only the beginning to healthy and/or unhealthy family in addition to peer-to-peer influences on universal and physical life environment, just to mention a couple of influences.

Nevertheless, the majority of people reflect oblivious comprehension of the possible influences and consequences individuals can dump on them. To most life force energies, beyond their personal environment and space, they perceive empty of any such abstract influences: meaning they have no personal responsibility to life and universal conditions. Thus they can then live in a bubble of absolute personal and universal denial and detachment, according to their set of rules . . . . Does this mean they are void of any
inner personal responsibilities and connections?

Lack of responsibility gives them the right to take and destroy the lives and rights of
others. The same people refuse to admit they play any part in negative conditions on this universe: No one can hold them accountable for any consequences or influences on any life including individual/personal family life conditions, since everyone is independent of each other. I know this is an extreme example of how such personages take no responsibility for any type of spiritual energy and/or mental actions; which influence the behavior of individuals and environmental life. Truth psychic physics program quickly with internal and external influences, and they continue to radiate outwards, similar to many pebbles pitched in the water, which also cause trees to fall rapidly.

The naysayer says: I am the master of my universe and none others, no one else influences
on my/our lives, so it means we have no influences or consequences on the lives of others. The personal physical and emotional health environment is in his/her hands each family member consequences belong only to the individual and no one else.

Some of the things we need to watch and reflect on:

It is amazing to me how they want to blame everything on distance; detachment; genetics;
lifestyle and environment but they have no responsibility in the lives of others.

Rejection of telepathic communications, cerebral transmission of positive/negative
energies, and psychic stimuli means they refuse to accept and/or comprehend, direct
and indirect influences on physical health conditions.

Old school thinking assumes only genetic markers impart and influences, while mental
and physical behavior play no real roll in physical heath development. (1955) Science
could not assume markers, since science had no detail proof markers existed.

Then how can psychologists assume subliminal psychic energies have no influences on family dynamics: Problems suggest one must pay attention to diet, eating habits, body
language, physical appearance, daily behavior, personal telepathic interaction, peer to peer interaction, personal thoughts, and stray thoughts, too. This sort of behavior can cause physical damage to health and become a dangerous cycle.

Next we need to investigate and analysis unidentified effects: destructive, constructive, misleading, either intellectual activity or non-activity, combined with behavior patterns, and family associations.

The conditions of each personal environment has a number of variables, but the impacts on personalities and lifestyles I discovered can lead to serious health problems, combined with emotional damaging perceptions of self. However, I had to do a number of diagrams, along analysis of behaviors and what I people needed to accomplish and how they had to help with their healing, combined with spirituality, determination, and faith. Healing and
reversal of lifestyle I based on Indigenous Native belief systems.

Then I used certain events that occurred eighteen months earlier:

Remember, the two children that took down two-kill crazed killers. The children were
Randy and I, yet you are saying that is genetics, we are not genetic clones, in truth through our longtime friendship we learned to communicate on telepathic levels, i.e. our behavior, in truth, does happen on genetics levels, but others with the ability to communicate on subliminal levels. We have used subliminal telecommunication with each other before we could talk; our spiritual awareness gave us the added power and abilities.

Yes, we trained together in the way of warriors and we learned to communicate
telepathically and put our lives on the line, to save eighty children, waiting at the local school bus stop, from two kill crazy escape military prisoners, high on drugs the heroine and alcohol. This is one of the many events, I used in my Science Fair Report, which I reminded the Committee, was one of my baseline reports, about how Randy and I put our lives on the line and how we react together in certain instances as one personality.

Our strengths we developed with a combination of telepathic communication abilities, spiritual determination, warriors training, psychic awareness, spiritual knowledge of life and guardians, personal knowledge of each other, and life determination; which is what we used to overpower the men and save the children. It took spiritual physics, which allowed the bullets to pass right through the space I was in and blow out the back wall. Inner-physical faith of strength, combined courage/strength/determination became our reality that empowered two-fourth graders to overpower two-escaped military prisoners and come out the victory.

The courage of friends and warriors who once lacked inner-personal doubt, bonding proves the sacred spiritual strength. In all  the years of togetherness supplied each with the added strong spiritual faith, we increased our spiritual/universal energy of physics, which activated our mental abilities, skills, and sacred awareness. If you speak of genetics then you might have to refer to the Indigenous Natives sacred genetic oneness and
abilities. The same inner-personal physics, which provides and heightens power of strength, aura of protection, and awareness; which is an ability few people realize, they possess; but it helps change military personnel into lifesaving heroes. Within us is a spiritual generator; which can influence the lives of others in numerous ways, but it can enhance and enrich ones inner-personal determination, courage, resolve, and faith, in ones time of need. Thus the generator can help heal, guide, and protect in ways we have yet to discover.

ü  The physics of our psychological/spiritual generators and personal dynamics are part of each individual’s psychological dynamics. Our generators part of our life physics we
can and do use daily.

ü  People need to be aware of how very powerful his/her psychic/spiritual generators combined with eternal life forces actually are; and how creatively constructive to vastly destructive powerful, on numerous levels our generators can produce and/or influence.

ü  Positive programming and thinking directs creative healing energy, active inner-strength, and healthy lifestyle.

ü  When our generators are set on negative programming, hostile influences, filled with
anger, greed, or any of the other seven deadly sins, we can become very dangerous to our life, lifestyle, health, family, and environment depending on each individual. Many people fail to comprehend what they are doing, when they project negative influences either can they see the extent of their negative physics.

ü  Different family dynamics, combined with lifestyles, personal dynamics, and inner-personal determination contributes to life’s real inner-personal secret compass.

ü  These among other supporting factors of life positive verses negative, and a series of questions I included in my report.

ü  What extent does our mental connection influence our life forces, along with how various programming conditions react on verses genetics elements?

ü  How can we use inner-strength and faith to enrich health?

ü  How can we overcome a number of unhealthy influences, and reverse negative ingrained family programming in order to lessen the impact of genetic health on mental and physical conditioning.

ü  Displacing negative with positive is the beginning of healing, but one has to decide to
come to terms with their psychological thinking and why.

ü  I also gave reference to all sorts of health conditions that can strengthen or damage
different organs in our bodies.

In my research, I had to further question if it was all due to how one perceives ones personal and social life in relationship to oneself, which we accept and reject or allowed the creations of destruction by family and social dynamics. We have to understand our connection with psychological physics and its conditioning with and without spiritual physics is something that can we cleansed and we can bring about the changes and healings we need, with will and desire to overcome. But the problem is so ingrained and roots we have to work at making the cleansing to happen and it might take a year or more to get ones spirit-heart, physical and organisms cleansed, psychological re-evaluated and reprogrammed, it is not something that can happen over night.

I used  for my base the (dysfunctional) unhealthy family environment I was dealing with
since Grandmother Ms crossing and family environments prior to her crossing including
some strange changes in self-perception. Then realized the many different energies of communication, coupled with sacred spiritual experiences and guidance from medicine elders, whose knowledge, life experiences, and awareness reached back over two-hundred and fifty plus years.

The bathtub incident when sudden death developed spiritual awareness, environment
changes, adventures, close encounters not UFOs and various family dynamics triggered the need to understand unseen elements and mental conditioning, etc. All that and more became life’s catalysis into years of studying influences, mental energy, physics, and people and interactions

Strange but I do think seeking answers to challenges the hour I witnessed the death of
my mother was all in there, as well, compounded by the crossing of Grandmother
M and my two temporary crossing, also contributed to my research. All the events that accumulated or I sensed, before and after events, each one became another piece of the spiritual and psychological physics that lead to the desire to continue my research into more than what we see. There was too much people tried to deny but even radio, shortwave, television functions on energy so what is the different between telepathic communications, telecommunications, (new word at the time) mind functions, we produce energy and function on energy. My theory we use more than ten-percent of our brain, no less, combined with unseen influences between people and families.

My report dealt with family dynamics, behavioral patterns, mental physics, dynamics of
conditioning and unseen influences and the ways it contributed to Psychological/Physiological Health conditions. Assumption presented theory on
numerous conscious and subconscious levels, right down to assumption of positive dynamics development, which includes how unseen hostility and negative psychological anger on conscious and subconscious spirit-heart and all areas of physical/spiritual forms are reflected on or about certain persons and how the influences can create damage to behavior and cells of major organs.

Theories, I backed up and supported my data from my spiritual teaching and awareness of indigenous values, connection with Earth Mother, the Sacred Father, guardians and universal physics, and sciences. Psychological physics’ interactions and function, analyses of values linked to family’s traditions, knowledge. Since all nationalities have, various traditions and cultures linked to centuries of awareness and values.

Next I used the lessons learned and experienced the interactive consequences of mental
physics on the family and various family members. The professor if there was one Sacred Traditional Medicine Elders, and the Sacred Sainted Grandmother M and my lifetime of awareness journeys, linked to the indigenous peoples of the Americas.Temporary death crossing, the Sacred Mother of the Roses, spiritual knowledge awakening to values our people were part of and connected to, because of our closeness to the sacred universe of spiritual knowledge and sacred teachings.

Plagiarism does that mean a person who does their own research and
documentation from data based one was able to learn from inborn interactive
communications learned awareness and universal abilities is that plagiarism or is
the copying other peoples writings and reports an one calls it your own research I thought that was plagiarism. I them examined past and present conditions regarding the variations of personal physical/mental/spiritual, interconnections/influences in combinations with work, family, and social environments on life, which is also impacted by seen and unseen psychological/spiritual physics. Functioning awareness can help people learn to recognize conditions then improve mental and physical health and total life structure

Not any data I turned in did I copy or read in some others person report it was all my personal interviews and research. On the other hand, my personal research and concepts enriched by years of interactive involvement, studying people—behavior and personalities—combined with in-depth awareness of and insights enriched by spiritual/traditional knowledge, which increased conscious awareness of programming influences on behavior . . . . Are you trying to say that is plagiarism?

I examined past and present conditions regarding the variations of personal physical/mental/spiritual, interconnections/influences taking into consideration combinations with work, family, and social environments on life, which impact both seen and unseen psychological/spiritual physics. Functioning awareness can help people learn to recognize conditions then improve mental/physical health and total
life structure behaviorism

At the closing of the second UCLA interview, I left the review board with my final
statement: Now, if that is on the level of universe’s universal connection with
indigenous people linked with the universe is plagiarism, then that means scores
of professors and professional researchers are creating plagiarism daily.

Although, UCLA offered a full scholarship and a chance to go to college straight out of junior high, I did not learn about any of the details until Jealousy and Penn were
going through a divorce. The reason I use the name Jealousy instead of her name,
now is not the place to reveal her name, because of her mental status:

[Narcissist, Grandiose, Sociopath, High Priestess of a Neo-Nazi Satanic Cult, and addicted to several substances. Yes, she was ill enough to lock-up, but her mother, father, and husband and others feared what would happen, once they did lock
her up. They feared reprisals from the organization.]

No one wanted to experience what would happen, to the family, if anyone did confine
her to a mental hospital, after prior experiences. The Neo-Nazi organization was the real reason no one had courage enough to have her committed. One more of her mental problems appeared to be a Jealous Sister Syndrome; she always had to be the better-loved sister and tried to kill her brother on numerous occasions, attack neighbors and neighborhood children her mother paid attention, to or tried to protect.

Jealousy enjoyed it when she could stop everything positive I wanted to accomplish with my life.Truth, her love for abusive beatings and violence provided an unbelievable
passion. Get the picture why I had a strong interest in my research, since I was not biology or genetically related. Yes, I lived in a world of violence, pain, and abuse three-hundred and fifty days each year. Jealousy worshipped evil and promised to kill and/or have any one killed who tried to help or supported Red Sun in her pursuit of educational and personal life improvement or living conditions. However, she would support anyone who wanted to cause harm or chaos in Red Sun’s life.

On many, occasions she would boost how was she was the Real Bad Seed, daughter of Satan, and strongly believed she was a sacred Goddess, Grandiose, which everyone must worship and obey, no matter what the cost to them and in their lives. It is hard to describe her sadistic happiest when she caused people to suffered personal and professional destruction and pain.

What I did not learn until Jealousy and Penn got a divorced is the offers from UCLA, and
the grant money for me to attend any college. Jealousy took and spent it on feeding her lusts, men, and affairs. Nevertheless, if Grandmother M had been alive, or if I had known it earlier, things would have been life adventures at UCLA different, since Grandmother M would have insured my safety and professional advancement. Fact, Jealousy never went against her Mother M, for fear of losing her mother’s love; nevertheless, once Jealousy’s mother was gone she took all of hatred out on me.

Ten years before his death he came and apologized to me for not being man enough and told me the hold history of all the destruction he had allowed her to do to our lives and
countless more lives. Not being man enough destroyed his chances for Vice President to President Nixon. Thing would have been much different, since he had strong ethics, when he was not around Jealousy.

He had a long list of “What if Scenarios.” If Grandmother M had been around to
protect me from Jealousy of Evil, and If Jealousy had not gone crazy, when she
thought I would out shine her and leave home, she would lose her meal ticket;
if he had been man, enough he would have protect me from her evil. If he didn’t
fear for both our lives and if he had been man enough to agree for Jealousy of
Evil to be imprisoned, in the mental hospital things would have been much

When she learned of UCLA offers, she attempted to kill Penn and me several times in a week. The real problem, if Penn had man been enough to stand up and insure my opportunity to go straight into college out of junior high school, I would have been on the way to accomplishing my objectives and prime directive and help thousands of live survive and not perish needlessly.

Not too long before his death, he asked me for my forgiveness all the pain and destruction the coward in him invited. Back to college, we had a number of fights in the house and I got beat up more than a few times, when she wanted to destroy a child that had appear better than her and her hatred towards me continued to grow. The one I considered DAD was all in favor or me going to UCLA, but he woke up on more than one occasion with a knife at his throat and his balls bleeding, even when he was in Los Angeles and we were in Fresno. She/they promised; if I went to college, he would die.

For over a week, until he promised he would not agree for me to go to college or tell me
anything. The violence in the house had reached the extremes, and I had to barricade my bedroom door from Jealousy, and went to school each morning with no sleep. She went crazy if I was, asleep she came home, and she never showed up before 0300 hours and most of the time after 0400 hours. She arrived most night with eyes and spirit full of evil and drunk. Her hands wanted to experience butcher knives deaths and mind seeking blood.

Psychic Vampire is the only way I  can describe her personality, violent and dangerous from sundown to sunrise and lusting for blood and sex. Strange how she would fall off to sleep, at the first rays of sunrise, even in the middle of attempted murder. What was even
stranger, her strength, she was stronger than ten-men until . . . dropping to the sleep of the death. When it was time to get ready for work, she was up, smiling and sober at 0630 hours. When the house appeared torn up by a fight, she played it coy and asked what happened. I would receive her standard statement: She came home very happy and went straight to bed. You are lying I would never try to kill you. Her thought:
I will kill you if you were not so strong and fat, I am afraid of you.
Beside don’t you think I would remember our fight and I don’t remember us
having a fight, you were asleep when I came home?

Reality confirmation started in the arms of the Sacred Mother of the Roses

The reason I reference the touch from the Sacred Mother of the Roses, her way proved the
perfect portal to oneness awareness of spiritual realities, and eased the transition journeys. All-important architect, the Sacred Mother whose touché was the enhancement factors with the power to dissolve barriers and open spiritual development. Each one constructed a stronger foundation via experience-awareness and unification of medium communication portal.

Hers was not the first of many touches, but the one calculated to open different
valuable two-way portals of awareness and communications. Broadening spiritual
awareness, between the Highest of High Sacred Ones, Archangels, sacred guardians, and spirit guides, guidance to sacred spiritual universes, which unite interactive visions to many factors of reality’s contribution on ones lifetimes. Conjoining any number of lifetimes in one physical form, a time when one receives direction of involvement in order to accomplish their primary assignments and prime directive for the betterment of humanity.

In the 1964, I discovered a book that supported my research:
[“Psycho-cybernetics” by Maxwell Maltz. His book was the continuation of and enhanced my research. His book I decided to apply his exercises and found; if certain people did not go behind my back, and they allowed me to continue my research, at UCLA, it would have worked wonder in the lives of communities, families, and personalities. His research
answered all the questions and guided people along the same avenue of concepts for personal development, but ours would have complimented each other’s research.]

The touché of temporary death visitation involved connected to the
Sacred Spiritual Realm with the connection to strong sacred, spiritual awareness
along with a variety of other implications. Awareness was an important addition
for my ability to comprehend various factors, all of which contributed to my
science fair doctorial. I went on with my research, but conditions made the concept of me turning my Honorary Ph.D. into a PhD in Psychology, turned all my desires into a mute subject.

Even so, after researching what happened in his life after the book sold over 30 millions copies . . . I wonder how badly jaded would I have become and would money have destroyed my truths by now? People do believe there is always a season for the right reason to come along. Okay, something along that line, and gut feelings leads me to feel that was not my season and our traditional medicines ways was too young and not
ready to protect and prevent exploitation, which would have degraded the truth and reality, and I would have succumbed to greed.

Adventures beyond today into the future of Tomorrows . . . my hearts desire

Years of experiences: Spiritual and  mental physics, personal studies combined with a thirst of knowingness beyond standard knowledge, enlightenment. The seeker gathered information among varying degrees of community, family, and interaction on countless levels of communication influences, included subconscious transmissions, in the midst of
telepathic influences coupled with unseen spiritual and traditional DNA influences in our lives. Combine all this with amazing Life Adventures, living three lives, in twelve short years. Nevertheless, that was only the beginning of many lifelines, in one lifetime. That means I have many more experiences, filled with enrichment of knowledge, coupled with
my directive to write these experiences, adds to my love among a number of other factors, of writing, and this is where I am at today. Holding on to the past only cripples a person mentally, which is why I went on many more adventures and had amazing experiences and journeys.

In my case, I can say the Einstein Syndrome currently labeled dyslexic, empathic
and synesthesia; is a wonderful world of insight, vast knowledge of knowingness
and connection to so many things still on the verge of data waiting for someone
to compile, analysis and record for people to experience. So many times, I see and experience research while others just on the verges of experiences that will lead research in directions . . . they never thought possible. Born with switches in on position gives one a great knowingness. The only problem we have to be careful, because others consider us eccentric beyond conventional.

It really does not matter, welcome to my world, I am happy with this crazy inborn syndrome, without any allowance for reset or off switches. In many cases more switches guardians come along connect and switched on without reset or bypass switches, combined with massive volumes of lessons. Each time the sixty to thirty-days prior to each
of the four temporary crossings the follow-up ninety-days afterwards is pact with serious insight and lessons. The crossing is the key, which awakens the spiritual physics to open the window for sacred guardians to switch on and/or strengthen talents of enlightenment. Honest curious, gives way to asking many questions of how each opening comes programmed, and awareness to awaken several more challenges. Then would it not say the crossing was unplanned event or accident but a support summons.

Okay, Einstein Syndrome equal Dyslexic, but they changed the name to degrade those that were able to think outside the box and connected spiritually with the universe. I am
dyslexic not stupid, just the opposite, dyslexic people are highly intelligent.  Besides, I based my research on spiritual insight using telepathic, traditional background, spiritual training, with abilities, and knowledge, combined with teachings from Grandmother M using Indigenous Native Science, Psychology, Physics, and Quantum Physics, not from the establishment of white institution of higher education. It seems many Indigenous children are dyslexic; the word dyslexic is another word for thinking outside the box aka Einstein Syndrome. We have the ability to see beyond the four walls of society and accomplish even
greater things.

YES or NO: hold for further analysis events that inspired my right to challenge life and seek answers.

Who would believe in life one always many possible Positives, which rise out of the ash of sudden death syndrome, (even when only temporary) each can actually strengthen, amplify, and inspire all levels of sensory  perception skills, including spiritual, physical, psychological/mental/emotional physics awareness, empathic and synesthesia abilities.

Thirst for knowledge life’s journey enhanced  with traditional/spiritual life, based on sacred spiritual experiences and guidance  from medicine elders, whose knowledge, life experiences, and awareness reached back over two-hundred and fifty plus years. The bathtub incident when sudden death developed spiritual awareness, environment changes, adventures, close encounters not UFOs and various family dynamics triggered the needed to understand unseen elements and mental conditioning, etc. All that and more
became life’s catalysis into years of studying influences, energy, physics, and

Strange but I do think seeking answers to challenges the hour
I witnessed the death of my mother, was another incident that caused me to challenge the norm and authority. All the events that accumulated or I sensed, before and after events, each one became the force of research into more than what we see, telepathic communications, telecommunications, (new word at the time) mind functions, and we use a greater deal more than ten-percent of our brain, combined with unseen influences on people and families, occupying a good percentage. Dad told me what to do and what I needed to compile research data.
I started my research notes, question, answers, thoughts, observations and assumptions, and all my papers in a stake of reviews, ideas, and theories.


First Day Autocatalysis Journey Initiated

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Autocatalysis Journey Initiated

First Day of Journey

Glen Hunter shouts: Red Sun, get in the car we are leaving now. Elinora what is taking you so long, it is a long ways from here to there, move it.

Car doors slam, the engine starts, and the journey of confusion and fear begins. Neither Elinora nor Glen Hunter cared to give any explanation to a child, of three-full-cycles and the first month into her third season of life. Nor did they say a word to me while they packed the car with at least twenty pieces of luggage. Fear and concern flashes back on the last time Elinora desired death to come and end my live. Several times she attempted to end my life, because she cares more about her happiness and parties, than she does a child in her life. Just me two-weeks prior, she wish for my death, almost came true, by leaving me in a car stalled, on the railroad tracks, pinned to a telephone pole, between her favorite bar and the house, with a train bearing down, during a moonless night.

Trapped in the backseat, in my car seat, inside her car, to lock was broken and it did not want to let me out. I remember, hearing her laugher, rejoicing at how easy it is to let me die. Then questioning how come she had not thought of this before, since this incident, improved on her attempts, which comes close to the fifth time, she plotted and desired my death. The other times she tried to drown me, left me home alone over 24 hours a few times, hoping I would cause my own death, but she had never thought of stalling her car on the tracks with me strapped tight in the backseat. It would have been the perfect murder, since we lived close to various railroad tracks around the area, or maybe she should have allowed me to play close railroad tracks, in hopes I would play on the rails.

Yes, to answer your question, I was praying and screaming for someone, with the courage to rescue me or for Elinora to have a change of heart. Will a strange man with courage, climbed in the backseat of car and struggled to release me from my child’s car seat. I can remember him saying, “I am a fireman I will get me out, but right now I needed you to be brave and stop crying” I stopped crying. “Good, now since I cannot see the train I want you to watch and let me know when it gets close enough you can see, more than its lights. If not for the courage of the firefighter, the train would have mangled not just the car, but also the child within and the car. Definitely, child, lost. A couple of months earlier, Elinora was secretly trying to get rid of the child, by sending the child to in an orphanage. But luckily Glen Hunter learned about Elinora’s scheme, he spoke with Grandmother M, and I remained with them, and Grandmother M reminded legal guardian.

Reality of darkness, violence, and Elinora’s behavior contributed and increased personal fears and concerns, combined with the other events, filled with increased drinking and violence, darkness, and death, instigated caution, and distrust of liars’ agendas, since they were people I could never trust. Truth those seeking this child’s death began before this child possessed the able to walk or talk. All too often, as in my life, violent attacks causes one to grow very suspicious of all motives and very curious of others, their behavior and plans, for all have secret agendas. However, now my feelings of desperation to almost out of control fear, and confusion, begin to worsen, especially this time.

Feelings of my life, connection with Red Sun, and our awareness of environment . . . slowly fading . . . connection to life is fading away, all is activating more fear and stronger prayers. Please whatever is after me, grandmothers and grandfathers help me, I posse no ability or skills for preventing this overpowering attack, neither power nor support nor knowledge can I find. I need help to learn how to stand strong and prevent whatever is seeking to me take away and/or own life and spirit.

Normally, Glen Hunter shows Red Sun more respect, and tells me what is happening, more than Elinora, except this time, he says nothing, and he too makes me question, is my death close. The last few weeks, they had one continual verbal and physical war from sundown to sunup and all day on Sunday, with Elinora blaming me for all her problems, since the train incident. Followed by the words, I wish you had died it would save me so many problems; just happen to be the same words, when she was trying to figure out how new ways to kill the child.

Yes, the train hit the car and the last of the pieces, ended up in the next town about ten miles down the track. After this incident, connection between Elinora and I grew from indifference to total strangers living in the same house, and growing worse. Now Glen Hunter’s detached behavior worsen, now makes me feel no more than a body walking in a world without love or family, except Grandmother M.

Wow, all their secretive behavior had made matters worse, and amplified my desire to escape, from them. In truth, they did everything possible to hide numerous facts and information, which had strong influences on more than a few family members, but many on both sides of their family trees. Glen Hunter’s strange behavior and Elinora’s behavior five times stranger, causes this child to believe they both want to get rid of her. Each day caused everyone’s state of mind to worsen, so when Glen Hunter and Elinora packed up all my things, throw out toys without a word, my heart knew they had decided to get rid of me some away. Okay, part of this was a child’s imagination, combined with childish fear maybe; but what could explain, (to a child) their secretive behavior and instant silent, when I walked anywhere close to them. But now . . . why . . . why are they refusing to tell me, what is behind this trip? Where are they taking me? What will happen when we get there?

We had turned on I-15 heading north only a short while: Oh, am I dying, why now, why this now without warning. What and why are these strange conditions arising? What are these forces which are rapidly impacting the total being of Red Sun a.k.a. Buckeye (another name given to me by Grandfather M,) Grandfather M enjoyed watching his human lie detector, around Elinora and friends, considering I gave the one speaking a lie, my one-eye glare. . . .

Tick, Tick, Tick, Tick, the ticking I feels the sound is telling me this journey is ticking away my life, the days, weeks, months, and years the tires tics loud inside my skull playing out in miles. Each tick seems to calculate the speed, at which my life force energy, will be no longer. Extreme carsickness, combined with a strange energy tearing at form and spirit. Finally, sleep arrived; when pain became too strong and the energy changed the vibrational rates. Between loss of consciousness, and coming to the edge of awareness weak life forces continues to grow weaker-and-weaker, and child’s physical and spiritual conscious awareness travels beyond or away, losing all I had known, but when and why is spiritual awareness changing from conscious coherent to extremely incoherent.

Conscious to subconscious comprehend spirit child departs and disconnects what is happening to Red Sun eternal spirit. Why, child feel lost? Not good . . . Strange fe-e-e-ill-ing . . . What is . . . happening to me? Why do I feel strange, my body spirit, mind and heart hurts, cha-ange-ange-gee-e or lo-lo-lose . . . part us or all me, yes, no, terminated, if not tell what or who overpowers and overcomes me? I can hear Glen Hunter and Elinora voices . . . fuzzy and strange sounding. The words they speak, I recognize not, they speak a strange language. Senses say we are no relation, disconnection to all, man cares woman hates.

Awareness rapid distortion . . . everything heightens confusion, mind unsure why lives, spirits, minds, and body feel turned upside-down, in a pulling and pushing whirlwind, sending total spiritual oneness in how many directions, I don’t know. Praying for guardians to explain why so many forces, driving spirit, conscious life away and what is the why, to why we are being casted backwards, to time of birth. Moving spirit into another life, maybe, but why does it hurt so much physically? I say we  . . . . How many are WE?

Nevertheless, what, why or who, awareness in a whirl, it’s impossible to identify, with any certainty, the forces pulling at us: are they positive or negative, sacred spiritual or demonic darkness, What is pulling, ripping, turning and twisting, at all levels of life, spirit and energy? Wow some serious energy explodes incasing us in an amazing universe of colorful lights and powerful energy. The energy supported musical vibrations, along with osculation of multi-color sounds, ever changing tones in pitch and volume, too. Spiritual volcano of upheaval eruption explodes within the first hour, Glen Hunter turns his car onto the highway, why Grandmother, can I sense a powerful energy incase child/spirit and Red Sun in a cocoon. Four hours on the highway heading north, the strength of the cocoon proved too strong for anything outside of cocoon to reach in or imprint any influences on the standard five senses or any of the other numerous sensory senses. Conditions outside the cocoon failed to make any conscious or spiritual sense.

Sometime, around late afternoon, still concerned this road trip was taking me to my death. Thus, forced me to deal with inner-personal survival struggles, and keep what life I can intact. Yet, if not death, this trip is a metamorphosis journey into another realm of life. Why do I say, think, or feel that? What is happening, how long before negative, unpleasant energies and/or prior experiences close to taking total control, is this Elinora attempt with her demonic spirits to end my life. Thank you Tall Standing WhiteBear, White Eagle, and new sacred energies of a Sacred Mother, along with Grandmother M my protector, with strong protection and guardians in play for many season to prevented Elinora from unexpectedly ending my life.

Heading off to bed after dinner, a third set of more intense energies arrives, with strong spiritual energy flooding in, from protective angels, watching over me, until I hope my spirit can reach Grandmother M: entities, energies, besides spirits in a yin-yang battle for my eternal spirit. Regardless of where, a child imagination, wild suspicions, and personal fears, with great violent attacks on my physical form, while others battle for my total eternal spirit on present and future life. The worst case of carsickness ever to claim me, body hurting, migraine headache, hot and cold body changes, all in the spanned of just a few minutes, similar to lights being turned off and on. Food refused to stay with me, the entire time these extreme or unique forces, surrounded me, until Grandmother M could hold me in her embrace, and with her what a spiritual life/light high. Glen Hunter told me before I went to sleep we were heading to Yellowstone where I could be with Grandmother M. Glen Hunter always rented two separate hotel rooms each night, we were on the road. I think because Elinora loved to drink, until she was too drunk to stand up after she returns from the bar, they would go to when they assumed I was asleep.