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Grandmother M Revered Mentor to Red Sun

Grandmother M Revered Mentor to Red Sun

Grandmother M far beyond sacred spiritual  mentor to one Red Sun, for she was also a Sacred Spiritual Advisor, Savior, Spiritual  Teacher, Guardian and Protector to countless numbers of people. Yes, in truth, one  amazing person whose persona awakened people to the realization of their sacredness  to universal life. A sacred savior who walked in the sainthood of unique saints  on par with Sister Teresa, and Pope John Paul II, however, her sacred journey  was the forerunner, of the two most recognized saintly people of the last-half  of 20th Century. Grandmother M was a sacred spiritual savior in the first-half of the 20th Century. Yes, the people in many parts of the world perceived her, in the same light that Red Sun learned to perceive the one  whose life she saved on numerous occasions.

The reason I say  around the world has to do with all the calls and visits she received from
around the world asking her for guidance and prayers. No matter where we went, where we stopped across this nation, strangers to Red Sun, would go out of there way, for they felt it their duty to tell Red Sun and everyone else in hearing range about how wonderful Grandmother M was. A woman the majority of  people (even Priest) referred to with respect using endearing supportive adjectives to their noun: Sacred Mother, Saintly Guardian, Spiritual Teacher, Saint M, or Sacred Mother M the Saint. If I had a penny for all the times they  spoke of and called her Sacred Mother M, it would have help me remember the number of times people would give witness to how grateful they were she came into their lives and maybe I would have been rich, but I doubt it.

Those that gave  witness would speak of her greatness and the blessings they received by her  prayers and sacred spiritual touch. The Sacred Mother provide the foundation I
build my life on, but my path was not the same as hers, for the Era of Sacred Guardian Light, has changed to Sacred Spiritual Guardian Warriors. We are  currently in the era of darkness foretold in Revelations. The Green Serpent and Red Serpent are actively seeking the destruction of humanity.

Grandmother M not only a saintly spiritual mother of the peoples, who was an herbalist, sacred medicine woman and complete spiritual healer of spirit, mental, and physical
being, she was a spiritual teacher and sacred guardian. Born on the Ojibwa
reservation in the late 1800’s in Nebraska where her training began at an early age and continued into her teenage years, under the guidance of sacred spiritual/medicine elders.

At three years of  age, the elders became aware she was one of the chosen for them to teach and guide. Awareness began with messages from the Sacred Ones she delivered combined with certain spiritual skills she exhibited; awaken the spiritual medicine elders to  her. The guardians and spiritual guides expanded her training, every day and year of her life, since she was one of a handful considered truly sacred. What happened to the students of her sacred teachers’ that ranged in age between one-hundred and eighty years, when she was a young student? What I did learn about her training and the training of her teachers who were the eldest of the sacred spiritual medicine elders, all began training around the same age, three, or four. They began their training with the eldest of sacred spiritual
medicine elders, until time to learn from others. This was the way to continue
with the sacred knowledge of the ancients, forward to help the people.

Unfortunately,  people who had no knowledge of the sacred universe feared the sacred teachings, and the unknowing taught many to fear and hate the sacred ways of our people.
Laws had been in place to punish anyone that followed the sacred traditions, indigenous
cultures, and teachings. Along with the way people treated Indigenous Natives off the reservations. Only a few had the courage to learn the ways of the whites and keep the sacred indigenous fire of our ancestor traditions. Few accepted the ways of the ancients while others cared to learn sacred wisdom, and maintain sacred spiritual knowledge, which covered more than a few herbal medicines. In many ways, I wish the reservation, remained in Nebraska, but the Dust Bowl closed the reservation and its people displaced.

Grandmother M’s name will never be found in any history book, or in any book of “Who’s Who”, but her name and spirit could be found in the hearts of thousands who loved and cared for her dearly. Thousands out of respect called her Mother or Grandmother M, too. Although, in truth most people who knew her, believed she was a Heavenly Messenger or Sacred Mother sent to them by the Sacred Father. Others believed she was some sort of
an Angel, Saint, or Savior, because she was the pivoting point in their lives. One simple woman known to hundreds of thousands, as Sacred Mother M and Savior never wrote a book or held any political office, nor was she a movie star. Grandmother M was never a paid Foreign Ambassador of Record but she was an unofficial Ambassador of Goodwill, everywhere she went. Mainly because, she always believed one person could make a difference and she wasn’t afraid to take on the challenge. Regardless, to the people who really knew her, what really mattered to them, she was a very important and special part of their lives.

She had a special type of spiritual motivation, respect, and ability to help people, plus she had a special knack for gathering much needed support and supply from others, along with being their goodwill ambassador. Notwithstanding, her greatest extraordinary ability everyone should have . . . completely blind to a person’s color, race, and nationality. She
treated everyone equal with the same life courtesy, respect, love, and caring, wherever she went. She did not judge or assume anything beyond the best of each individual for no matter what one did with their life or in their past their present is what matters. Through her eyes, she taught me, we are all equal in the eyes of the Sacred Ones and the Eternal Father of Light and Life. For only he knows his reason for the different cultures, nationalities, colors and races. (My personal opinion, it makes it easier when people are praying to keep track of them and to teach all throughout the universe . . . eternal love and
tolerance.)

Grandmother M gave life to Red Sun

Born to one and raised by another since my spiritual life did not begin at her side, only developed at a more rapid pace after spiritual guardians called Grandmother M, to rescue Red Sun, an infant of less than a year, from those that accepting pay to kill the child and mother.  Several things worked in favor of not ending Red Sun’s life: One, a priest involved
in the break-in received inspiration from a vision to place Red Sun in  Grandmother M’s hands. It seems the priest went on the raid of pain and death to ensure the Jesuits, Red Sun was no longer a threat. He wrapped the Red Sun in a death bundle wrap, before going outside and placing the infant in Grandmother M’s hands. Second her and the priest arranged to steal me away from the killers of my relations, before the killers plotted to enter the home and kill all necessary, prior to ending my life and breathe.

First rescue signaled the beginning of many survival struggles and embraced in her protective barriers against dead, considering death challenged the two of five times
before her crossing. The second incident occurs when jealousy tosses Red Sun
into the bathtub; Grandmother M received a vision during lunchtime and left
work to drive more than halfway across Fresno, to rescue one child under water.

History, of the second rescue of Red Sun which caused temporary death, was created by her daughter who was filled with dark angry, hatred, and jealousy, so she throw me in a
bathtub and drown me. For whatever her reasons after holding me under water for five minutes, until she considered me dead. My lungs filled with water, my heart stopped, and I wanted to learn how to breathe the oxygen out of the water. Once I stopped moving, jealousy left me in the bathtub long enough for jealousy to smoke several cigarettes and enjoy a fresh pot of coffee, she brewed after leaving me face down in the water.

The Sacred Mother of the Roses, held me in her arms waiting for Grandmother M, to arrive and pull me  from the bathtub. The Sacred Mother told me it was not my time to cross because  thousands of lives depended on me and they would perish needlessly without me. Yes, the combination of spirit-guides, Sacred Mother of Roses aka Sacred Mother of the Sacred Son of Light Eternal, who summonsed and assisted Grandmother M to restore my life possessed the ability to fooled those that sought my death. Okay, my
crossing was only temporarily, but it gave me a great deal of insight and some wonderful lessons. Truth, I enjoyed meeting the Sacred Mother of the Roses, she held me in her arms and refused to let me cross beyond the vortex of temporary crossing, surrounded by a few of my guardians, which became the first time I heard my prime directive, spoken by the Sacred Ones.

Crossing Ceremony a Major Declaration of Love

If one did not know her, the appearance of millions  of flowers, and so many special arrangements, said the truth to all . . . this
was a great person. However, besides flowers people sent money help to pay for the additional materials required for the gathering. The millions of flowers cleaned out every florist within a two-hundred miles radius, of Fresno. Nevertheless,
one of the best expression and examples of sacred love and respect: could not only be sensed in the hearts, but via the faces and hands of over a hundred  people, who spent three days and nights, weaving a floral tapestry, a storyteller history to honor her teachings, for within their heart this became their way to honor her.

October 1953, not too long after we moved back to Fresno, California, I came of age the hour  Grandmother M transformed from a Sacred Grandmother into a Sacred Saint and
Spiritual Guardian: which changed her from Red Sun’s mentor, guardian, teacher, guide, protector, and lifesaver (numerous times), from the hour she embraced me until the Sacred Ones summonsed her across to become a Sacred Elder.

By profession Grandmother M, worked with the American Red Cross and Salvation Army, USO, missionary, migrate worker and a wonderful sacred spiritual cook. The way she cooked she gave it a sacred healing power, which helped heal the heart, mind, and spirit of those that enjoyed her cooking. This information a few priest and nuns related: No matter
how many came to partake of her cooking there was always enough food with food
leftovers. It seems no matter how sick a person was in heart, mind, or spirit after they had partaken of a couple sacred spiritual meals she cooked, each person began to reveal signs of a sacred healer influencing their lives.

Many declared Grandmother M their mortar, if not their cornerstone of life, she gave them inner-strength, and spiritual  guidance, for in many and/or unique ways she saved countless people from starvation—spiritually and physically—prior to, and during depression era, as well as, WW II. She helped many survive, through and by using spiritual
awareness; thus her teachings gave them spiritual strength, and guidance; which
gave them inner-strength to help save their lives and the lives of many more.

It seems her gifts did multiply in wondrous ways, for what she gave one, they shared with others, and the power grew. [Today many lives indirectly own their lives to her and many more received help from agencies she inspired others to
create.]

To casual observers,  who were not aware of Grandmother M, observing the number of people, preparing for and/or attending her honoring ceremony and services, they would have assumed her a VIP, Foreign Ambassador, Diplomat, Head of State, or someone
outstandingly famous. In truth, she was a very humble person, but in the hearts of thousands she was an Ambassador of Goodwill. One uniquely special person, who proved far more than an important part of their lives; okay she was not outstandingly famous, in the universal Who’s Who registry, but one of the most sacred in the spiritual registry of universal life. Interesting how each one, in their own way, for reasons of their own, had to attend personally pay their most humbled admirations and give her the numerous sacred gift of love and respect they also carried from others, who traveled through each ambassador in spirit.

People for  centuries have said a person’s sacred gathering at the time of his/her
crossing, is a testimonial to the way each person lived his/her life; and how said
person impacted the lives of others, if this is so the gathering to honor Grandmother M’s sacred crossing spoke universal volumes. In truth, each person who journeyed to her crossing ceremony, proved each one, in truth, a sacred ambassador, a sacred voice and one spirit equaled to hundreds and even thousands of other personalities, who unable to attend. Each ambassador came with sacred spiritual love, and reverence, with a sacred humbleness. In truth, each ones journey became a test filled personal sacrifice; which added enrichment to their spiritual journey of sincere admirations. Slow moods of transportation in the 50’s  required several extra days before two services for the Sacred Mother could take place. Family and city wanted to allow people time to complete their
important journey, knowing many were enduring great hardship, to travel from
distant lands for her honoring ceremonies.

For those of you  who are not aware of environmental conditions, it was a time before televisions in one out of every five homes. What few televisions were in homes only received a couple of channels, which televised six to eight hours each day, and then only
in black and white. However, most areas and nations had no concept of what television was or how it worked other than a word for an electric box that captured pictures from waves. Newspapers carried most of the information and news in print, while certain people could communicate with wireless aka shortwave radios. Most people sent telegraphs, and/or snail mail, and only made urgent phone calls outside their local area, so the average people seldom made long distant phone calls; since telephone calls for the average person was expensive. Most people only watched and learned international news from newsreels in theaters. Airplanes, meant a few days sooner, but they did took days to get people from point A to B rather than hours.

The harshness of travel during the early 1950s did not prove easy on the people making the journeys. In fact few peopl, in this day and age, are able to comprehend or even remember these days, but most suffered a great deal to make it to her crossing ceremonies. The majority of people traveled day and night, on trains, in cramped cars, in campers, a few chartered buses, some traveled by numerous forms of transportation. Some took horse and buggy, and/or boat to plane, along with many other types of transportation to get on a plane, which still  required several flights, with numerous lay overs, while some were lucky enough to only travel by a few modes of transportation, or catch a couple of flights. Their journeys and the amount of suffering most endured became a very powerful testimony of her sacredness and importance to the people her life touched.

Each ambassador was the personification of volumes, equal to hundreds or thousands of
individuals, each. Those who for any number of reasons were not able to attend the crossing services donated money so their elected ambassador could carry their sacred message of love. Ambassadors in attendance arrived with sacred love from every state, reservation, nation, and country, around this planet. The guest book recorded over 5,000 people that had managed to attend and the countless places they came from to attend her crossing ceremony, along with list of people each ambassador represented; to honor one so dear to them.

Honestly, I can say I was stunned when I started talking to people and learned many had
journeyed from places like Cape Cod, South Africa, Japan, Italy, England, China, Australia, Philippines, Mexico, South America, Central America, Germany, Iceland, Australia, Greenland, Alaska, Hawaii, and Canada, and many countries from around the world and Africa. What I found even more interesting are the many heads of state arrived from the Polynesian Islands and the Philippines, too. The list included a couple from Russia, along with hundreds of points all across the United States.

The planning for the services required more than a family involvement, this required the mayor and city council involvement, for they had to restrict the number of ambassadors unless; we took the services out of Fresno to San Francisco or Los Angeles football stadiums. Yet, everyone felt a football stadium would not have been a respectful place for Grandmother M. Fresno could only handle four-thousand, which still would require every
hotel and motel to over book and still everyone that knew Mother M, also opened
their homes to accommodate more of her friends, even floors at a couple of
ballrooms were completely booked, until no one could handle any more.

Another one of her  longtime friends, the Head of the Catholic Diocese for the Fresno area, offered the largest church in town, however, it could accommodate approximately four-thousand  inside for her services, which meant loud speakers in the outer rooms for
people to listen to the services. Nevertheless, family needed to add bleachers outside to accommodate the overflow, along with placing additional loud speakers around the church. Regardless, the day of the services the available room in the church and on the bleachers was not enough seats to accommodate all that arrived, which meant this left many standing outside, in the aisles, along with other had to stand among the floral tapestry journey, set up for those who arrive to honor one sacred woman’s crossing.

Yes, the hundreds of thousands of flowers in thousands of floral arrangements from countless people, hard to know whom and what count of those in attendances sent these arrangements, and how many of these arrangements were from how many not in attendance. With so many flora designs and the countless amount of flowers used in the flora tapestry, made it hard to know from whom and where did the flowers came from . . .  those attending or how many of the thousands not able to attend.

Card count said over three-thousand floral arrangements for five times that many who sent money. The walls of the church appeared covered with thousands upon thousands of flowers, with thousands more were surrounding the outside of the church, too. Thankfully, someone or several managed to take charge and handle the massive amount of floral arrangements covering every inch of the church, except for walkways, seating area, and essential space requirements, inside and outside the church.

This child standing in the middle of the church staring-up at them could not help but wonder how they had managed to stack so many floral arrangements a good ten feet high, in rows, up against the walls. This gave me the sensation of reaching high towards Heaven to Honor my Grandmother M, honestly, there were more than enough floral arrangements to fill every inch of space in the church, leaving no room for people to walk or sit.

Roses Parade style of floral tapestry spoke of her favorite life lessons. River of Life a full woven tapestry of flowers covering the entire back of the bleachers, and even more taking people on a floral journey: along a River of Life Journey, on life’s river that flows, widens and narrows, twists and turns. During this journey one takes one arrives at different places for reflection with flora storyboard to honor Grandmother M’s reflection, which helped to guide people on their spiritual journey. The entire river of life guides one on a journey all the way around and into the church. In the church, the floral river carries one up to a beautiful sculptured angel. It gave one the sensation of sacred love and blessings, besides the attendance of ambassadors. One arrives to witness a wondrous sacred flora angel standing above and keeping watch over Sacred Mother M, standing with her hands in pray, at her feet.

Floral Tapestry presented a sacred river sent forth from the rising sun, cradled in the scared mountains of our Earth Mother. Their combination of forces joined in a sacred
way to create and bring life forth into the sacred River of Life. The Sun represented the Sacred Light Eternal of the Father who is the Highest of the Most High. The Father joined forces with Earth our Sacred Mother.

The two sacred forces of our life send its love and blessing forth across the land representing her sacred River of Life. The floral river takes one on a journey all around the grounds, behind the church, around the other side and guides one into the church, up to two Guardian Angels standing over and looking into the coffin. Something in that journey helped uplift, enlighten,
and bless the spirits all that took the journey.

Whereas the outside of the church, was a wonderment to me, how they laid out and designed her teachings with all the floral arrangements, giving one the impression they were walking up and down through a beautiful floral garden while experiencing ones spiritually life journey. All the different rows of floral arrangements extended in rows
covering the entire church grounds, minus the walkways and driveway. However, some had taken the time to arrange and organize a massive floral arrangement on the back of the bleachers in such a manner, it looked like a waterfall of flowers beautifully flowing from the top of the bleachers to the ground and the rest took us on the Sacred River of Life Journey.

Pivot point not all experiences do we readily realize their sacred life lessons:

Spirits are eternal and made up of eternal energy of light and life, I had been the last one allowed to view her physical form, in the coffin. Wow, did I start to cry, because she was gone and I would no longer have her guidance, with only a few left in the church, she and two others make their presences known. Someone popped me upside the back of my head from a spirit hand, and awaken my spirit to hear her calling my name. I looked to my
left to witness her standing beside me dressed in the same manner as on her form, with two Guardian Angels dressed in suits standing on either side of her. They had allowed Grandmother M to spend a few minutes with me in spirit and private.

Grandmother M did all the talking:

Red Sun, now I want you to stop that crying you are not crying for me you are crying for your loss of me and that is not fair. I
cannot move on to where I need to go until you accept my crossing and release me to take my sacred journey. Know it was my time and you will never be alone you will receive several more sacred guardians, protectors, teachers and mentors that will help you learn and complete your lessons to become the one
you are here to become.

From what I see, ahead for you they are going to need to send a village. My earthly journey has changed to sacred guardian. Your  journeys are still ahead of you and remember thousands of lives depend on you or hundreds of thousands will perish needlessly. Know this my child . . . I have always loved you and I always will love you, my sacred child, Red Sun.

The guardians beside her explained, she needed to make many stops and it was time for them to travel. M bend down gave me a kiss on my left cheek, and they flew away. I stopped crying and moaning for her, my spirit knew it was her time to go and help the
masses for she had earned her place among the High Council of Sacred Mothers. Over
the next couple of days I did receive several maybe ten or more guardian teachers, guides, lesson givers and tricksters to help me learn many valuable lessons, and the teachings were pure, without distortion. They came to take her place to watch after and take care of me. Life lessons, adventures, journey and experiences, I will be writing about and
taking you and numerous from early years to current experiences and journeys.

Sacred Secret Life of Grandmother M’s foundation that enhanced her spiritual life journey:

  1. A spiritual guide, sacred guardian, missionary teacher, and sacred healer,
    inasmuch as, she was and is among the few who obtain the sacred oneness.
  2. She understood and learned sacred spiritual values lessons of cultural,
    traditional, sacred spiritual ways, skills, philosophy, psychology, and
    physics, knowingness.
  3. Visited the sacred spiritual village, learned the roots and teachings of medicine
    warriors’ knowledge.
  4. After the Ojibwa teachers, during her life journey she learned and shared with a
    number of truly loved, honored and sacred spiritual medicine elders.
  5. Her journey took her across many Southwest and Northwest reservations and back to the North Dakota, South Dakota, and Montana Reservations
    where she rescued me.
  6. Her life journey life and taught portions of countless generations of elders
    lives of sacred traditions, visions, and spiritual guidance based on
    experiences linked to values, visions/visitation combined with past and
    current eternal spirit life imparting insights and awareness.
  7. The basic lessons she learned from the sacred spiritual medicine elders, based
    her daily life on spiritual values of helping others with dreams to make
    this a better place when she left.
  8. Spiritual truth, she used the traditional ways to guide and teach.
  9. She based her faith in prayers, since truth comes in understanding through and
    beyond visions.
  10. Life experiences take one on journeys of adventure, which awakens one to
    inner-abilities to receive the gifts of truth.
  11. Once individuals learn to connect with ones sacred eternal spirit and
    spirit-heart amazing things can happen, life combine values of spiritual
    influences learns with sacred universal knowledge, and spiritual physics to
    travel on many levels.
  12. However, she enjoyed working with the Red Cross and Salvation Army, helping people regain their self-respect and assisting in the guidance of people on their
    journey of awakening to obtain their true inner worthiness and abilities.
  13. She was not my biological Grandmother M, but the one that received several
    visions to rescue Red Sun, guard, protect, and teach in the child in
    sacred/spiritual medicine ways.
  14. Life was interesting learning at her knee, through the eyes of others, and by
    her side.

Many things one can only interpret, via experience filters, each one an interactive connection with ones total being, sacred spirit-heart, and eternal-spirit quickly connects each to ones sacred family of ancestors and relations. Each connection means all directions of sacred universal knowledge are void of spiritual/universal—time/space
separation, which links all to oneness of past, present and future relations.

Hey I am older than fifty-five and still cannot understand, why and the reason for my
journey here, which I have received the same message during a number of visitations and visions. The second time, spirit left its form temporarily, when I fell three-story into sandy earth.

Remember, the expression of Walking on Water; pure faith and Grandmother M, is the only person I, actually did witness on numerous occasions, walk above the ground, and not touch the leaves, paper, or roses pedals. One of her sacred gifts . . . the Gift of Faith’s Sacred Walks, above earth and water, each time she finished praying for others, revealed sacred spiritual proof of her prayers and faith. Actually, I have not heard of the gift other than reading about Jesus Christ and some Tibetan Monks that could walk above this earth, but I have not witnessed.

The first couple of times, at five years of age, I can remember not believing what my eyes
witnessed, so I researched ways to determine, if truth or imagination. A friend’s parents that wanted to know gave me dried rose pedals and onionskin paper to put down across her path. After she moved across, not one pedal moved or did she imprinted any type of impression 200 lbs. on the roses or onionskin paper.

The second time we choice to place wheat flour designs on top of new onionskin paper. After she crossed over the paper, neither displacement of flour nor disruption of designs,
nor any imprints on any of the one-hundred sheets of paper we put down and reviewed wearing cloth gloves, which Leo’s mother gave us to use. Beyond the sheets of paper, we witnessed no deposit of flour, or footprints touched any place beyond the paper.

This amazing expression of spiritual love and physics I experienced with her was part of her healing powers. Truth, many other people observed her spirit walks, at various times, which was one among many amazing experiences, and factors of spiritual purification and healings for life improvements, the receivers recognized they received from a true Heavenly Saint, not a pretender.

One side effect:

We cook much together, yet she taught me numerous lessons, for the food and cooking could carry many lessons and the medicines in the food, helped to heal: spirit, mind, body, and heart. However, after her crossing my misplaced love and emptiness I drowned in cooking and eating food. I felt the more I could eat the closer she was to me when I cooked to fill my empty spirit and heart. All I cook I ate and gained a hundred and twenty-five pounds, in less than a year. Yes, I came close to eating my spirit and body to death; since she left I thought I walked alone. For a time I failed to realize the major lesson I experienced the day of her crossing. Yet, not until I could face the pain and stop the weight gain, did spiritual growth and awareness catch up with my weight gain.

Not until the
weight gain completed its purpose, and the time turned right for loss of weight, which then began to take me on another strange journey. Interesting, how even in the losing of weight gain pain, I was also able to release such great pain and replace it with even greater spiritual insight. For the journey to lose weight became a series of strange adventures. During the slimming down, I quickly learned how jealous the daughter of Grandmother M really had become of a teenager. Once again I stood alone, and facing her jealousy, many great life lessons, and spiritual awareness increased shapely with every ounce lost.

On my true eighteenth birthday, I began to blubbered for three days and nights solid, and
I have not cried again. After my three days of tears that emptied and cleansed my heart and spirit of all sorrow, hurt, anger and pain I heard the sacred drums calling me home to meet with the Great Spirit, Sacred Mother of the People and my relations. Four days consecutively, Sacred Father the Holiest of Mothers and the Sacred Council of the Holiest of Archangel Chiefs called to stand with them during sacred ceremonies, then my bedroom wall they had turned into a portal to the Sacred Realm. Then Grandmother M had received a summons, to attend, as well.

Prelude to the Writer

Prelude to the Writer

Where the Writer Awakens:

Awareness of a life journey is a gift and talent I always knew was a given, long before I could walk or read. Guardians impressed on me, writing is one very powerful, and important tool in my life and something I would have to do to help the children. Interesting, how my first writings got me expelled from sixth grade before earning and Honorary PhD in Psychology and a minor in Physics from UCLA. Okay, in sixth grade; the teacher graded my report with FOUR very large FAIL, and the following reasons: (1) FAIL = theft of intellectual property; (2) FAIL = for plagiarism and copying intellectual property; (3) FAIL = trying to pass someone else’s work off as your own, and (4) FAIL = Indians are too stupid to create such superior research. Too Stupid . . . I am too stupid to do quality work . . . this is not my research? How dare you assume I was a theft; which when and why I challenged him, he had me expelled.

The arrogant teacher’s behavior might have berated someone else enough to destroy his or her self-image or even cause him or her to lose heart in life. He had no cause to scream and cuss at me; all because he was convinced I copied it and understood nothing within a report of more than four-hundred pages, with an additional one-hundred pages of diagrams connecting human organs and brain, with subconscious activation of energy and interaction on physical, psychological development. The teacher’s prejudice assumed I lacked intelligence because of my heritage and thus falsely accused me of stealing a
doctorate from a professor’s trunk. Why he was convinced he clarified by saying my report was one excellent superb doctorate, which earned this f highly intelligent scholar, top honors, along with his PhD and professorship.

Without missing a beat he turns and looks straight at me and shouted: Look you stupid girl where did you get this doctorate and who did you steal it from, I would love to meet and study under this professor?

Arrogant child speaks out: Gee, thanks. Now what can this professor tell you, you see I am the one you call professor standing before you SIR? This is all my research, this that you call intellectual masterpiece belongs to my five years of research, and training. All of what you admire, I put it all together for this local Science Fair, considering I could not think of anything else for the fair. The only help I received when drafting up the report, Glen Hunter make me an outline of the style and form required for professional presentation, and I did the rest. Currently scientists claimed we only used ten-percent of our brain; which I realized at five years of age was an untruth. Now you have the arrogance to expel me for your arrogances. Five years of gathering information, created a five-hundred page doctorate; and expulsion from sixth grade.

Stage Two: With a new courage inside, I demanded a fair hearing before the schools review board; which inspired them to summons another panel of professors from UCLA. Regardless, the outcome of review board hearing, the first meeting made me feel good, since I cleared my name and in my heart proved the spiritual foundation of indigenous
sciences, and our people had always had a much deeper awareness of humanities, environment, physics, quantum psychics, psychology, and psychic. Stage Three: I
received an Honorary PhD in Psychology and minor in Physics along with offer for a full scholarship to UCLA, after junior high school, but life . . .

During the interviews I went even deeper into my research; where I proved we needed to
study health conditions in combination with physiological conditions, psychological influences, and environments. However, I did not have the lab or equipment to prove the chemical changes created by unseen influences and in many cases how unrecognized energies play on a person’s health conditions. Thus the only environment influences I could diagram, dealt with family dynamics’, telepathic environments, spiritual or lack of spirituality, positive and negative energies, massive influences on conscious and sbconscious environments, too. This also implied the unknown whys to causes of various health problems and how can some people handle these conditions differently than others;
combined with what can be done to improve health, in addition to researching what are the variables in the same family environments that can cause and create environmental influences on a persons and families health.

Five years of research combined with analysis, observations, interview, along with analyzing behaviors of people from body language to words and voice expression and
reactions; traversing many career fields, cultures, backgrounds, and lifestyles, all part of my project, and not something I had copied. Yes I spent a great deal of time and energy to study, analyze, and observe environments by using sensory perception, personal interactions, along with telepathic connection, and animal observation and many a night being a peeping tom which gave me a lot of good information. Strange how five years equaled observation of close to 500 (mothers, fathers, children, and even animals to find answers to my compound questions of what caused and created different conditions I had
to know the harm and damage telepathic energies can create and produce.

Environments, conscious and subconscious communications and energies impacts every person within across space and time, matters not if recognized or unrecognized on any
level of communications and energy influences, since all condition can influence all of us in one way or another. Energies and thought-forms create different positive and negative degrees of programming: Energy patterns, lights without impurities, brilliant colors, crystal flakes of transparencies are positive verses negative energy of hostilities, lights with darkness and shadows, impure flakes bringing pain and deception, colors with impurities and lights lost in confusion on individual’s psychological and physiological environments.

Certain energies and thought-forms can in some instances activate dangerous environments on all aspect of individual physiological, mental, and emotional via subconscious programming, on a person’s physical, emotional and uncertain lifestyles, which might take years for one to recognize what became the impart on one’s life.

Such dysfunctional problems can cause heart problems on one person, another to
overeat, while it causes another to develop cancer, lung, and kidney problems too, in addition a wide variety of other problems. Many problems react to subliminal communications more rapidly under hostile conditions, especially, when one is not fully aware one is sensitive to telepathic communications on subliminal levels. Very serious problems can occur when one lacks the knowledge they can receive various forms of psychic transmission or they are a transceiver using numerous levels of conscious and subconscious communications equals serious to extreme danger.

Okay, back to the teacher that should have never been a teacher and why the arrogant
teacher thought I was stupid comes from being dyslexic; thus in addition he believed along with not liking minorities, the white race possess superior intellect; which was a very bad assumption and belief on his part:

Originally called Einstein Syndrome equal Dyslexia, but researchers and government changed the name to degrade those that were able to think outside the box and connected
spiritually with the universe. Intellectual Truth: dyslexic peoples are just the opposite they are highly intelligent with the ability to connect with the universal consciousness. Most test out with high IQ’s and strong awareness and the only thing about dyslexic persons, we think and see in pictures and not words and we can create and assembly larger details with our minds that those that think in words and numbers only.

I am dyslexic not stupid, and I based my research on spiritual insight using telepathic
communications, collective consciousness, spiritual oneness based on my sensory
observation/recognition and intuitive abilities, psychic awareness, and spiritual
training, combined cultural and traditional knowingness and experiences, and life
knowledge. This I used and incorporated with the amazing teaching and education
ways of Grandmother M using Indigenous Native Science, Psychology, Physics, and
Quantum Physics, not from the establishment of white institutions of higher education, but from centuries of ancient wisdom and knowledge, taught from the ones who maintain the sacred wisdom and ancient truths. It seems many Indigenous children are dyslexic; the word dyslexic is another work for thinking outside the box aka Einstein Syndrome. We have the ability to see beyond the four walls of society and accomplish even greater things.

[The teacher belonged to the same Neo-Nazi organization the one that called herself my mother belonged too.  She was not my mother only one paid to take in a child and never let the child know where she belonged. Who would want to believe an Indigenous Native could outthink a Nazi German.]

Native Digest Article of Michelle Red Sun EagleHawk

Native Digest Article of Michelle Red Sun EagleHawk:

The Great Spirit did not deny me or ignore me,  for no matter where I walked or where people send me into hiding, trying to remove me from my people, deny me my heritage and birthrights, they could not hide me from my ancestors, the Ancients and Sacred Ones, or any of the many Sacred Guardians that stood with me to teach and guide me. …….  Michelle Red Sun EagleHawk  March 2011

This I say because, I am one among many children from an era of relocation and assimilation, along with removal of as many children as possible, from the reservations and tribal rolls. Federal, State, and Local governments, turned a blind eye, and did nothing when Indian Children, disappeared, declared dead, or removed by any possible excuse, even after taken from their parents by force. The church followed the governments’ decree and black-marketed many of the tribes’ indigenous children. Each child removed and classified dead; the government removes their names from the tribal rolls and land reverts to the government; which allowed church, states, and/or Federal Governments the right to claim lands and reallocate the lands away from originally reservation treaties. Such attitudes freed church and state up to trade-off via black-market the children to either white families, or other ethnic group the child’s appearance might fit into and gain
more votes, along with profiting from removal of children.

This information I later learned from a couple of Senators, (who want to remain nameless) any children born with light skin MUST BE removed from their family and raised with whites, however many whites were unaware of the child’s background. The families, who slightly knew about the Indigenous Native blood of the children, would normally receive money with the understanding the child would never learn of his/her heritage: reservation, family, or actual birthdate. One strange truth, the new parents to be would sign documents, revealing the biological parents’ name, heritage, and background, true, along with the promise silence, and never to disclose said information, or they would have to pay back all the money, with interest. Everyone signed the original documents package with complete information; however, disclosure of child personal info disappears or never in new caregivers documents package.

The signing of documents and receipt of a check concludes the exchange of child after the second promise of silence, thus the new guardians receive a good size check in exchange for silence; or caregivers would suffer consequences. The pain of separation is one of the harshest reasons many children feel so detached and lost in this universe, because our spirits cannot connect the same way as those that want to make us walk in their footsteps. Our eternal spirits remain linked to the universe, in different sacred and spiritual ways that go beyond words. In many ways we have transcended, to higher spiritual levels.

The Sacred Eternal Spirits and Souls of Indigenous Children remains linked deeply within the seeds of spiritual culture; which means our eternal oneness remains linked to the sacred universe, which cannot be broken or denied. Each drum beat speaks a universal song that fills our spirits with the sacred spiritual union calling, seeking, and teaching each of us to understand our sacred traditional knowingness that connects us to a sacred universe. We are connected, but without real tribal unison, we do not feel complete, it takes time to know where we stand the Sacred Ones and our Guardians are still with us. They have done everything they can to destroy this bond, but you cannot break a universal bond.

The government or the universe cannot take the sacred DNA oneness out of our eternal spirit, they cannot tell the Sacred Father, Ancient Ones, our ancestors, and all our relations to walk away and deny us. They have no power of influence to dominate the Sacred Spiritual Universe and Spirit World, nor control over the universe, which is how deep our connection goes. Know the Sacred Ones neither deny nor reject any of the children lost, or divided; time to call out to all our ancestors, and relations, let them know you want their help to rejoin with your relations. Then ask them to guide, support and teach you to reawaken your eternal spirit and life, one of the many reasons the Sacred Ones sent me here and I write. Even though events removed me from my relations, this the Sacred Ones foresaw events and sent Grandmother M, so I could experience, absorb, connect with and comprehend the spiritual universe in a more spiritual manner, thus the Sacred Ones walked with me to help me see and comprehend our universal connections.

All of my life has been a sacred spiritual journey, to help save the children and help those that seek to understand the Sacred Spiritual Universal Truths and realize the Sacred Ones have not forsaken any one of his children. It is hard to say how many visions and the amount of guidance I have received since I was too young speak, to read, or write, telling me I needed to travel this life journey, for without Red Sun thousands of lives will be lost and thousands more will perish needlessly and possibly lost for eternity. All of my writing comes from their guidance, events, visitations, experiences, and sacred journeys across more than sixty years.

Their decree must have been very hard and scary on my mother; too, knowing the church had a standing bounty on our heads. Nevertheless, for a time in while in hiding, mother survived, and her child was born; since for a time her sacred protection proved stronger and more powerful than the power and voice of what they perceived they stood in and for . . . the all-powerful church.

Government and Churches had a license to excommunicate or remove children anyway they decided best for their benefit and the benefit of state and church. Regrettably, neither mother nor child, could or would be safe or survive for very long, without the intervention of the Sacred Ones, with the Jesuits behind the trackers. The determination of church leaders and elders grew stronger to kill the child and mother, after certain prophesy increased their fear. The church promised power, money, and position for anyone that found and killed—mother and child. Sacred guidance, combined with spiritual abilities and visions, determined and directed spiritual intervention via spiritual guardianship of one Sacred Indigenous Mother M’s visions, versus the power of the Jesuit Monks and Catholic Church and a full unit of people, who hearts came filled with greed
and seekers of power.

Many visions and interventions by guardians, Holy Mother, Sacred Father, Mother of the People, Sacred Mother M, and one Jesuit Monk’s with strong convictions against killing of one who has not the power of speech, spiritual guardians were called into play to take carry out their sacred roles, for the survival of mother and child. This became a powerful battle of wills, truths, and realities: protection and survival of a child the Sacred Ones sent, to help his children, in direct conflict with those that proclaimed themselves the voices of God aka Creator and the Sacred White Father, who signed our death warrants.

Our death warrant sealed out of fear, misinterpretation, and falsehood: Problems increased with the  misinterpreted by one indigenous translator regarding the vision’s and prophesy of elders. Could it have been jealousy, which caused the translator, to wrongly translate the words and information of others regarding the sacred spirit and purpose of the child . . . spiritual revelation? Could it have come out of fear or greed, what did he assume or did he really misstated words and meaning, between revolution and revelations, against the church? Or maybe he had other reasons for what he said; all too often translators were the cause of violence and death, when they held anger against another, the family, clan, or tribe.

Translator said: The child would start a revolution against the church and destroy the church. The truth of the vision or prophesy revelation; the child will start a reawakening of spirituality and traditions long-lost or forgotten. The aforementioned information I learned from Grandmother M on the day of, and only a few hours before—her crossing. Revelations awakenings and enlightenments verses Revolution a time of undoing through violence and destruction or start an upheavals against others.

[Much of what I write about if one takes the time to analysis the events; one might just see or sense many historical parallels, but only on a much smaller scale of course.]

Truth it matters not, my life was under spiritual guidance and guardianship of the Sacred Ones: From what the sacred Father revealed to others in visions and ceremonies: Red Sun is here now, because many gave their lives to make sure she survived to help the indigenous native and the all peoples, whose hearts are sincere and come with and open-heart seeking to see and understand. Not just the sacred children who have suffered much, but also all of humanity, who are facing critical times. Red Sun is not the only one the Sacred Ones and the Holiest of Holy Mother chose and sent here to help show the peoples of all nations, cultures, and clans, the purest  of sacred traditions, cultures, knowledge and medicine ways . . .

Yes, all of the most sacred gifts and abilities of the sacred indigenous people still exist, but too many have become mislead, fearful, confused, corrupted and/or emotions distorted. For this reason, they directed me to share experiences, knowledge, adventures, and journeys to help others see and comprehend the wisdom of traditions in stories, adventures, history, and through enlightenment. Truth, for those who have eyes that cannot see, heart that cannot feel, and a spirit lost, and understand not, heart locked to truth, by the blinded heart of others who teach them to believe, OUR sacred ways are evil or outdated, I pray for you. I pray enlightenment will touch you heart, mind, eyes, and spirit. It is important we become one with the Spiritual Universe again, if we do not, we might be lost forever.

Know none of us can force anyone to believe or accept, we can only share our wisdom and traditions, but it is up to whomever, to decide, which avenue he/she will choice to travel.

Personal Background: What about my life, heritage, and personal, now that I have some sixty plus year of personal history and adventures?

Cherel Michelle Red Sun EagleHawk: a child born of Nez Perce, Assiniboine, and Salish parents into the WhiteBear Clan …Tall Walking Standing (Silver tip) White Bear. Long before words I always sensed, then witnessed one such beautiful sacred white silver tip grizzly bear guarding, and watching over me. Yes, a very tall Sacred White Bear stands with me, too. The one that walks with me is taller than a two story-house. These days my Grandfather of the Sacred WhiteBear, calls to me and walks with me in a sacred way so I can help the Indigenous Peoples along with many other sacred guardians and guides.

You can say Indigenous Native or First People Native, but I am insulted when someone calls me American Indian, because I am not a puppet of the so-called US American Indian. My spirit is universal traditional and sacred; which is not for sell, or trade to the religion of the strange churches and religions that came from across the big waters

My heart and spirit stands with the Sacred Ones GUARDIANS, their teachings and guidance. No matter where I travelled, or where others hide me, or the distant from my biological family, it mattered not . . . . The GREAT SPIRIT, SACRED ONES, and GUARDIANS did not ignore me, turn their backs on me, or deny me the sacred truths of my relations.

Married, for twenty-eight until his crossing, to a wonderful Sioux/Cheyenne (Standing Bear) elder, father, husband, best friends, and lifetime partner, in spirit we walked the same path in life. He never bought dishonored on his family, neither abusive nor violent towards his children or me. He made sure we never went without, even when his career took him away from home more than it allowed him to be home, our marriage remained strong, no matter how far apart or when Government the assumed him MIA and later KIA. Thanks to our spiritual connection our union remained strong and we remained connected; thus the strength of our combined spirit, kept each other alive and strong. [Sacred Union Eternal Section One]

My husband SunHawk was a Standing Bear, and one man, whose council men respected and they sought out. It matter not where we went social gathering, major Pow-Wow, a week-end event, in no time SunHawk disappears. I knew if I wanted to find him the only thing I needed to do, look a large gathering of men, to find SunHawk and a few other highly important elders.

The terms CHIEFS of the NATIONS,  of the NATIONS, or MOTHER of the NATIONS are not something for one to take lightly, especially when one receives from the Sacred and Highest of the Most High Council of Chiefs, a sacred medicine shield, a quiver filled with arrows, a bow, and two guardians with lance and spear to stand with me. When they arrived I was told the sacred power they deliver to me was determined by the Highest of the Most High Sacred Council of Chiefs and the Great Spirit, I would receive it and not the one who placed his and on the shield and tried to claim its power.

Sacred Medicine and Spiritual Power, only the Sacred Father/Great Spirit and the Sacred Council of Chiefs, can approve and pass their sacred gifts of power to those they have trained and approved, not by those who think they deserve or desire the power. Truth: Sacred Medicine powers and status are not something for one to claim as their own, for title or position. The Sacred Ones are the only ones that can pass the sacred medicines gifts to whom they have chosen, and decide best deserves, and earned the sacred spiritual gifts and powers and will use them wisely. The sacred powers and gifts are duties and responsibilities meant to help protect and watch over the Peoples of the Nations. Power of position is not power of position for family or personal glory and/or financial profits. The High Council who delivered the medicine items explained:

It is important to think of what is good for the masses not the glory and profit of the few, when one begins to sell ones souls for personal gain then one is not honoring the sacred ways.

Most important person in my life:

Grandmother M, a very powerful medicine woman, and one valued Sacred Spiritual Mother of the People, well-known Wisdom Keeper, and more. From the week, Grandmother M took me in her arm, all who knew her, from clergy, priest, nuns, Chiefs, sacred elders, and lay persons used me to reaffirm to grandmother their respect, perception and love for her, sacred spiritual abilities. Everyone called her a Saint, Sacred Mother M, a miracle worker, and healer, from the way she cooked, to her laying on of hands; which is why countless people all over the world considered her a Sacred Saint. Truth, if she had been Catholic . . . she would have been canonized.

It is hard to believe how widely known and loved Grandmother M had been by hundreds’ of thousands on both sides of the USA and across the oceans. One Indigenous Native grew-up in the home of Missionaries, but her spirit was always, traditionally sacred and why all who felt her, sensed her presence, knew very honestly respected the touch of her spirit, heard her voice, or experienced her universal spirit filled with spiritual-love. Indigenous elders and traditionalist always knew universal and spiritual love is extremely powerful healing energies.

A very powerful medicine woman, who learned/honored/honed her sacred skills via tutelage of Ojibwa Elders in Nebraska, born in the late 19th Century, years before the Dust Bowl, cause the closer of the reservation and the tribe moved north to relations. From the time she could speak, they assisted, supported, and trained her to hone the skills she was born with, and gifted. Once the Sacred Ones were satisfied with positive life force connecting her sacred spirit eternal light with the ancients and she would use the knowledge and gifts from the ancient in sacred ways. The wisdom keepers taught her the sacred knowledge, powers, and skills of the ancients.

Once she advanced to the next stage in her spiritual life journey, her guardians send her out among the people and she became both student/teacher and teacher/student, and she received additional education among the Sioux, Apache, Salish, and Dine. Until she crossed she taught directly and indirectly more than a million people in the Sacred Spiritual way of our people. She was migrate worker, cook, spiritual counselor, medicine woman and missionary. She claimed to use the bible, but it was only a prop, for she taught the sacred ways of our spiritual traditions and used the same to heal. Using the sacred traditional knowledge and medicine ways of the Indigenous Nations, she helped hundreds of thousands find their path, get well, in addition to directly and indirectly bringing improvements in many programs and lifestyles. IN truth, she was the happiest when she was helping others or working with her hands and feet in Mother Earth.

Very few spiritual wisdom keepers, every hundred years, around the entire world, who are found pure of spirit-heart, spiritually worthy, who can receive the most Sacred Gifts and Holiest of Blessings. Remember, when one has a pure spirit filled with spiritual love it is easy for the Sacred Ones to express their loves and gifts; think of it as the Sacred Ones has a vessel to directly connect to us in this universe through their most sacred spiritual vessels, who can handle such sacred spiritual energy. Still only three of four will receive sure powerful spiritual blessings of Wisdom Keepers: with the knowledge to handle universal spiritual traditions, medicines, prayers, and the sacred knowledge to work with and handle spiritual physics, including sacred ancients power sources; which the ancients only pass down to the most honorable and sacred of spiritual elders.

The Sacred Ones say you must first learn to use the sacred gifts and skills you were born with and wisdom given you to in a sacred manner, and then only if you handle them honorably, will we consider sharing the most sacred and ancient knowledge with those called. As you know those they call and test start at an early age, among those only a few are chosen, and among those chosen, very few receive the sacred blessing of the Ancients and among those fewer still will they empower with their sacred powers and abilities.

Sacred Mother M’s journey guided her to become a Sacred Mother, Mentor, Guardian, and Savior for a child not yet born:

Grandmother M received a number of visions about a girl child, the Sacred Father and Holy Mother referred by the name of Red Sun. If the child is to survive, they needed her help to rescue and guard the child who returns, to help the people. Visions arrived a few months prior to the pivotal event, which held great importance in hers and Red Sun’s lives. The visions she received combined with flash visions and spiritual communications, proved very straight foreword instruction; revealing the faces of whom to see, who to stay clear of, and whom to speak with, along with who and what was behind the plot. The visions revealed important instruction of what to use and required to trick others into assuming the child was dead.

They also gave her a list of supplies required, medicines to gather, time to plan on a place to hide, which they showed her how to find it and possibility of staying hidden with Red Sun for a couple of weeks. Just before she arrived on the reservation, they instructed her who to speak with, what to say, and who she could trust to help rescue the child, Red Sun from death. Yes, the visions unfolded who and what were behind the problems, fears, and selfish-greed, which helped her to know who not to speak with and whom to avoid.

In the middle of violence, many breaking in, people shot and some killed, by the decree of the church, and greed, this night she became my grandmother. A new life journey of spiritual awakening, enlightenment, floods of sacred knowledge, spiritual guidance, activates powers, recognitions of sacred consciousness, and spiritual lifestyles, she activated. Once in her arms and removed from danger, our sacred bonding is strengthen and new visions revealed; the Sacred Ones chose her to teach the child, in the sacred ways elders taught her.

Our bonding insured a strong, sacred, spiritual connection, which strengthen the abilities between us to perceive conscious/and subconscious and spiritual energies, empowering all the teachings that inspired my foundation. She helped me accept and comprehend, just because one is removed from his/her reservation, taken from relations, the Great Spirit, Sacred Ones, Guardians, Elders and Ancients will neither deny nor fail to teach, those separated, if one is acceptance, willing and open to learning. All too often the lost child make the assumption, if one is not on one’s reservation, one is no longer part of or connected to the sacred oneness of ancestors, along with sacred spiritual guidance, bonding, and knowledge, which I soon realized this is a very big falsehood.

Okay, one possible truth, maybe it can be easier to learn living on the reservation, but open up one’s spirit-heart and mind to the Sacred Oneness for amazing things to happen and it will come to you no matter where you walk. All our training, no matter how minor one assumes, of no importance is not true; if one learns in a positive spirit, and learn in a good way, all things one learns will prove its importance in your life and the lives of others.

Yes, it requires all of us to learn and understand the truths of helping all our indigenous relations and tribes, not just ourselves or a few. The oneness and sacred indigenous spirit stays, along with our guardians stay with each of us, too. My directive requires me to return to help the people of our sacred nations. Each of us need to ask our self and sacred guardians: What is my prime directive and primary objectives?

Out of Darkness comes Enlightenment:

Grandmother M more than a medicine woman: she was a Sacred Wisdom Keeper, Healer, Guardian, Guide, Grandmother of the Peoples, (which others translated into Sacred Saintly Mother and truly a very Sacred Mother of the Peoples). This sacred mother was my mentor, guardian, protector, and the one that saved me many times from death and on a few occasions brought me back even after I have crossed. I can remember when she completed praying for people, guardians lifted her and she walked inches above the ground for hours afterwards. The sacred powers of a very powerful medicine woman, they wanted to use and/or destroy; and my journey with Grandmother M is among one of numerous reasons, my spirit accept and realized the importance of a writer.

Sacred Grandmother M’s daughter was a sociopath and High Goddess of a Neo-Nazi Satanic Cult. Originally introduced in the Neo-Nazi White Supremes Organization and Satanic Cult Goddess, wanted to own Elinora, obtain, and possess not only Elinora’s abilities, but also the abilities of Grandmother M, anyway possible. However, because of Elinora’s behavior and the fact she loved misusing the sacred abilities given Elinora from childhood; meant she failed her early childhood tests and her second chance during her teenage years. By her 13th year, her greed and impure heart lost Elinora, the right to all the sacred knowledge and sacred teachings. After Grandmother M rescued the child, Red Sun, me; Elinora’s jealousy grew, the cult wanted her to take the child in and turn her, after my 13th year, but they did not want her to kill the child. What they wanted was for her to behave loving one minute, abusive the next, along with impersonal and detached. They hope to turn me differently, after I had gained my powers.

But there was another more powerful and sacred universe with different plans . . . . Enlightenment, my sacred guardians and the Sacred Ones stepped in and took action. Interesting how each one began and added their influences in numerous ways, but not until the first hour, of the first day, after the rubber of the family’s Chevy or Cadillac (not too sure which one) hit the highway, but they waited until the driver turned the car heading north away from the rural countryside of Riverdale, California, and headed towards our vacation/family reunion destiny in Yellowstone/Teton area. The journey, the pivot point, the life renewed in Yellowstone.

Strange conditions rapidly arose; which swiftly impacted (total being of Red Sun a.k.a. Buckeye the human lie detector and child’s earthly spiritual being) and summonsed the total of child/Red Sun inside a vortex . . . . What is this? What is happening to me? Why do I feel strange, my being hurts, many changes? Losing . . . part or all of my being, yes, no, terminated, if not what is this that’s overcomes me? I can hear Glen Hunter and Elinora talking . . . but their words are fuzzy and strange sounding. The words they speak I don’t recognize, they speak a strange language. Disconnected, no relation, man cares woman hates.

Second Autocatalysis and Powerful Influence:

Proof of the Sacred Ones loving care arrives with a boundless, but more powerful presentation via their second new life transforming, autocatalysis, sacred life awakening and awareness influences, in conjunction with Grandmother M and the Sacred Ones . . . Yellowstone the Sacred Heart of Mother Earth and Mother Earth’s sacred life-force: Each helping to enrich and inspire the eternal spirit of Red Sun and the mortal child’s foundation, to accomplish the sacred life spiritual and eternal journeys. Sometimes when events take place we are not aware why these unique interactions, communications, and journeys truly impacted by Yellowstone’s sacred eternal spirit and earthly interaction, are exactly what we need for they embrace our eternal spirit: via sacred truths, very powerful spiritual awakenings, and adventures —then and now—which enriches, enlightens, guides,
teaches, awakens, and verify life’s sacred adventures.

A number of actual spiritual events invoked warm reasons for Red Sun/spirit heart and eternal spirit grew close and connect, we had been apart too long and we were close to crossing, without intervention and acceptance spiritual truths. Life awakening, healing,
sacred truths, are valuable energies one cannot embrace just because of the single voice from another, and this is where Mother Earth and Yellowstone the Sacred Heart of Mother Earth, and the Sacred Guardians summons proved valuable. Grandmother M, in conjunction with Mother Earth, the Sacred Ones, Sacred Medicine Elders and spiritual guardians, along with others and their abilities, invoked the Autocatalysis talents from Yellowstone, before
life’s journey and directives got too far off course.

When life began to get off track an amazing adventure in Yellowstone with the Sacred Heart of Mother Earth made sure the child reconnected with her sacred spiritual abilities and sacred indigenous eternal spirit of Red Sun. Since Elinora left the lifeless body in the bathtub, the two separated before Grandmother M arrived and beat life back into the lifeless body. Primary objective required a journey filled with sacred adventures and experience among visions, to fulfill prime directive combined with gathering of knowledge, enlightenment, and wisdom, to Save the Child. The truth my heart I realizes the only way to reunite eternal and child would not have happened without …

[Yellowstone Powerful Autocatalysis Influences and Embraces: her embraces cleansed away the lies of deception that wanted to control and destroy our eternal spirit. ]

The Sacred Heart of Mother Earth we call Yellowstone and the Sacred Mother carried us (two-halves) on incredible journeys enriched with living visions and vision quests, all of which they put into play to insure mortal child and eternal Red Sun, become fully aware both; past and present; now and alwaysindigenous traditional native. The sacred universal time arrived to insure that which became detached, choses to reunite to save lives, for one without the other cannot awaken to realize the importance of purpose. . . .Sent to help people via sacred teacher and guardian, and why the Sacred Ones send Red Sun to help save thousands lives from getting lost along with thousands more perishing needlessly.

What a thing for a child not yet four years of age surrounded by awakening visions to; and yes, a child can become very confused quickly and react with denial. No amount of words humans could say, I neither would believe nor could accept. The only question: What type of game are people trying to play, their words make no sense. Nevertheless, acceptance arrived easy with the presentations from Yellowstone within the Sacred Heart of Mother Earth. Beyond words, Yellowstone in many ways can/did generate serious impressions and instilled fantastic enlightenment for the child, whose time had come to awaken, to the reason for her name of Red Sun and her eternal life….

Truth, I do think, if not for the spirituality and abilities of Yellowstone the Heart of Sacred Mother Earth presentations, and Grandmother M translation . . . I would not
have become acceptant of nor found conditions easy to comprehend, for I would have had too many unanswered questions. Neither do I think nor would I have taken the right direction the Sacred Ones expected me to accomplish, if not for Yellowstone Autocatalytic Influences and our association. Fact, neither spiritual guidance nor visions would hold the same meaning or spiritual energy enlightenment.

No matter how spiritually powerful, Sacred Grandmother M had proven herself to everyone that knew her, the things that took place, shortly after the journey to Yellowstone began, and continued until the day Red Sun anew, left Yellowstone, the intensively powerful events, filled with life and energy Grandmother M could not have choreographed or created. No one could take me to the edge, hold my spirit, remove hundreds of thought forms, and lies, while awakening reality and truths. Every fragment of sacred energy wanted to make sure I recognized, appreciated, and accepted I was indigenous native and nothing else, by life was valuable and I was on a very important life journey. Visions strong, communications stronger, and interactions amazing, yes I can say while there I evolved in many ways.

[You can read more about the portions of my Yellowstone association by
going to [Yellowstone Powerful Autocatalysis Embrace … Sacred Heart of Mother
Earth … Index Links:
https://redsun4sunhawk2lifedance.wordpress.com/autocatalysis-influences-chapters/]

Yes, the way the Sacred Ones guided my life; on many occasions took me to the very extremes of life and death, for a number of reasons, but a voice within says mainly to reawaken others to our truths and knowledge. It is hard to relate one’s lifestyle
experiences in association with the Ancients and Sacred Ones who taught and passed on to our sacred elders, wisdom keepers, chiefs along with ancient sciences and knowledge of universal/quantum physics. Yes, our people knew and lived by many ancients’ secrets and traditions, along with acceptance of our rich heritage via experiences of sacred powers and spiritual psychic abilities, long before aliens invaded our lands. One part of my prime objective Yellowstone allowed me to recognize; traditional past with our present; allowing all too honestly awaken and connect to their sacred future.

Sacred Father of Life and Light Eternal is Red, very much alive, for our sacred universe is neither dead nor have the Sacred Ones forsaken the people, but many of our people believe
the Sacred Ones along with our Sacred Father have forsaken our people and denied us access to our universe. Yet, others believe our ways are nothing more than falsehoods and lies. To them the sacredness of the universe is spiritually dead. It is alive, eternal, beautiful, and wonderful, beyond words and reason. Much of my writing takes one on wonderful journeys and adventures; which give you the opportunity to see and comprehend the vastness of our spiritual realm.

Very important truths to honor and accept, just because one is removed from ones
reservation and taken from their relations, the Great Spirit, Sacred Ones, Guardians, Elders and Ancients neither deny his children nor I Red Sun. People of the Nations need to realize the Sacred Ones never turned their backs on their sacred children, but WE continue to turn our backs in varying degrees. . . . Grandmother M’s teachings became my foundation; combined with her spiritual guidance/gifts each had a very powerful influence on my life.

Truth, I realize it is a backdoor approach to whom, and what is the foundation of Red Sun. I believe it is more important to understand the journey of how this one first became aware of the sacredness of our traditional values and culture, and my memories reach
back into the months prior to the gift of crawling or speech. However, I could understand the spoken word and comprehend the thoughts and emotions of two-legged humans, four-legged families, feathered friends, and nature.

Without Grandmother M, I would not survive and thousands of lives would be lost and thousands more perish needlessly for no reason.

By the time I reached three and half years of age, my ability to flow on the winds of energies, to ride the jet streams of life harmonics combined with telepathic thought-form energies filled with lights, sounds and colors, harmonics, energies, and strong sensory
activities, enhanced perception of thoughts and hearts across a vast universal array of energies. Grandmother M taught me to analysis the way my spirit-heart accepts, visualizes, personal environments via programmed thought-form energies is a very important part of building ones foundation. A child without verbal capability possessed active telepathic communications and strong receptive telepathic awareness with spiritual adults, grandmother, and animals: We all had recognition abilities of individual thoughts, concealed in a mixture of emotions, and energized by a different mixture of verbal speech, which among humans deception on many occasions made things interesting. Considering, their telepathic conscious and sub-conscious thoughts, I perceived louder than verbal words.

Animals and nature are very sensitive to the various types of conditions within human family units and react to dangers within our environment, as well. Indigenous people spiritual telepathic connection with and abilities to communicate telepathically nature
and the Sacred Ones had developed true sensory communication with nature and
relations across distance and space, with spiritual abilities and wisdom. It seems I had the same sensitivity, and assumed everyone had the same abilities, what a shock to learn very few could communicate telepathically beyond their physical five senses. Okay, I was eighteen years old when a friend told me I was not the normal, my abilities were extraordinary, which is why I scared people.

Energy transmissions, receptions, and extrasensory psychic activities are obvious readable sensory vibrations among animals: domestic, wild, farm animals and some cultures.
Sometimes, when the energy fields transmit strong energies in variable direction, the behavior of animals around the family home reacted in ways that signal conditions we have not yet recognized ranging from love to psychic danger or extreme violence coming. Truth, this awareness, receiver, and transceiver of life energies enriched a lifetime of knowledge to numerous forms of universal, spiritual, conscious, and subconscious, life energies, inspired research and hundreds of scientific and spiritual questions within countless lifetimes of ancestors before me.

My knowledge of and personal  interactive ability to communicate amidst animals and grandmother, enlightened, developed, and enriched telepathic consciousness links and strengthen awareness, allowing for communication among various telepathic energies and
spiritual forms: sounds, lights, colors, energy patterns, vibrations and vibrational waves, besides countless communicative forms in nature’s universal consciousness. Okay, this all might have been in early formulation of some very wonderful life stages, prior to Yellowstone. AT first life said you were three going one twenty, until . . . now you are ageless going on eternity.

Change of plans, occurred with new and powerful telepathic energies, which took me a while to comprehend let alone identify the new sensory connection with Yellowstone the Sacred Heart of Mother Earth. It is hard to say why, without warning a time of rebirth,
connection and sacred enlightenment, no human could ever accomplish, is touching ones spirit.

Prayers mean journeys to learn and spiritual guidance to understand. Before verbal speech I can remember praying to Sacred Guardians and Elders for help to understand and survive. Then, many times I called upon and depended on my sacred guardian to guide and protect me—Guardian who has guarded me in another lifetime, arrived and stands
with me since the minute of my birth—one very tall, powerful, wonderful, protective, standing, shimmering white, grizzly bear, and other ancestors of the Bear Clan, helps guide and protect a child born in and/or around Montana. Many conditions and events activated Yellowstone a master teacher, who proved in various ways a grand architect at enrichment and development, which awakens one to a powerful consciousness, for spiritual/universal bonding, and expanding knowledge connected to the Sacred Ones and Mother Earth. Strong awareness skills took me on a massive series of human and spiritual adventures combined numerous experiences filled with expansive energy conditions. Yes, Yellowstone proved a very pivotal factor in my life and my universal awareness.

Foundation of Sacred Knowledge and Indigenous Spirituality:

Thanks to Yellowstone and Grandmother M, along with the Sacred Ones and my guardians, each in their individual unique ways gave me to tools to recognize unrecognized environments, along with conditions unconscious energies can introduce, which inspired me to conduct some interesting research. The knowledge enabled me to see how for
centuries these same dynamics influence via enlightenment, awakening, and/or heal or destroy our universal and personal health conditions.

The mind a source of amazing energy and powers, powerful influences combined with conditionings and the reasons I sought to understand how different energies impact life, behaviors, environments, and family interactions. What do the positive and negative
energies cause? It soon became obvious how positive interactions among people can lead to happy healthy bodies and lifestyles while negative interactions can influence and lead to, unhealthy lifestyles and various health problems.

Silently without fanfare: Sacred knowledge of native sciences, indigenous spirituality and knowledge of traditional environments, and centuries working with various forms of physics: mental, emotional, spiritual, universal and quantum, accumulated with it collided with one headstrong child, the college unknowingly accepted an ancient field of knowledge
and research, (which to them they accepted a new field of research). Knowledge the
Indigenous peoples knew and practiced for centuries, before boat people from
numerous nations arrived here. What I did not say to the establishment this
wisdom has for centuries been a very important ingredient in all behavior and
the way we worked together. This sacred knowledge our spiritual elders knew for
centuries, and a very important part of our basic spiritual foundation, and
lifestyle development, which helped our people establish healthy nations,
families, and culture.

Our psychic and spiritual awareness for centuries enabled our unique interaction with nature, and nature’s children, translated into spiritual/telepathic communications on different levels, filled with sacred and unique mental connects with thought-forms.
Interactive energies, combined with conscious verbal and subconscious telepathic communications, links our psychic interaction, with universal physics and quantum physics: All of which was part of spiritual/traditional foundations and skills. Yes, it was easy to learn from Grandmother M, and the Sacred Ones, animal guidance and my abilities, made it easy for the transitions. Reading energy and able to tap into various energy patterns proved easy for me to move from interactions with nature, to influences within and between individuals, combined with environment. All things, we are
interconnected . . . my relations.

Closing:

What I write about may sound that I am writing my personal history or nothing more
than journey; which has no other purpose or connection, when in fact what I write about, are sacred truths, awareness and ways our people lived, along with the sacred truths, and realities the indigenous people knew, received, and lived by for centuries. Much knowledge faded always, when violence gave none the opportunity to teach the sacred ways, other wisdom, knowledge, and truths got lost, with boarding school and for many other reasons. Thus I have suffered for the people, and taken many journeys and adventures for the last sixty plus years. Many journeys to learn and bring forward, including sacred truths and
wisdoms, insight into the Sacred Universe, to understand the vast knowledge and sacred truths, the Sacred Ones revealed to our people they revealed to me and others, too.

The physics, philosophies, sciences, quantum physics, spiritual physics, and much more through traditions and cultures knowledge, experiences, and truths, all of this and more our relations and Sacred Ones want people to know:

Time for the people to awaken and accept their sacredness and oneness with the Sacred Universe. *Sometimes TRADITIONS must be broken to make TRADITIONS work, is someone thing they said and imprinted on my mind and spirit, many time. For this reason I write about the sacred gifts, guidance, and  enlightenment I have received, all of which traditions says is not to be share, but the Sacred Father and all the Sacred Ones, they say it is important and this is the reason they want all they have shared with me shared with others.

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(c) RedSun/SunHawk Life Adventure  by Michelle RedSun EagleHawk

Second Day: A Journey with and beyond Yellowstone

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Second Day: A Journey with and beyond Yellowstone

How changes began to play out, during the trip to see Grandmother M:

Looking from inside the cocoon out, seeing the world in shades of crystal colors each one extra brilliant inside the cocoon of strong spiritual energy. However, for physical eyes to see into the cocoon, they saw a child, but for spirit to look-in their visions were blocked, they might have been able to sense something, but their telepathic connections or communications a powerful energy blocked. Grandmother M, in conjunction with Mother Earth, the Sacred Ones, Sacred Medicine Elders and our spiritual guardians, are among the many to invoke the Autocatalysis talents from Yellowstone, each one added to the influences in numerous ways, f the first day, once the rubber of the family’s Cadillac turned north onto the highway, heading away from the rural countryside of Riverdale, California, towards Yellowstone/Tetons area.

For a child that had to do everything possible to stay alive, strange conditions arose; which rapidly impacted the total being of Red Sun a.k.a. Buckeye the human lie detector, with new conditions, which summons the child inside a vortex . . . . What is this? What is happening to me, now? Why do I feel strange, my being hurts, many changes and now this new environment tearing at my . . . what is left? Losing . . . part or all of me being, yes, no, terminated, if not what is this that’s overcomes me? I can hear Glen Hunter and Elinora talking . . . but their words are strange sounding. The words they speak I don’t recognize, they speak a strange language. Disconnected, no relation, man cares woman hates. Something says I am not going to die, but I cannot be sure what is and isn’t truth, and who to believe or not believe.

Somewhere in the ticking away of tire miles, on the second day, in the time of strange reversals, my senses realized, what I once believed makes no sense, now. Each thought challenged, and/or reversed, once something or someone studied each life conditioning lesson, opinion, and experiences, is the only way I can explain it. Strange, too, whatever life files, along with pieces of conditions, dreams, or whatever experiences . . . which one whoever deems without value or merit, whoever, quickly casts out, removes or completely erase, I guess by using the rubber along the highway. So much disappearing and erased from my conscious mortal believes.

After lunch on the second day, my spirits lift and want to shine, once I receive communication from Grandmother M, but I was shocked when she told me not to say anything to Elinora or Hunter about what I was experiencing or feeling. Worry not child, I will help you understand, the spiritual autocatalytic connection from within the Sacred Heart of Mother Earth, where I am at right now. Yellowstone, and unfamiliar word, (the only thing I observe in place of words in reference to Yellowstone, high mountain, deep canyon, water shooting from the ground, and a high waterfall). Where I sit is the only power sources that possess sacred spiritual ability to cleanse and purify, awaken and reset your personal life truths, sacred history, and agenda. Once she embraces you and you two connect. Right now, she with you to guide you in different ways, which if she finds you worthy, she will be with you throughout your life.

Grandmother M, a very powerful medicine and sacred spiritual mother of the people, this I had known for some time, especially when everyone including clergy respect her for sacred spiritual abilities, in fact most called her a Saint. It is hard to believe how widely known Grandmother M is on both sides of the ocean; and very respected by all who knew, heard her voice, or experienced her spiritual love medicine. Since universal and spiritual love are powerful healing powers. A very powerful medicine woman, who learned hone her skills from Ojibwa Elders in Nebraska, years before the Dusty Bowl closed down the reservation and the tribe moved north. Then in addition to assisting her to hone the skills she was born with, and they were satisfied she would use them a sacred way, they taught her ancient knowledge and skills.

Only a few are pure enough to handle such sacred traditions, medicine, prayers, and how to work with and handle spiritual physics, including sacred ancients power sources; which the ancients had passed down to the most honorable and sacred of medicine elders. The Sacred Ones say you must first learn to use the sacred gifts and skills you were born with to show how well you handle them and if you will use them honorably. Knowledge I know Elinora and her cult sought the knowledge, but they would misuse it and harm many. Elinora lost the right to all the sacred knowledge and medicines, because she failed her childhood tests.

During our spiritual, telepathic communications, I could sense the power in the area she stands in and the extreme sources in power she uses to communicate, more personal than watching a movie, because we are together in real-time we are sharing a very personal connection. The sharing and handling of such extremely sacred medicines require a very powerful medicine person or persons, who understand how to activate the medicine powers, in a positive manner.

Our communications came from within the sacred universal realm, visual abilities to view each other through a telepathic window, which folded the space between us, and made it easy for us to acknowledge and communicate. This becomes the reason child/spirit could get a full view of Grandmother M and sample of environment. Definitely, Yellowstone used her test to ensure she got and kept the right two in telepathic/spiritual communications. WE stood, ojay, I laid, but we appear before each other, yet, behind Elinora and Glean Hunter, while no one else could see or sense our spiritual contact. One most amazing secret proves how oblivious people are to the sacred energies of Yellowstone the Sacred Heart of Mother Earth, and our most Sacred Mother Earth. Grandmother M has spent a good amount of time Yellowstone, the last three summers she helped keep the campground clean, now she had been there for several weeks, prior to our car beginning its journey, to carry us to Yellowstone.

This gave her time to gather sacred medicines and herbs in Yellowstone, plus arrangement for our family reunion campsites, this is the first week in June, and they planned the reunion for the 4th of July week-end. Ten family campsites, total, two families planned to spend two-weeks and two other families plan to enjoy five-week vacation, but most only plan to come up for only a few days.

The enigma of why everyone felt compelled to take their family reunion and vacation in Yellowstone, I believe came from knowing grandmother’s strong protective medicine, and a decreed we come together of awakening by the Sacred Ones, Mother Earth, Yellowstone. Spiritual knowledge and secrets Grandmother M understood, but she refused tell anyone, the real importance of this gathering, not just for Red Sun, but others, too. The Sacred spiritual medicine I know is not just for Red Sun, but also many others spiritual guidance and need, not excluding family, friends, and people in need of Grandmother M’s blessings and prayers. I sensed she had many more answers too many questions, but not allowed to reveal, since yes it means, there are always numerous reasons to, why we needed to go to Yellowstone and not go to Yosemite National Park for it has to do with spiritual and universal time. Even though Yosemite sat between; the majority of the families, easier access, less expense and driving time.

Nevertheless, Grandmother M’s awareness caused her to insist in strong terms, we Listen and Obey the Sacred Heart of Earth Mother and meet in Yellowstone: Yellowstone possesses the power to connect and summons, protective powers, thus pointless argue when the Sacred Ones prove they are in control, of what is wanted can be  accomplished and honored. Of course, they also arranged for each family they wanted to in Yellowstone, they ensured each family received the finances, and other supports to arrive in Yellowstone. (Now do you understand why I say what they want they get, or problems will follow, thus one way or another win their way?)

Third Day: On a Journey with and beyond Yellowstone

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Third Day: On a Journey with and beyond Yellowstone

Talking in my semi-comatose state about my fear of Elinora and I know she wants me dead. Every time, she states I should have never been born and how she wish I was dead. Each time she says this she is trying to figure out a new way to accomplish my death.

Glen Hunter:

Why do you feel we are going to take you some place to kill you, I told you we are going to Yellowstone Park . . .

Yellowstone:

Ours is a journey to the Sacred Heart of Mother Earth, from within comes a time for learning.

Hearing Glen Hunter’s muffled words, Spirit of Yellowstone instructed me to ask what and why? . . . Hunter what did you say, I am carsick with extremely loud ringing in my ears, it is making it hard hear what you said.

Glen Hunter:

We’re going to Yellowstone Park . . . because of the Korean War: Men/relations are or have been called to active duty, thus our businesses sold, belated honeymoons, become emergency actions, and our families required a quick operation for gathering all our relations in a rather large family reunion, just in case . . . . We are heading to a designated place designed to accommodate a rapidly growing family gathering of plains and western relations.

Most relations and family members have been in receipt of dreams instructing us to gather in Yellowstone: since most plains and west coast male relations, (18 through 40 years)  it now appears are or will called up to active duty. . . . How can I explain this to you so you will understand?

After all of us conferred with your Grandmother M, all the family units after many conversations realized it was extremely important, to have a family reunion, before husbands, brothers and sons receive orders to ship out to war. To give . . . many families, including ours, have to move to other parts of the country . . . to give . . . peace of mind to the men in combat, for one thing, while this Military Action separate men from their families.

Elinora hisses with her spiteful serpent tongue, which she uses to undermine and hurt she aimed at Hunter in hopes of controlling him:

It only an excuse, Hunter sold OUR car dealership and arranged to move us back to the land of his birth, Kentucky, where he believes his brothers will be able to watch over his farm, and us too. This man is convinced he will not return home on his feet, if he is able to return home at all. However, he will not be happy until he plants us in the middle farm country, slopping hogs, and chasing chickens. I’m a city woman not a farm drudge, if he wanted a farm slave he should have married one. If anything happens to him I will sell the farm and disappear.

Red Sun:

I wanted to tell her, but only mentally injected: I think that’s a lot of hogwash going on in your head, he’s not going to die in Korea. You will get use to Kentucky and if you don’t, you will find a ways to make all of our lives miserable. Am not sure which persona was in charge of Elinora the last couple of days, but I do know she has at least three different ones and one very red eye demonic demon, which appears to be a very Demonic Satan. I think I was trying to give someone else a heads-up

Glen Hunter:

Elinora, you knew who and what you were marrying when you married me.

Yellowstone:

Red Sun, the woman’s behavior is one of the exact reasons, among others you cannot identify or give her any reason to know you are in communications with us, no one except your Grandmother M can know. Please, try to accept it will be harmful for all if you say anything right now. In the Sacred Father Creator’s time, after we come together, we will help you understand once you have the strength to come together.

Glen Hunter:

Yellowstone’s summons through her song, which has become a much deeper itch, haunting the spirits, of the ones the Sacred Ones have chosen among the relations of Grandmother M, thus Yellowstone’s spirit refuses to let go . . . we searched for possibility other places, but when all is said and done, all vacation spots turned into black holes, from the oceans of San Diego, including all coastal ports in-between. Next, we searched inland from Big Bear to Yosemite then up through the Grand Tetons, our visions for our gathering hit up against brick walls: visions said life would fail if not Yellowstone and men would die. Elinora’s face continued to get redder with anger the more Glen Hunter spoke and accepted the song of Yellowstone and Mother M.

Sharp chuckle fills the car, when we observed Elinora’s facial reaction to Glen Hunter’s reason for our journey and vacation in Yellowstone. Who was with me I am not sure, yet I hear a quick laughing breeze, which causes me to chuckle, too, the minute it whips around the car.

Elinora:

Ah, bulls – t! Yellowstone visions of cr_b, mother is filling everyone with garbage. (The hissing of venomous hate hung on every word; if she was a rattlesnake with that much venom everyone around her would be dead.) Whose visions, not mine, and why? Visions said, you don’t say. Now for some reason, all of our relations and family; suddenly seem to receive plenty of @#*%, except me, I am better than the rest of you people and I received nothing about Yellowstone, except stay away and go to Vegas. Now you tell me, if you can? What is the reason and why is it all fire important to be in a certain place of dirt? Dirt is dirt and so it shouldn’t make any difference where one sets up camp in dirt. Now Red Sun I ask you if it makes any sense for everyone to meet in Yellowstone, a place of nothing more than dirt, gas, hot waters, bugs, and wild animals, all of which is of no concern to me, you can all go to H3E double L, as far as, I am concerned.

Glen Hunter ignoring Elinora:

Even when we tried to speak of going any place other than . . . we all got seasickness on land. The way you’re experiencing carsickness now, Yellowstone’s attacked us; even stray thoughts away from her seem to hit us, with a strange violent sickness, which only departed once we set our sights on Yellowstone. We decided we would camp, where Grandmother M vision instructed, south of Ol’ Faithful and north of the Grand Tetons, inside Yellowstone, the only compromise allowed.

Elinora:

Strange, too, how no one’s intuition has been able to interpret Yellowstone’s song, except to say Yellowstone’s song: Why these demands we must accommodated at some camp-p-p g-r-r-r-rounds rather than a lodge with running water and indoor plumbing? That’s why we’ll drop you off to stay with your grandmother and we’re going to stay at the lodge for our belated honeymoon.

Battle of opinions with words, Glen Hunter:

Notwithstanding, Red Sun you can ignore what she has to say, neither, Elinora’s opinion . . . nor one-single dream released anyone of us from the summons to Yellowstone. All the family relations coming here received numerous recurring Yellowstone dreams, each one challenged us to come and understand the importance of Yellowstone and no place else. Yellowstone refusal to release anyone from her influences helped us understand, she wanted us and once we declared we would answer Yellowstone’s call to come to her.

Yes, she called to us through: dreams, visions, voices, and visitations, in fact, she even enhanced certain individual’s intuition abilities to make sure we listened to her. Matters not, how we tried to break Yellowstone’s haunting, mystical, control, we were under her spell, that old black magic . . . . We contacted Grandmother M, give her our dreams, and impressions, for her to translate: The Creator decrees our families gather at Yellowstone and no place else, if these visions are correct, which haunt our immortal spirits, all will live, however, if we don’t some lives will stop.

Elinora hisses:

That’s some joke Red Sun! . . . Who SAYS your Grandmother M’s voice must always be the final DECISION. Everyone listens to her and yet they all refuse to listen to ME, I have the same powers as your grandmother. In fact, I am more powerful, she worships God, and I worship Satan. He makes sure all of my wishes come true; truth he gives me everything I wanted. God doesn’t do much of anything for anyone.

Red Sun thinking:

Then why are we going to Yellowstone, if he gives you everything you want, can I ask why are we going to Yellowstone and Kentucky? But only voicing: Question: When Grandmother M speaks people really listens to her words, but this you know. Truth, woman! . . . In a soft whisper, Most think you are a joke.

Elinora hears the words and does a rapid backwards lunge, throwing half of her body over the front bench, and sucker punches child in the stomach, thanks goodness this child fat similar a grizzly bear cub. Something I assumed might cause problems, but truth is truth. Elinora behaved in true her form, when anyone suspects, implies, suggests, or possessed knowledge Elinora BE a liar, a con artist or calls her on her behavior, she turns into a pack of ten wolverines on attack. If around sundown or later she would fight until sunup. She enjoyed the power to continue her violence until she gets her way or injures the one who spoke honest words and truths, against her.

Elinora loved to fight until sunup, however, a great deal of the times, she loved to fight so much, she would intentionally start a fight, and for many the number of entities and demons attached to her, she always fought with the strength of ten wolverines. The fight would not end until dawn, no matter how much harm or how many injuries she inflicted on others. She wanted people (women, children) and MEN to think twice about saying anything against her and God help the man and me if the man refused to sleep with her. Elinora was not beneath going after someone with a knife or cracking their head open, which made nights around our dwellings interesting, at least five nights each week. I cannot say house or home, because all the places we lived seem to undergoing continual repairs from Elinora’s violence and destruction. This time I only received a sucker punch, but wait until tonight to see what she will do to me.

Glen Hunter, in his Colonel/ Major and Drill Instructor voice:

Elinora knock it off, Red Sun is only a child, repeating what she has heard from others, where we lived. Red Sun, don’t listen to Elinora, she’s just mad because no one gave into her opinion for our reunion in Vega, she doesn’t care who she sends to the poor house. Then ‘WE the PEOPLE,’ have learned not to dispute Grandmother M’s spoken decrees. Failure to do so is tantamount to suicide: we all have learned regrettable backlashes can and do rise up to slap those in the face who fail to listen . . . not just for a season, either, but can be for a lifetime or many seasons.

Listening to Glen Hunter after the knowledge of what conditions such environments forced me to experience with Elinora’s past and present beliefs, her occult environments, and demonic persona; caused me to question other situations, her behavior invited. Tantamount to inviting chronic reversed situations, his words enlightened answers to why, to why so many problems. Sometimes, we ask questions when it is not time or we lack enough information to comprehend the reality to our questions’ answers or on the flipside we receive answers, but we lack basic knowledge to comprehend, their meaning and purpose.

Still, a knowingness within my spirit realized such  questions set the stage for a new wham of life challenges: a new energy are question activated and summons new journeys and adventures, while we get the impression of now is not the time but soon. Interesting how in a split-second, pieces of information give us the impression we will receive answers in time, except we will not will not receive the answer or know how or when, until the adventures and journeys unfolds before us.

Mental contemplations, is flooded with sensory sensations, spirit is set adrift, but permits curiosity to remain. . . . How much, how often, and what is her involvement with those things trying to end my life, past and now, what a road trip? Mind and spirit, spins and collides with countless questions, conditions, and recurrences or many thoughts. Environment in motion, what is this new energy vortex, which embraces consciousness of child/spirit combined with Red Sun into a state of deep meditation; who is permitting strong connection with eternal spirit to Red Sun for recognition and observation to acknowledge  truths from lies, while promoting child spiritual and mental development. Yes, there is always two sides to the spirit tear, which because of conditions, awaken, enlightened, and permitted Red Sun (eternal spirit), to be a very powerful mentor, in unique ways supplied both child/spirit to excel daily in mental, and universal growth.

Conscious concern reflect-on various happenings and analysis what Glen Hunter referenced prior to new energies turning conscious analyses away from immediate . . . to viewing sacred life, filled with spiritual visions and telepathic communications. It takes some very powerful guardians to protect the total of Red Sun from such darkness. Honest, it must also help knowing what they know, the many plans for the journey meant Grandmother M receiving spiritual visions and inspiration, to honor the Sacred Ones desires. There comes a time is it important to block the path with spirit light and confuse and blind the enemy.

Sacred Spirit of Yellowstone speaks:

We supported and directed Sacred Mother M to arrange for Red Sun to vacation with her in Yellowstone, while Glen Hunter and Elinora disappear on a three-week long belated honeymoon, before the family reunion.

Glen Hunter must have heard what the sacred spirit from Yellowstone said becuse of his statement that followed:

I just realized it is important for child/spirit/Red Sun to be alone with Grandmother M, strange but I just realized Yellowstone is a sacred land and maybe  . . . just maybe. . . . He realizes the importance of silence.

[Universal Spirit Language: When I use names, during the course of spirit/spiritual communications, much of the conversation are transmitted in pictures and imaginary thought-forms, not spoken English or the way we communicate verbally. It is important to understand the following used more pictures, imaginary thought-forms, or pictures combined with action, all of which gave the impression of verbal interactive conversation, but is what one can correctly refer. . . universal language. The pictures and interactive imaginary guardians and those communicating in spiritual communication relay in interactivity visual actions in various ways to get their messages across, similar to the way we see things portrayed in movies, but on a much grander scale—to ensure interactive comprehension.]

Before I could hear anything else from Glen Hunter or Elinora the full strength of the vortex comes and in a zap, summons, and takes all within the cocoon, along with guardians and protectors to take an interactive part in a sequence of interesting, wonderful, relative spirit journeys, including sensory pictorial communication combined with intensified visions:

Afterwards (reference after the family accepted Yellowstone) . . . We (several guardians standing together) told  Grandmother M (picture of Grandmother M) to talk to Glen Hunter, (picture of Glen Hunter), and insist, (picture of Elinora) Elinora spend a couple of weeks around her mother, it is important Red Sun spend time with her (guardian) Grandmother M and Elinora together. We explained the importance of/for all vacationers to include only a certain part of their vacations experiences in Yellowstone, during a certain week in your time for then we will connect and come together with everyone in Yellowstone. Sacred Truth, it is important for Grandmother M, the Sacred Ones, and one grandchild Red Sun to connect with Yellowstone. Truth, our only way to get the child/Red Sun here, and because they accept, their guardians and others Sacred Ones will do all we can to bring family members home safe from combat.

Moreover Elinora is determined the three of you will spend time with a few other of her family members including your Grandfather M, who did not get the summons. [Grandmother and Grandfather M were divorced.] After Yellowstone you will spend a couple of week in and around the Fresno area, before heading east, you will have two other stops, one of, which will allows Elinora to tell family/cult members . . . SHE/we will miss you, but WE have to leave. Child, know this, you are not to go with her for any reason, even if we have to make you sick that day, you will not go.

One very important message and concern all must heed . . . Red Sun remember you cannot and should not . . . for any reason . . . return to the house in Riverdale or communicate with anyone outside your family, except when you stand by your Grandmother M’s side. We have explained to Sacred Mother M it is of upmost importance for her to convince Hunter and Elinora to leave little Red Sun with her or her son and his family, or even better keep you with her while they pack up everything in Riverdale, finish closing the Chevy Dealership sale, and pay off all their debts, before they (car traveling along lines on a map) head out to Kentucky, (picture of family in Kentucky) with money in hand.

This portion I could not be sure if they were speaking directly to me, or Grandmother M, and me, and/or among themselves:

It is important to get Elinora out of California and away from the Satanic Cult, she is involved in, especially, if  we are to keep Red Sun alive, until Red Sun is strong enough to survive Elinora’s attacks. Critical: All things involving Red Sun/child, need cleansing, healed, awaken, and reawaken before Red Sun/child, leaves on their journey to Kentucky, it is going to be too late to get her to the Sacred Heart of Mother Earth, and in the medicine circle of Yellowstone, if you wait until she is older.

This is what we showed Grandmother M and now you. You can speak with her and ask what she saw, to confirm what we say, for you know her visions prove 99.9% to 100% accurate. She is very good that way at hearing, seeing, and reading visions. Perhaps on occasion she might be off on the color of the clothes one wears or the exact minute of day and temperature, yet everything else of great importance to the message she interprets precisely.

WE revealed to Grandmother M the importance of and why we are taking you into realm of absolute death and hold you on the brink for a few days to erase and remove all that, which does not belong since you, have been in much danger. Those things she heard on her bed at night were demonic tricksters of negativity and deception might take you down the wrong path. (They showed me pictures of hiding from these dark deformed animals with horns and scales trying to pull us down a very dark path.). Past and future events, in time and across space along with potential conditions have demonstrated why the Sacred Ones have decreed we must connect the earthly form child with eternal spirit Red Sun, now.

In fact, there is great urgency to awaken, and join the two. It is important the two recognize together their sacredness, spiritual abilities, universal communications, connection with, and power to channel sacred messages through combined eternal oneness, Combined oneness will take each on many great journeys, even greater experiences and knowledge gained. Together the protection is strong, allowing each to experience many great adventures with your guides and all the Sacred Ones for starters.

[Yes, it was hard to tell if this is/was within a here and now vision or an observer witnessing recall events between Grandmother M, et al. Very ironic how Grandmother M, one of light, became the biological mother of Elinora, one of darkness. Time travellers inside a transport vortex, carried us to various places, which helped us to experience and absorb, so much insight and unique knowledge via observations, interaction, sensory, visual, vocal, and telepathic transmissions.]

Elinora a child born of light, but taken over and possessed by a legion of demonic entities, which started when she was very young, in her early childhood she could never get enough attention, she wanted people to love her more than they loved her mother. A child deceived into believing she was the most important person in the world, which all people should bow down to and accept as their Goddess. She wanted people to see her as a Goddess, more powerful in all ways than her mother. Resentment, and jealousy, turned into deep hatred towards anyone that received her mother’s attention, or showed her mother respect. This is why you are an enemy in her eyes, because of your love and respect for your Grandmother M. It upset Elinora that her mother, your guardian, and you share a sacred spiritual love between each other, and she has taught you things she refused to teach her own daughter, but you can learn sacred truths and important insight into the differences, of light and dark, since you are not of her blood.

Grandmother M born Ojibwa and raised with a German family, whose bloodline and religious believes she too discovered , had always been devote Devil Worshippers, and direct descendants, of those that created the death ovens, designed to and did end more than a million human lives . . . . Lives the Germans considered neither worthy, nor equal to them, since Germany declared they were the Superior Race and all others races inferior. In time you will witness what happen to those that do worship and walk in darkness.

Elinora has been deceived into believing her mother‘s bloodline is German and her father was Cherokee. Her uncle a spy and devote Neo-Nazi Satanist, played on her jealousy and anger, inasmuch as he had unhealthy desires for Elinora, when she was a young girl of nine years. He took Elinora every place he could and invited Elinora to Neo-Nazi meetings, where they gave her even more of the attention she required, and they accepted and encouraged her violence, which inspired her to join the cult and organization.

One important fact for you to remember, and the truth, behind the German uncle behavior, he possessed a strong envious craving towards Grandmother M abilities and hated her, since she was not German, but an Ojibwa woman many respected, and his dreams have always directed him in different ways to destroy your Grandmother M.

The satanic cult members hoped to influence and use Elinora against Grandmother M, knowing Grandmother M’s extensive spiritual, and medicine powers, they were hoping to take control of the Sacred Mother and her abilities, They tried often to made deals with the Sacred Mother M to get her to give them her powers and they have tried to blackmail her numerous times. One more reason uncle got Elinora involved in their Neo-Nazi Satanic Cult Movement. Elinora did not disappoint the cult. In fact, in a very short time her involvement in the Satanic Cult turned her into one who is hard to explain, in a few short paragraphs, but she earned the status Satanic High Goddess, the bride of Satan.

Know this you are protected, but she killed her first born and the cult plots to turn you into the one that follow in Elinora’s footsteps, since they have been shown your future abilities, but they need to get you to develop deep hatreds, disbelieve and mistrust Grandmother M, which is the only way they can see will get you to worship Satan. For now you are semi-safe, but if Elinora is not able to accomplish both, by your tenth year, then they will allow her to the physical life of Red Sun. We have to make sure your strength and abilities are strong by then.

Based on Elinora’s deep jealousy and resentment, of the strong bond and relationship between you and her mother, can spell dangerous conditions ahead. You have received strong guardianship and protection by the one who rescued child and Red Sun from many deaths. She saved you child even when not in sight, she even helped rescue you from death by train and a few other attempts made by Elinora. In fact, conditions will require her protection and healings during more than a few occasions, to come. It was and is important she hid Red Sun away from those that feared the birth of Red Sun, and the cult has received instructions to possess and turn Red Sun. In some ways you are still dealing with the same forces that challenge you and seek your death.

New vortex carries us on a unique spirit walk and visitation sitting in a Longhouse lodge with Spiritual Guardians:

Do you remember, even before your ability of speech? Before birth you received the gift of spiritual knowledge and recognition of sacred difference, and walk in two universes before the tear and separation, it is important you two belong together. One cannot survive without the other, for you are more than one body and one sacred eternal spirit of Red Sun, who has returned to this world for a sacred purpose: Know this you are here to help save the thousands of sacred children, in truth, many thousands of the children will be lost and thousands more perish needlessly without Red Sun.

This information is to help make sure you learn, you need to understand you can gain knowledge in rather unique ways. The first time Elinora, attempted to kill you, by leaving your lifeless in the bathtub, before your second cycle, we held you and help you learn special sacred universal knowledge, until Grandmother M rescued you. Yes, it is important for you to understand, how you could be one and yet two spiritual beings together, but with the drowning a tear happened, but the biggest separation occurred on the railroad track, and then later on that night she tried to smother you, to waken you and for others to attach and worm their way in.

These in addition to a few other factors makes it urgent and critical we cleanse, mend, heal, awaken, renew, and reawaken DNA, physical child with psychic physics, Intellectual/Universal/Spiritual to Quantum Physics and Eternal Being of Life and Light bringing them all together from past to present and into the future. Now do you understand you need us to mean that which has been under attack, torn, and almost completely separated, if that happens neither will survive and thousands will be lost, we must mend soon or neither will survive? If one is lost, both will die, and then many thousands will be lost and perish needlessly.

It is important you and your sacred spirit remember how you shared a strong spiritual connection with valuable, sacred abilities to sense, see, hear, observe, and witness the deceptions of negative influences. Together you have the gift to a summons forth sacred awareness, and develop stronger knowingness of life and events, while you can gain and enrich knowledge of negative, dark, demonic entities; which some want to control and/or destroy while they control and possess your spirit; however, know this because of certain gifts unique . . . also means one uncommon struggle for spiritual survival. Most of the dark demonic and/or disembodied creatures’ attacks on you came from, orchestrated, and choreographed, by those who worship Satan, controlled by demonic forces, of as Elinora the demons of darkness have the ability to compel people to do things they might not do otherwise. You can find them anywhere not just involved in Satanic Cults, in reality it means, get to know the spirit-heart of, observe behavior, and know their words, in time you will understand.

Secret, many of these disembodied creatures love to relive life on a more destructive level, and this they might be able to accomplish if they connect to a child , and maybe in time they can become walk-ins once they discover how they can weaken and destroy the spirit of the innocent child. The sacred spirit of a child is a hundred times stronger and wiser than most people realize. Such connections can give demons a direct line to the Sacred Ones, in a destructive way. Know anger and depression can be harmful and weaken ones defenses. Notes this journey to Yellowstone, has many purposes, including our sacred abilities and skills to cleanse, we can assist you to remove all the hatred, dissolve satanic cult influences, dislodge disembodied entities, which then allows reprograming for healthier life and spiritual development. WE then can take the negative, demonic, and disembodied away and send them to where they need to go to earn another chance to return and earn their right to transcend.

If similar attempts to kill, fail to kill, they can weaken ones spirit, cause spirit-heart and other types of interference, which can cause one to accept negative subconscious programming. Thus, this among several others reasons they challenged Elinora to cause your spiritual death, too many demons, disembodied entities, and tricksters, enjoy Elinora’s drinking and sexually affairs. Some sought new bodies for walk-in dominance, one more reason. First they need to weaken before they can gain negative influences on the child’s mind, thus they can weaken more and more, in their attempts to separate a child from eternal spirit; which then gives them a pathway to get rid of or dominate the child’s soul and thus they have an opening to begin their walk-in. Sacred Truth, Elinora’s spirit is flooded with—negative energy, under dangerous psychic influences; know each entity wants to possess another’s form, they seek those with spiritual abilities, which you will in time understand.

Thus in many ways and for many reasons this journey goes beyond serious or critical, it is the journey for survival by the numbers Know Yellowstone’s sacred medicine power, has moved into action to remove and discard the ones not of the Sacred Spirit of Eternal Light of Life and Love while you are on the road, and much has been happening before you arrive at your grandmother’s camp site, to block them from discovering you and they will not return with Elinora either.

Sundown feels closer in the mountains and Elinora was showing signs of withdrawal, and breaking out in sweats, she no long desired but was in physical need of her liquor, which meant it had become urgent for us to stop at a hotel with a cocktail lounge or one close by one. Food was not important to Elinora, when she was in this state of mind. Hunter stopped at a hotel with a cocktail lounge, and Elinora disappeared until after she finished her second drink. Time to get dressed for dinner, but I was too sick to leave the room. They went downstairs and Hunter brought me back cheeseburger and fresh fruit.

Carsickness has was one thing, but not the real reason for my intense motion sickness, this came from the vortex travel, physical body, guardian protection, keeps body functions active, but not good for supporting, the functions of walk, talk and/or eat, only for laying down in a semi-conscious state. Throughout the entire night, child consciousness, and Red Sun eternal spirit enjoyed taking journeys in the travellers’ vortex, with guardians and spiritual elders. Flight without an airplane, able to sense and communicate with life and the universe on many new and wonderful levels, while sensory abilities were able to recognize, analysis, and communicate with a beautiful and wondrous universe. Universal language, telepathic communications, and absorption of elements and environments, who can say this universe is not alive and living, need to take a sacred spiritual flight..

Fourth Day: Embraced by Yellowstone and Beyond

Yellowstone Powerful Autocatalysis Instructor …. Chapter One

Fourth Day: Embraced by Yellowstone and Beyond

Sunup the fourth day, we had been taking journeys all through the night, however, I learned there were a few more introduction journeys, before we arrived at Grandmother M’s campsite.. Breakfast time, and for a child that loved food, this morning was much different, the guardian of the child, requires only light to rebuild energy, thus he/she had no desire for food, but had learned to walk and talk some. Vortex journeys continued until a little after mid-afternoon around the time Glen Hunter shouts: Red Sun, we will be in Yellowstone soon, we are over halfway across the Teton Mountain Range, which is actually part of Yellowstone, too.

Just before he shouted the energy fields and patterns connected to our journey in the vortex, began our return travel. Time for child to return to physical body, with the help of the guardian it was easy to connect, rebalance, and take over heart beat for proper circulation and come back from the journey. Interesting, spiritual energy and vortex travel assistance, helped to return all to the point, in earth time, just before the calling of my name.

This vortex travel helped me return with a sense of rejuvenation, restored strength, along with new comprehension, enlightenment, and spiritual connectivity ability. Yes, we were only a few hours away from Grandmother M. Although, physical, psychological, psychic functions, spiritual energy, and strength, combined with renewed inspirational intuition, enlightenment, and excitement meant it could not come soon enough, for me. Inasmuch as the closer the car with us in it, got to Yellowstone the more apprehensive and violent Elinora’s behavior becomes. Bearing in mind, too, poor, Elinora had to actually eat her breakfast, instead of drink it, withdrawals maybe, or habit, no matter either way, booze had once again become the only thing on her mind, which began showing soon after breakfast. Now being so close meant time the time had arrived in Elinora’s mind to make Hunter and Red Sun’s life a living hell, by starting another of her verbally abusive, fights, with a punch or two thrown in from time to time arguments and because she could knowing Hunter would not do anything while he was driving.

Elinora starts her argument by shouting venomous filled comments: Red Sun, we sure are going out of our way for you, I will be glad when we get you to your Grandmother M in Yellowstone. Hunter will not let me have even one drink; until after we get rid of you. You are nothing but trouble; in fact you should have never been born. This world would be better off without you; you are a stone around my neck. For the next eight-five miles Glen Hunter and Elinora did nothing, but argue. While Elinora tried to drag me in to the middle of their fights any which way she could. Even shouting at me to hit Glen Hunter for her, that had me confused and I refused to hit him, so she hit me.

Speaking to unseen guardians:

Great I lack energy to deal with Elinora. Yes, I feel somewhat stronger with life returning, nonetheless, I still lack real strength to say or do much. It is dangerous if Elinora starts hitting one Hunter, hoping to force him to stop at a liquor store and get her a bottle of booze and mix. She finished the two bottles he got her last night, after she returned to the hotel and all the drinks she had before and after dinner. Darn, either way drinking and/or lack thereof can make people mean, people that drink will do anything they can to get drunk. No one wins, when she wants a bottle or when she is drunk, the more she drinks the greater dangers, the greater the violence, from dangerous mean to meaner and deadly. She is vicious when she isn’t drinking, with her; no one can win, and you never know which personality is going to come awake, either. One wrong word has all too often caused an all-out battle and accident, she goes crazy, Grandmother M help me I am afraid with the way she is behaving.

Grandmother M transmits all-embracing telepathic communications: Red Sun can you hear me?

Red Sun: Coming in very loud and strong. Wow, I can feel you Grandmother M; you are coming in about the size of a mountain, can you hear me, it is strange, here and dangerous, about the time I start to recover, Elinora’s spirit starts growing uncomfortable and turning darker. Overpowered by carsickness, on the verge of dead, incased in lights and lost in a cocoon, the worse I felt the more she sang. All things move, and changed, when I could not speak, she sang. Now some light and enlightenment touching all and we are listening to more dark hearted venomous hatred and selfish greed. See-Saw effect, new energies begins, carsickness receding, physical and spiritual receiving life energizing energy and strength. Abilities are beginning to awaken, each mile closer to Yellowstone, and you grandmother. The same time I can sense demons trying to communicate with her and the area around here is blocking them, and light is touching her.

Grandmother M: Secrets on both sides, hear me, do not . . . I am serious . . . do not say a word of what I am telling you, or let on you and I are communicating. Very important for you to understand, definitely say not a word to Elinora about anything you have experienced on the journey here. It is important you say nothing, in time you will understand why, after you get here. Although truth of reality suggests, Red Sun you are linked to Yellowstone, which began many days back across time., to keep you save, Sweetheart, she has taken you to her heart and introduced each of us to far-reaching, wonderful autocatalysis influences. Relax my child, accept her blessings and love, she has many gifts to give you, and blessing for you to receive, but remember  for your protection say nothing to Elinora or Hunter.

One guardian implies: On the other hand, child time seems to necessitate, full comprehension, awareness, acceptance, and absorption for awakening. You will be with us for a couple of weeks, providing you the opportunity to visit Yellowstone with your Grandmother M. Your time for your spirit-heart and mind too open, a time when you will find strange, amazing, and mysterious, filled with many new and magnificent presentation by Mother Earth, Yellowstone, the Sacred Ones and of course Grandmother M will surprise you, but for your protection hold your tongue.

Inside Yellowstone National Park

Yellowstone Powerful Autocatalysis Instructor

Inside Yellowstone National Park

Around suppertime, we pulled into the third camp area, inside Yellowstone and I senses tingled Grandmother M . . . Where, where?

Unseen Guardian: There, Red Sun. . . . Look up, right over there! (Pictures giving me direction and sight beyond sight) She’s coming out of her Airstream. Tumble from the back into the front, atop, across, and over Elinora, head first in a sudden leap through her window, straight into grandmother’s open arms: “Hooray, we’re here!” before Hunter turned the engine off. Love touch connects . . . gentle hand of sacred spirit breeze, summons sacred life energizing energies . . . two hearts, minds and spirits: flow as one . . . visions shared unspoken words flow from within the Sacred Heart of Mother Earth Yellowstone: Flashes, implied this was a time of enormous importance—a wounded life’s circle came to heal and make whole . . . Red Sun. Here one meets her past, embraces the rebirth of her present, to achieve greater strengths for others to survive, and identify the future.

Glen Hunter had removed my luggage out of the trunk of the car, before we returned on our short journey, while I clung to Grandmother M and she clung tight t me in her arms, I heard Elinora say we will see you in a month, and told Glen Hunter take her where she could get something to drink, in the same breath. Amazing how fast they disappeared before I finished greeting Grandmother M and our spirit journey within the vortex had completed. She did not give her mother a hug or kiss, either, since she refused to get out of the car, the only words from her, Here is Red Sun, we are late,  see you in a month . . .Goodbye.

This was our bonding time, we were experiencing each millisecond flashes of recall, receiving memory each recalling reality, each individual, each reflection connects experiences, and exposes a unique tapestry of information. Many questions answered in less than sixty seconds: lessons experienced became knowledge acquired into personal/universal history. Each flash or a combination of conscious/subconscious reality becomes another journey moving us in spirit time through wonderful spiritual portals. World turning around us, we are inside the vortex and time resets our combined spirit travels from the if-fen shadows of our eternal spirit-life journeys, which combine our spiritual history—into heavens light of spiritual physics and universal wisdom.

Upon our return from the journey, grandmother voiced nothing, but telepathic communications, enriches are awareness with eye contact, which communicated more than words could express—one of many ways we shared communications: Yes, it’s an important time in our lives, Red Sun . . . a child who would not be here now, if several seasons earlier, the Creator had not guided his humble messenger, by his sacred hands of love, to return life to a child death had claimed. Then twice more, in less than ten-months her life restored, after the rescue of a young Red Sun, from a house of many shot and murders.

Arms around neck, placing kisses on her cheeks, forehead, chin, corners of mouth and nose, before our favorite position of forehead-to-forehead: I hear you. Know this my guardian this life is yours. If not for your connections and skills . . . arching back to struggle with hand sign language: eye . . . no B no 4 U . . .  Sorry, shake hands, for acknowledgement to grandmother: hand sign not good yet. I looked around to discover Glen Hunter and Elinora were no longer anyplace to be seen. They did not tell either of us good-bye only dropped off my things and left. Oh, well, I am with Grandmother M and that is all that really counts, Elinora doesn’t have to come back really.

Time had come for Yellowstone embraces us within her sacred energies and Mother Earth speaks: Sacred Mother, you, and Red Sun, we have witnessed are true, sacred, and rare spiritual women. Sacred Mother you are well loved and respected. Considering individual acknowledges you a sacred mother, sacred messenger, saint, guardian, spiritual guide, teacher, missionary, healer, and friend.

Regardless, of the words this day, by the hour of Red Sun’s birth, this Sacred Mother touched generations of . . .  across all cultural backgrounds and language groups . . . while the other had touched and influenced hundreds of thousands across a number of decades. What can one say other than the both of you are sacred women who stimulate—individual awakenings of intellectual talents through mind and spirit. However, I can’t say how all see or feel you child in the future, but I can say, we see all who receive her, are touched, or walked across her aura, sense a true sacred spiritual presence. There is much ahead that needs not be revealed at this time to the little one.

Okay, even after joining grandmother, it was still important for more connections, journeys, and awakenings which meant adventures within the vortex of travel, and sleeping by Grandmother M, this night we continued to slip in and out of a state of semi-consciousness, until the shadow of Yellowstone’s crossed over our campgrounds, and light returned, proclaiming Red Sun is now fully within Yellowstone’s loving embrace and cherished in dawn’s embrace . . . . The same second of dawn, we hear a spiritual energy pop, providing us with sensations of sacred spirit embraces establish the child/Red Sun, in a way, which helps us familiarize our connections with the sacred energies of Yellowstone.

Sacred lives and energies greet both with a grand embrace: In one moment child/Red Sun recognized the sacred presence, influence, and embraces . . . Yellowstone, used during our entire four-day journey. Hard to believe how after days of lying flat, not sure if alive or dead, and then with a blessing and embrace life returns via gifts of enlightenment. Once inside the Sacred Circle of Yellowstone Sacred Heart of Mother Earth and the Mother Earth’s powerful blessings of eternal life and love many new opportunities guided us to relate to the sacred spirit of Yellowstone. After a peanut butter and jelly sandwich, and a short time before falling off to sleep, with the vortex of travel requesting we take a journey within,  I questioned Grandmother about WHY and WHAT is important that I say nothing to Elinora or Glen Hunter and neither were to have any knowledge about my sacred cocoon, spiritual connections, spirit journeys, and our telepathic connections. We took a few journeys together which was fun talking to elders, but I cannot say how long we were gone, since I failed to wake up until morning.

At breakfast I asked why neither one gave me a kiss, shook my hand, or a pat on the back, they just dumped the luggage and left. It hurt since Elinora told me shortly, before how glad she was glad to get rid of me, I was in her way and nothing but trouble, she wanted me out of her, and she did not care if I was dead, because she would never cry over my dead body. I asked what I thought was a simple question but the answer, became a very long and hard journey to understand: Why does she hate me so much?

[Sacred and Personal Life Truths: At the beginning of the journey, I was too young and twisted up insides, prior to the wonderful gift of awakening comprehension, and enlightenment for understanding the greatness of Yellowstone the Sacred Heart filled with Mother Earth’s teachings and love. By the time we headed back to southwest and to central Kentucky, I had come alive. Gone from blind to having eyes, which discovered they had the power and ability to see beyond the normal five senses. All the years since Yellowstone, including present day, my heart sings a song of love and thanks, for the gifts and opportunity of acceptance to connect with the sacred life force of universal life and spiritual physics.

However strange, for a time no one could convince me of Yellowstone’s involvement, or powerful autocatalysis influences, during our journey from Riverdale, California to Yellowstone. Yet, after I sleep on the ground, our spirits journeyed together, began a great and powerful change. For a time I walked a time upon sacred ground, within her sacred heart, where I learned to appreciate and comprehend her sacred abilities, blessings and many of her very wonderful spiritual manners. You know the saying walk a mile in my moccasins, will it requires a little more than a mile to walk with the Sacred Heart of Yellowstone, to realize the sacred unity of the universe’s divine spiritual oneness. ]

[Sorry, Grandmother M’s history, I’ll have to save for another time book, inasmuch as, her life history and mine with her can’t be written in less than 500 pages. Truth, the vastness of wisdom and influences: in combination with Yellowstone and Grandmother M, along with an abundance of history, nature, and eternal wisdom, directing life and knowledge back to my roots – begins with osmosis assimilation, designed to awaken in one short lifetime, decades of knowledge, which in turn connects one to generations of history. Even with the infusion it took many seasons to classify, categorize, as well as, obtain a useful maturity to understand, now maybe you can understand why it can’t be put into a few pages either. All this happened within a short space of time once our lives became interconnected. True Reality, Grandmother has neither written a book, nor held public office, but she had publicity agents promoting, one Sacred Mother her around the world, for all she did, it was her abilities and sacred gifts which helped to guide and teach. She was not Catholic but if she was she would be on the wall beside Sister Theresa and Pope John Paul III, and then one other that trained with her in Nebraska and South Dakota . . . Grandfather John White Cloud of the Parrot Clan of the Laguna Pueblo Nations]

© Michelle Red Sun EagleHawk

RedSun/SunHawk Life Adventures

February 2011

The Quest No Turning Back

The Quest No Turning Back                                                                Opening

Yellowstone Powerful Autocatalysis Embrace

Sacred Heart of Mother Earth

No Turning Back

Several decades later, it’s still incredible . . .  how Yellowstone the Sacred Heart of Mother Earth and Yellowstone National Park became an awkening, to the most sacred and powerful Autocatalysis Spirit and Energy; which can influence certain varied personas, individuals, and friends, or certain family members, in addition to certain ones who work in or around her. Strange how five people can walk together in Yellowstone, and only one will she embrace, leaving most blind to and with no comprehension of what life changing adventures, others experience or are experiencing. Only after such an embrace, living through unique adventures and spiritual journeys with Yellowstone’s help, can we realize the reasons and truth of her sacred embrace within all our experiences.

Sacred Yellowstone the life maker and/or life breaker, I wonder how many people comprehend the real scope of all your sacred medicine power filled gifts, or the uniqueness of your sacred heart’s enormous spirit? Do people understand, how much of an autocatalysis you can become and/or became in their lives, too, I fear not many, but if I ask, you, will they remember and answer?

In Yellowstone, events seemly unrelated can connect, contribute to, and teach, unique truths, and awaken spiritual abilities by infusion of wondrous truths into individual total beings of life and spirit? Yes, hundreds may come to you and not experience or see anything of your sacred spirit or powers; while others, your embrace treats to fantastic autocatalytic life components full of interactive activities . . . and/or because of said experience connections; each awakens to his/her true life’s direction, via your extraordinary interventions. Once awaken, each one soon realizes his/her new direction, is the direction from which there can be . . . no turning back, for his/her total oneness is awaken and aware of his/her true direction once his/her sacred eternal spirit experiences its own atonement.

Yellowstone, one of your miraculous skills is the gift to awaken spirits lost on multi-dimensions, across space without time, in addition to your unusual talent and presentation with unrelated, far-flung influential events. Dreams, visions, sensory explorations and many other adventures one assumes has no purpose and/or maybe something one choices not to experience again, but each individual soon realizes, they were not far-flung, painful or unrealistic, experiences, but each one is presented to actually influence ones involvement in his/her life for a lifetime, since Yellowstone can also be a great healer. It is important for all to realize you hold wonderful stimuli over this world, since you possess an amazing connection with all of life, which includes (among a few of the most powerful) Nature, Mother Earth, the Sacred Ones, and our sacred universe.

Extraordinary, mysterious and magnificent are word that can only starts to profile how your wisdom and universal connection puts those you chose to embrace, in contact with essential, valuable, knowledge, at his/her time of necessity, with unique forms of communication, which influences, and awakens, past, present and future, awareness within your embraces. The sacred heart embrace, in truth, becomes many pebbles in ones water of life, inasmuch as, the sacred heart continues to reach out and touch many lives, in much the same way you have with me, throughout our continual connection and sacred journey together. Question, I ask only because I wonder, how many thousands upon thousands of lives have you embraced and supported, across space and our universe, unbeknownst to them.

Nevertheless, most who visit you—Yellowstone the Sacred Heart of Mother Earth—assume you are nothing more than Yellowstone the National Park a place for a honeymoon, vacation, exploration, and on occasion a family reunion, and few have expectation beyond that, although some do consider you to have spiritual powers, but only a few, and a fewer still receive the pleasure of your sacred embrace, and spiritual guidance.

Now if one ask the Ancients, Sacred Chiefs, Spiritual/Medicine Leaders and Grandmother M about the ancient secrets of Yellowstone the Sacred Heart of Mother Earth, and if they are willing to pass on such ancient knowledge, you might learn some amazing secrets. Moreover, if you are honorable enough you might be lucky enough to learn how to invoke the ancient connections. My sacred guardian and mentor, Grandmother M was one of only a handful Sacred Elders, to receive the ancient teachings regarding Yellowstone’s undeniable ancient secrets of her sacred spirit, her phenomenal connections, multi-dimensional communications, and universe to universal awareness, all of which across universal space reaching far beyond our time. Yellowstone and our Sacred Mother allowed many to observe and learn from their sacred teachings, in unique ways, but none should assume they know either, completely, because both are tricksters.

The Sacred Heart has the ability to control the most sacred of energies, life forces, medicines and deal with powerful physics; which she uses to provide amazing concepts for the formation of new revised blueprints to one’s life meaning, while resetting objectives and instating subtle changes to ones way of life, in addition, to embracing others they might set the course corrections of some for humanities survival, which is also at stake.

Grandmother M, one very sacred medicine woman, yes, a sacred saint, healer, teacher, guardian, guide and so much more, in addition to her very sacred spiritual abilities, ancient wisdom, with universal connections, she meant so much to so many, was on a mission to save my moral soul and eternal spirit, among other things. Millions of people considered her Saint M, Sacred Mother M, Sainted Mother M, Sacred Grandmother M, and a very powerful Sacred Guardian Mother M of the People, Sacred Spiritual Messenger and Guardian; to all she was one uniquely powerful medicine woman, with great healing powers and abilities. Her spirit is why the Sacred Spiritual Leaders and Medicine Elders decided to share so many ancient secrets with her.

I have heard it said, the best way one can learn about a person is through the eyes of others, and I for one fully agree, this saying is true, not only for Yellowstone, but for Grandmother M, which I learned through the eyes of hundreds of people during our many journeys together, people needed to share their love of Grandmother M with me and others. Amazing too, how these connections involve sacred hearts and eyes of many guardians and spiritual guides, awareness of the spiritual life of nature and countless people, I began to learn numerous sacred truths full of wondrous knowledge few recognize and fewer appreciate.

In truth, during our journeys together, with Yellowstone and Grandmother M, I soon awaken to one important truth . . . all of life is a vast learning experience. Yellowstone’s original embrace of a small child begins when Grandmother M’s prayers stimulates the Sacred Mothers who are Guardians of the People to honor her prayers. Next, the Sacred Mothers contacted the Sacred Ones, they all connected with our Sacred Mother Earth, and soon thereafter, and our first of many adventures together begins.

The journey, which introduces the child to Yellowstone and Yellowstone to the child, begins with a world in national crisis, families in crisis, and a child’s identity and spiritual life moreover in universal style crisis, too. The strange combination of events is what necessities a family reunion, leaving no one to assume any hidden agendas. That is except Grandmother M who knows the secrets of what must remain hidden within the Sacred Ones secret agendas, which meant our attendance they require in Yellowstone the Sacred Heart of Mother Earth, who is the autocatalytic power source of universal abilities, influences, and wisdom, filled with components via interactive events to awaken and teach the ones embraced. Maybe in prior time Yellowstone embraced Grandmother M, and the reason she was fully aware of what might happen to Red Sun, and the only one aware of the autocatalysis components, (family relations, outside of indigenous native members, were and are real spiritually brain-dead and insensitive), to the contrary to what they wanted everyone to believe about them.

Not and easy journey for one child only partway alive, lost and close to the edge of lost and of falling into the pit of the living lost souls, walking dead. From experience I speak, experiencing the sacred hearts direction depends on individual spiritual needs to insure successful life journeys, into sacred spiritual realms of awareness, filled with incalculable Autocatalysis Awakenings, and universal knowledge. Interesting, how an adventure with Yellowstone’s embrace begins a lifetime of unique traditional influences into a journey of enhanced spiritual knowledge and enlightenment.

Many were trying to insure I lived my life out, walking among the walking dead, thus prevent me from fulfilling my prime directive and walk by life’s sacred path: Instead, Yellowstone and other sacred ones wanted to insure child and spirit awaken to and walk the sacred journey of one whose life will prove important to thousands upon thousands of lives. Yet, for the lack of child body in balance with to sacred spirit of Red Sun, how many thousands will perish needlessly? Reality’s truth, meant lost, without the embrace of Yellowstone, the support of Grandmother M and the Sacred Ones; thousands upon thousands of lives will perish and thousands more will be lost forever.

A treasure of sacred wisdom, across space and time, Yellowstone embraces/embraced countless students for various reasons, this I know because she embraces one student from childhood across many decades and still today, we are in communication and connected with one another. The child lost without her spirit, is obvious to the fact neither can exists much longer without a complete reunion and rejoining to our current life form with eternal spirit . . . which in whole not in part is Red Sun. In truth, Grandmother M realizes the truth about the causes of our disconnection, and the problems that lay ahead if not completely connected. However, we both must desire this sacred life/spirit union, before we can reunite, and to ensure success Grandmother M realizes, Yellowstone will need to embrace her, the child lost and the eternal spirit, if Red Sun is to live. Unsure of the when the next attack might come, the eternal spirit felt both would be helpless, if another attack happens and they are but one.

Yes, Yellowstone your embrace began the transformation of child living with, but separate, from spirit, into the spirit/child, but only after a number of adventures, which contains a series of Yellowstone’s secret formulas, calculated to transport, awaken, rescue and transform the lost into Red Sun, a spirit child, found. Awakening, both child and spirit to comprehend the value of togetherness, meant rational realization of our prime objectives and primary directive . . . Save the Children. Objective: make sure the children don’t perish needlessly; it meant we needed to die to live. I am glad Yellowstone, you and Grandmother M prove wish and loving enough to take us on the most sacred of spiritual journeys.

A battle of child and spirit had been raging for some time, which required the joining of healing powers, knowledge, and skills, to battle that which sought to control and own both. The combination of Sacred Elders with Yellowstone are what guides and makes spirit/child real life possible, when we see truths within, we realize and learn many spiritual values, awakenings lessons, and enlightenment, each taking us in the direction of the sacred light. Once within the sacred light, Yellowstone and the Sacred Ones reveal the ancient secrets of universal consciousness and our relationship: In truth, no amount of words could help one accomplish, what you accomplish wisely with your embrace. Hard to explain, for another to understand, how your embrace becomes the shooting star of vast recognition into one’s real spiritual life journey, and sacredness of purpose.

Yellowstone of this I speak, I know because our introduction when I was only a small child. . . I am Red Sun, one who knows without your embrace filled with numerous inspirational presentations, life awakening experiences and spiritual connections. After which you present even more of your powerful unique autocatalytic energies with journeys in the sacred universe exploring sacred knowledge with various life-correcting adventures. We travel together, while you introduced me to parts of your infinities of accumulated knowledge and wisdom of the sagas, within your spiritual embrace.

Why? What was involved in all the reasoning behind massive spiritual activities, extreme life comprehension changes, new energies, and strange rapid-fire events, all of which involved spiritual and physical analysis of every events and thought-form? Numerous energies I could not identify or comprehend began touching me in less than twenty minutes once the family car turned north for our journey to the Sacred Heart of Mother Earth. It was hard to understand why it was of the upmost importance, to accomplish r a total cleansing, before you would allow me to stand within and on your ground of your sacred heart. Truth, I cannot say or guesstimate, all that happened during the hours and days it took to travel to and arrive in your land, but I am glad Grandmother M realized, if one stand within the Sacred Heart of Mother Earth, and hold the child of her prayers within her heart, our distance in miles, is only a heartbeat of two across spiritual space, to the child in need of rescuing, again and again she saves me, once we connect in space, the purpose for the spiritual journey intensifies.

Hard to understand why it is time to die, before you can live, if you are to accept your new birth in a sacred way. Strange how at first fear refused to accept or understand your intense touch, your power, actually unique journeys, or the necessity of spirit changes, neither Red Sun nor child in control, for a time I assumed the entire series of events was a booby-trap to kill me. The ancient knowledge you used to repair, awaken to reconnect one eternal spirit, rescue one child lost and save thousands of lives, for starters can be very overwhelming. Yellowstone, healings and recovery requires patience of mind, heart, and spirit to understand and absorb, information required to take anyone on their eternal spirit recovery and life awareness journey; however, at first I had no patience, or acceptance beyond fear and certainty of death.

Sacred Heart of Mother Earth Yellowstone, what happened between you and I (Red Sun) validated, to those involved, you’re a major majestic power source of spiritual energy, universal knowledge and brilliant lessons, which demonstrates Yellowstone a powerful and sacred life, which has proven she is one of the most noteworthy autocatalysis instrument with infinite talents, and abilities, in addition to one of the Sacred Ones and Mother Earth’s, sacred children.

The instrument Grandmother M realizes holds the skills and answers to reverse and reset knowledge to validate the total being of Red Sun via purification, decontamination, revaluation, redirection, reconnection, and spiritual conditioning into her sacred spiritual life journey. Life journey to cast off the unwanted begins with direction and guidance from the Sacred Mothers, Grandmother M, Mother Earth, and the Sacred Ones, which requires Yellowstone to intensify with her Sacred Heart.

Yellowstone, we acknowledge your awareness of infinite universal truths. Incredible how you can carry (your children and students) each one beyond imagination, beyond awakening windows, beyond doorways into the next universe and beyond ones current present, traversing time in space and space travel refracting time forward and backwards; to reveal ones possible present and future if one travels the wrong path. The Sacred Ones reveal yin-yang paths in spiritual context of the four-directions, coupled with pieces of present and future, all the while visiting conditions, which allows one to accept life in full from his/her out of balance or his/her sacred in-balance life path. Some of the visions show the time has come to know which life style he/she want to feed and a time to face one’s self within.

Sacred Yellowstone comes an allow one to experience living visions, within spiritual connections, on perplexing journeys to discover sacred truths, regarding one’s life journey. Across time, no we travel across segments of life achievements and objectives; each one outlines the way each individual travels across his/her spiritual universe, which is in spiritual space considering individual life’s journey is not marked in hours, days, weeks, months or years only accomplishments. Yes, within Yellowstone’s powerful embrace she delivers life’s sacred truths, which leads to life’s turning point for the accomplishment of his/her sacred life achievement, objectives, and journeys.

Cause and affects are true autocatalysis components: once orientation solidifies, within the spirit heart of those you embrace and connect with and all of . . . slowly comes to realize he/she are different individuals. Nevertheless, because of conditions in opposition . . . during a journey of three and three-forth days, Red Sun of three cycles and three seasons, faced her dilemma of getting there alive; dealing with forces opposed, to survival, inner-personal struggles, spiritual battles, and strange conditions besieging, the child’s entire journey, combined with some type of a cocoon; before you could embrace and help Red Sun discover and rediscover, Red Sun. Interesting, how the road trip took the same amount of days and hours equal to cycle and seasons old. Many questions seek answers and throughout the entire journey, I continue to wonder was it a coincidence or some massive spirit battle.

It truth, it was the most terrorizing top five rides, I have ever been through and not sure from minute-to-minute what might or will happen next, and yes death was standing with me, too. Heart, mind and body questions why so much really needed dealt with during the road trip. Who was involved before our encounter or was it the beginning of our embrace, and universal and spiritual encounter. Not knowing the Sacred Heart of Mother Earth or the unique powers of Yellowstone, only fear filled with uncertainty and extreme loses. Could it have been certain parts of the sacred embrace, which began with observations of family environments before the journey began, I do  agree you had you work cut out for you to pull together an out of control environment, lost child in chaotic conditions.

At the beginning of the journey, I realized something happened, to this child with a strange name, learning a different language that did not fit, but I was unsure of why I felt this way. How to reawaken the various parts of Red Suns to their sacred eternal spirit, true character identity, and insure their valuable reconnection with and to her correct traditional, cultural, life environment connections, and spiritual life awareness; which and where are the energies that can empower Red Sun, to travel in the direction of truth and indescribable adventures, but the support the of many crucial adventures, necessitates spiritual assistance and sacred medicine ways, to even insure the arrival of child and spirit alive within the Sacred Spirit of Yellowstone.

So many years later, I wonder how many years, it would have taken to provide the essentials for a good strong spiritual foundation; reset Red Sun’s sacred Indigenous Native awareness, without your embrace to awaken Red Sun to her eternal spirit. The physical form of a child lived, but without realization of who and what the real Red Sun, returned here to accomplish. Would I have been able to gain the insight to recognize and remember sacred truths, and awaken to Red Sun’s traditional biological life; which only happens if/when the sacred spirit of Red Sun can see the light? However, the child had gotten lost in darkness, because of the violence and continual abuse, when in Elinora’s care by Elinora’s hands and words, and spells.

I do acknowledge . . . we are still connected in some unique ways, this I know because on many occasions, my spiritual being responses to your call and our sacred heart touch . . . Truth from within my sacred spirit heart . . . I have come to realize no imagination can prepare any individual for your incremental teasing and unique interactive autocatalytic orientations planned to help individuals absorb vital knowledge: Your interventions you fill with intend to alter one’s life course; which means the only warning I can give the individual(s) you embrace, hold tight on to your roller coaster ride, full of uniquely intense turbulence. . . . What a way to say by the way at the end of the ride . . . welcome to your new life. You are not going to know which side of life you are on while Yellowstone creates and/or re-creates you anew, through many new sets of unique life components, this I know because Yellowstone let me experience her specially designed roller coaster ride, via sacred spiritual connection and unique communications. Some will say they experience a total rebirth through Yellowstone’s embrace.

Now that you know a little about Yellowstone, what could become of Red Sun, once reawakened, and Grandmother M, the most beloved, respected, sacred, saintly medicine woman? . . . Maybe it is time to take you along on what happened during these mysterious spiritual journeys, and other strange events. The life altering events that contributed to the child’s awakening and some of the contributing factor, which lead to increase spiritual support, gathering knowledge, and learning sacred spiritual ways, in addition to different types of traditional medicine and physics. Thanks to the sacred support, from Grandmother M, countless guardians, sacred elders, and yes, massive spiritual energy, I survived, but maybe not certain persons wanted or expected.

[Truth Yellowstone: For a child in the moment, it was hard to understand the greater meaning of it then, beyond two or three bits and pieces. Not sure still if I understand all of it, however, what I can say, It is terrifying to think about the pivot points we all had in some ways on others, from planting seeds to making a difference, which would not have taken place without your heart and gifts.]

[So many years later, I wonder how many years, without Yellowstone’s guidance and support, would it have taken to provide the essentials for a good strong spiritual foundation; reset Red Sun’s sacred Indigenous Native awareness, without your embrace to awaken Red Sun to her eternal spirit.]

© Michelle Red Sun EagleHawk

Red Sun/SunHawk Life Adventures

Originated rough draft: June 12 2004

Formalized Chapter . . . Opening June 2010

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