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First Day Autocatalysis Journey Initiated

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Autocatalysis Journey Initiated

First Day of Journey

Glen Hunter shouts: Red Sun, get in the car we are leaving now. Elinora what is taking you so long, it is a long ways from here to there, move it.

Car doors slam, the engine starts, and the journey of confusion and fear begins. Neither Elinora nor Glen Hunter cared to give any explanation to a child, of three-full-cycles and the first month into her third season of life. Nor did they say a word to me while they packed the car with at least twenty pieces of luggage. Fear and concern flashes back on the last time Elinora desired death to come and end my live. Several times she attempted to end my life, because she cares more about her happiness and parties, than she does a child in her life. Just me two-weeks prior, she wish for my death, almost came true, by leaving me in a car stalled, on the railroad tracks, pinned to a telephone pole, between her favorite bar and the house, with a train bearing down, during a moonless night.

Trapped in the backseat, in my car seat, inside her car, to lock was broken and it did not want to let me out. I remember, hearing her laugher, rejoicing at how easy it is to let me die. Then questioning how come she had not thought of this before, since this incident, improved on her attempts, which comes close to the fifth time, she plotted and desired my death. The other times she tried to drown me, left me home alone over 24 hours a few times, hoping I would cause my own death, but she had never thought of stalling her car on the tracks with me strapped tight in the backseat. It would have been the perfect murder, since we lived close to various railroad tracks around the area, or maybe she should have allowed me to play close railroad tracks, in hopes I would play on the rails.

Yes, to answer your question, I was praying and screaming for someone, with the courage to rescue me or for Elinora to have a change of heart. Will a strange man with courage, climbed in the backseat of car and struggled to release me from my child’s car seat. I can remember him saying, “I am a fireman I will get me out, but right now I needed you to be brave and stop crying” I stopped crying. “Good, now since I cannot see the train I want you to watch and let me know when it gets close enough you can see, more than its lights. If not for the courage of the firefighter, the train would have mangled not just the car, but also the child within and the car. Definitely, child, lost. A couple of months earlier, Elinora was secretly trying to get rid of the child, by sending the child to in an orphanage. But luckily Glen Hunter learned about Elinora’s scheme, he spoke with Grandmother M, and I remained with them, and Grandmother M reminded legal guardian.

Reality of darkness, violence, and Elinora’s behavior contributed and increased personal fears and concerns, combined with the other events, filled with increased drinking and violence, darkness, and death, instigated caution, and distrust of liars’ agendas, since they were people I could never trust. Truth those seeking this child’s death began before this child possessed the able to walk or talk. All too often, as in my life, violent attacks causes one to grow very suspicious of all motives and very curious of others, their behavior and plans, for all have secret agendas. However, now my feelings of desperation to almost out of control fear, and confusion, begin to worsen, especially this time.

Feelings of my life, connection with Red Sun, and our awareness of environment . . . slowly fading . . . connection to life is fading away, all is activating more fear and stronger prayers. Please whatever is after me, grandmothers and grandfathers help me, I posse no ability or skills for preventing this overpowering attack, neither power nor support nor knowledge can I find. I need help to learn how to stand strong and prevent whatever is seeking to me take away and/or own life and spirit.

Normally, Glen Hunter shows Red Sun more respect, and tells me what is happening, more than Elinora, except this time, he says nothing, and he too makes me question, is my death close. The last few weeks, they had one continual verbal and physical war from sundown to sunup and all day on Sunday, with Elinora blaming me for all her problems, since the train incident. Followed by the words, I wish you had died it would save me so many problems; just happen to be the same words, when she was trying to figure out how new ways to kill the child.

Yes, the train hit the car and the last of the pieces, ended up in the next town about ten miles down the track. After this incident, connection between Elinora and I grew from indifference to total strangers living in the same house, and growing worse. Now Glen Hunter’s detached behavior worsen, now makes me feel no more than a body walking in a world without love or family, except Grandmother M.

Wow, all their secretive behavior had made matters worse, and amplified my desire to escape, from them. In truth, they did everything possible to hide numerous facts and information, which had strong influences on more than a few family members, but many on both sides of their family trees. Glen Hunter’s strange behavior and Elinora’s behavior five times stranger, causes this child to believe they both want to get rid of her. Each day caused everyone’s state of mind to worsen, so when Glen Hunter and Elinora packed up all my things, throw out toys without a word, my heart knew they had decided to get rid of me some away. Okay, part of this was a child’s imagination, combined with childish fear maybe; but what could explain, (to a child) their secretive behavior and instant silent, when I walked anywhere close to them. But now . . . why . . . why are they refusing to tell me, what is behind this trip? Where are they taking me? What will happen when we get there?

We had turned on I-15 heading north only a short while: Oh, am I dying, why now, why this now without warning. What and why are these strange conditions arising? What are these forces which are rapidly impacting the total being of Red Sun a.k.a. Buckeye (another name given to me by Grandfather M,) Grandfather M enjoyed watching his human lie detector, around Elinora and friends, considering I gave the one speaking a lie, my one-eye glare. . . .

Tick, Tick, Tick, Tick, the ticking I feels the sound is telling me this journey is ticking away my life, the days, weeks, months, and years the tires tics loud inside my skull playing out in miles. Each tick seems to calculate the speed, at which my life force energy, will be no longer. Extreme carsickness, combined with a strange energy tearing at form and spirit. Finally, sleep arrived; when pain became too strong and the energy changed the vibrational rates. Between loss of consciousness, and coming to the edge of awareness weak life forces continues to grow weaker-and-weaker, and child’s physical and spiritual conscious awareness travels beyond or away, losing all I had known, but when and why is spiritual awareness changing from conscious coherent to extremely incoherent.

Conscious to subconscious comprehend spirit child departs and disconnects what is happening to Red Sun eternal spirit. Why, child feel lost? Not good . . . Strange fe-e-e-ill-ing . . . What is . . . happening to me? Why do I feel strange, my body spirit, mind and heart hurts, cha-ange-ange-gee-e or lo-lo-lose . . . part us or all me, yes, no, terminated, if not tell what or who overpowers and overcomes me? I can hear Glen Hunter and Elinora voices . . . fuzzy and strange sounding. The words they speak, I recognize not, they speak a strange language. Senses say we are no relation, disconnection to all, man cares woman hates.

Awareness rapid distortion . . . everything heightens confusion, mind unsure why lives, spirits, minds, and body feel turned upside-down, in a pulling and pushing whirlwind, sending total spiritual oneness in how many directions, I don’t know. Praying for guardians to explain why so many forces, driving spirit, conscious life away and what is the why, to why we are being casted backwards, to time of birth. Moving spirit into another life, maybe, but why does it hurt so much physically? I say we  . . . . How many are WE?

Nevertheless, what, why or who, awareness in a whirl, it’s impossible to identify, with any certainty, the forces pulling at us: are they positive or negative, sacred spiritual or demonic darkness, What is pulling, ripping, turning and twisting, at all levels of life, spirit and energy? Wow some serious energy explodes incasing us in an amazing universe of colorful lights and powerful energy. The energy supported musical vibrations, along with osculation of multi-color sounds, ever changing tones in pitch and volume, too. Spiritual volcano of upheaval eruption explodes within the first hour, Glen Hunter turns his car onto the highway, why Grandmother, can I sense a powerful energy incase child/spirit and Red Sun in a cocoon. Four hours on the highway heading north, the strength of the cocoon proved too strong for anything outside of cocoon to reach in or imprint any influences on the standard five senses or any of the other numerous sensory senses. Conditions outside the cocoon failed to make any conscious or spiritual sense.

Sometime, around late afternoon, still concerned this road trip was taking me to my death. Thus, forced me to deal with inner-personal survival struggles, and keep what life I can intact. Yet, if not death, this trip is a metamorphosis journey into another realm of life. Why do I say, think, or feel that? What is happening, how long before negative, unpleasant energies and/or prior experiences close to taking total control, is this Elinora attempt with her demonic spirits to end my life. Thank you Tall Standing WhiteBear, White Eagle, and new sacred energies of a Sacred Mother, along with Grandmother M my protector, with strong protection and guardians in play for many season to prevented Elinora from unexpectedly ending my life.

Heading off to bed after dinner, a third set of more intense energies arrives, with strong spiritual energy flooding in, from protective angels, watching over me, until I hope my spirit can reach Grandmother M: entities, energies, besides spirits in a yin-yang battle for my eternal spirit. Regardless of where, a child imagination, wild suspicions, and personal fears, with great violent attacks on my physical form, while others battle for my total eternal spirit on present and future life. The worst case of carsickness ever to claim me, body hurting, migraine headache, hot and cold body changes, all in the spanned of just a few minutes, similar to lights being turned off and on. Food refused to stay with me, the entire time these extreme or unique forces, surrounded me, until Grandmother M could hold me in her embrace, and with her what a spiritual life/light high. Glen Hunter told me before I went to sleep we were heading to Yellowstone where I could be with Grandmother M. Glen Hunter always rented two separate hotel rooms each night, we were on the road. I think because Elinora loved to drink, until she was too drunk to stand up after she returns from the bar, they would go to when they assumed I was asleep.

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Second Day: A Journey with and beyond Yellowstone

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Second Day: A Journey with and beyond Yellowstone

How changes began to play out, during the trip to see Grandmother M:

Looking from inside the cocoon out, seeing the world in shades of crystal colors each one extra brilliant inside the cocoon of strong spiritual energy. However, for physical eyes to see into the cocoon, they saw a child, but for spirit to look-in their visions were blocked, they might have been able to sense something, but their telepathic connections or communications a powerful energy blocked. Grandmother M, in conjunction with Mother Earth, the Sacred Ones, Sacred Medicine Elders and our spiritual guardians, are among the many to invoke the Autocatalysis talents from Yellowstone, each one added to the influences in numerous ways, f the first day, once the rubber of the family’s Cadillac turned north onto the highway, heading away from the rural countryside of Riverdale, California, towards Yellowstone/Tetons area.

For a child that had to do everything possible to stay alive, strange conditions arose; which rapidly impacted the total being of Red Sun a.k.a. Buckeye the human lie detector, with new conditions, which summons the child inside a vortex . . . . What is this? What is happening to me, now? Why do I feel strange, my being hurts, many changes and now this new environment tearing at my . . . what is left? Losing . . . part or all of me being, yes, no, terminated, if not what is this that’s overcomes me? I can hear Glen Hunter and Elinora talking . . . but their words are strange sounding. The words they speak I don’t recognize, they speak a strange language. Disconnected, no relation, man cares woman hates. Something says I am not going to die, but I cannot be sure what is and isn’t truth, and who to believe or not believe.

Somewhere in the ticking away of tire miles, on the second day, in the time of strange reversals, my senses realized, what I once believed makes no sense, now. Each thought challenged, and/or reversed, once something or someone studied each life conditioning lesson, opinion, and experiences, is the only way I can explain it. Strange, too, whatever life files, along with pieces of conditions, dreams, or whatever experiences . . . which one whoever deems without value or merit, whoever, quickly casts out, removes or completely erase, I guess by using the rubber along the highway. So much disappearing and erased from my conscious mortal believes.

After lunch on the second day, my spirits lift and want to shine, once I receive communication from Grandmother M, but I was shocked when she told me not to say anything to Elinora or Hunter about what I was experiencing or feeling. Worry not child, I will help you understand, the spiritual autocatalytic connection from within the Sacred Heart of Mother Earth, where I am at right now. Yellowstone, and unfamiliar word, (the only thing I observe in place of words in reference to Yellowstone, high mountain, deep canyon, water shooting from the ground, and a high waterfall). Where I sit is the only power sources that possess sacred spiritual ability to cleanse and purify, awaken and reset your personal life truths, sacred history, and agenda. Once she embraces you and you two connect. Right now, she with you to guide you in different ways, which if she finds you worthy, she will be with you throughout your life.

Grandmother M, a very powerful medicine and sacred spiritual mother of the people, this I had known for some time, especially when everyone including clergy respect her for sacred spiritual abilities, in fact most called her a Saint. It is hard to believe how widely known Grandmother M is on both sides of the ocean; and very respected by all who knew, heard her voice, or experienced her spiritual love medicine. Since universal and spiritual love are powerful healing powers. A very powerful medicine woman, who learned hone her skills from Ojibwa Elders in Nebraska, years before the Dusty Bowl closed down the reservation and the tribe moved north. Then in addition to assisting her to hone the skills she was born with, and they were satisfied she would use them a sacred way, they taught her ancient knowledge and skills.

Only a few are pure enough to handle such sacred traditions, medicine, prayers, and how to work with and handle spiritual physics, including sacred ancients power sources; which the ancients had passed down to the most honorable and sacred of medicine elders. The Sacred Ones say you must first learn to use the sacred gifts and skills you were born with to show how well you handle them and if you will use them honorably. Knowledge I know Elinora and her cult sought the knowledge, but they would misuse it and harm many. Elinora lost the right to all the sacred knowledge and medicines, because she failed her childhood tests.

During our spiritual, telepathic communications, I could sense the power in the area she stands in and the extreme sources in power she uses to communicate, more personal than watching a movie, because we are together in real-time we are sharing a very personal connection. The sharing and handling of such extremely sacred medicines require a very powerful medicine person or persons, who understand how to activate the medicine powers, in a positive manner.

Our communications came from within the sacred universal realm, visual abilities to view each other through a telepathic window, which folded the space between us, and made it easy for us to acknowledge and communicate. This becomes the reason child/spirit could get a full view of Grandmother M and sample of environment. Definitely, Yellowstone used her test to ensure she got and kept the right two in telepathic/spiritual communications. WE stood, ojay, I laid, but we appear before each other, yet, behind Elinora and Glean Hunter, while no one else could see or sense our spiritual contact. One most amazing secret proves how oblivious people are to the sacred energies of Yellowstone the Sacred Heart of Mother Earth, and our most Sacred Mother Earth. Grandmother M has spent a good amount of time Yellowstone, the last three summers she helped keep the campground clean, now she had been there for several weeks, prior to our car beginning its journey, to carry us to Yellowstone.

This gave her time to gather sacred medicines and herbs in Yellowstone, plus arrangement for our family reunion campsites, this is the first week in June, and they planned the reunion for the 4th of July week-end. Ten family campsites, total, two families planned to spend two-weeks and two other families plan to enjoy five-week vacation, but most only plan to come up for only a few days.

The enigma of why everyone felt compelled to take their family reunion and vacation in Yellowstone, I believe came from knowing grandmother’s strong protective medicine, and a decreed we come together of awakening by the Sacred Ones, Mother Earth, Yellowstone. Spiritual knowledge and secrets Grandmother M understood, but she refused tell anyone, the real importance of this gathering, not just for Red Sun, but others, too. The Sacred spiritual medicine I know is not just for Red Sun, but also many others spiritual guidance and need, not excluding family, friends, and people in need of Grandmother M’s blessings and prayers. I sensed she had many more answers too many questions, but not allowed to reveal, since yes it means, there are always numerous reasons to, why we needed to go to Yellowstone and not go to Yosemite National Park for it has to do with spiritual and universal time. Even though Yosemite sat between; the majority of the families, easier access, less expense and driving time.

Nevertheless, Grandmother M’s awareness caused her to insist in strong terms, we Listen and Obey the Sacred Heart of Earth Mother and meet in Yellowstone: Yellowstone possesses the power to connect and summons, protective powers, thus pointless argue when the Sacred Ones prove they are in control, of what is wanted can be  accomplished and honored. Of course, they also arranged for each family they wanted to in Yellowstone, they ensured each family received the finances, and other supports to arrive in Yellowstone. (Now do you understand why I say what they want they get, or problems will follow, thus one way or another win their way?)

Third Day: On a Journey with and beyond Yellowstone

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Third Day: On a Journey with and beyond Yellowstone

Talking in my semi-comatose state about my fear of Elinora and I know she wants me dead. Every time, she states I should have never been born and how she wish I was dead. Each time she says this she is trying to figure out a new way to accomplish my death.

Glen Hunter:

Why do you feel we are going to take you some place to kill you, I told you we are going to Yellowstone Park . . .

Yellowstone:

Ours is a journey to the Sacred Heart of Mother Earth, from within comes a time for learning.

Hearing Glen Hunter’s muffled words, Spirit of Yellowstone instructed me to ask what and why? . . . Hunter what did you say, I am carsick with extremely loud ringing in my ears, it is making it hard hear what you said.

Glen Hunter:

We’re going to Yellowstone Park . . . because of the Korean War: Men/relations are or have been called to active duty, thus our businesses sold, belated honeymoons, become emergency actions, and our families required a quick operation for gathering all our relations in a rather large family reunion, just in case . . . . We are heading to a designated place designed to accommodate a rapidly growing family gathering of plains and western relations.

Most relations and family members have been in receipt of dreams instructing us to gather in Yellowstone: since most plains and west coast male relations, (18 through 40 years)  it now appears are or will called up to active duty. . . . How can I explain this to you so you will understand?

After all of us conferred with your Grandmother M, all the family units after many conversations realized it was extremely important, to have a family reunion, before husbands, brothers and sons receive orders to ship out to war. To give . . . many families, including ours, have to move to other parts of the country . . . to give . . . peace of mind to the men in combat, for one thing, while this Military Action separate men from their families.

Elinora hisses with her spiteful serpent tongue, which she uses to undermine and hurt she aimed at Hunter in hopes of controlling him:

It only an excuse, Hunter sold OUR car dealership and arranged to move us back to the land of his birth, Kentucky, where he believes his brothers will be able to watch over his farm, and us too. This man is convinced he will not return home on his feet, if he is able to return home at all. However, he will not be happy until he plants us in the middle farm country, slopping hogs, and chasing chickens. I’m a city woman not a farm drudge, if he wanted a farm slave he should have married one. If anything happens to him I will sell the farm and disappear.

Red Sun:

I wanted to tell her, but only mentally injected: I think that’s a lot of hogwash going on in your head, he’s not going to die in Korea. You will get use to Kentucky and if you don’t, you will find a ways to make all of our lives miserable. Am not sure which persona was in charge of Elinora the last couple of days, but I do know she has at least three different ones and one very red eye demonic demon, which appears to be a very Demonic Satan. I think I was trying to give someone else a heads-up

Glen Hunter:

Elinora, you knew who and what you were marrying when you married me.

Yellowstone:

Red Sun, the woman’s behavior is one of the exact reasons, among others you cannot identify or give her any reason to know you are in communications with us, no one except your Grandmother M can know. Please, try to accept it will be harmful for all if you say anything right now. In the Sacred Father Creator’s time, after we come together, we will help you understand once you have the strength to come together.

Glen Hunter:

Yellowstone’s summons through her song, which has become a much deeper itch, haunting the spirits, of the ones the Sacred Ones have chosen among the relations of Grandmother M, thus Yellowstone’s spirit refuses to let go . . . we searched for possibility other places, but when all is said and done, all vacation spots turned into black holes, from the oceans of San Diego, including all coastal ports in-between. Next, we searched inland from Big Bear to Yosemite then up through the Grand Tetons, our visions for our gathering hit up against brick walls: visions said life would fail if not Yellowstone and men would die. Elinora’s face continued to get redder with anger the more Glen Hunter spoke and accepted the song of Yellowstone and Mother M.

Sharp chuckle fills the car, when we observed Elinora’s facial reaction to Glen Hunter’s reason for our journey and vacation in Yellowstone. Who was with me I am not sure, yet I hear a quick laughing breeze, which causes me to chuckle, too, the minute it whips around the car.

Elinora:

Ah, bulls – t! Yellowstone visions of cr_b, mother is filling everyone with garbage. (The hissing of venomous hate hung on every word; if she was a rattlesnake with that much venom everyone around her would be dead.) Whose visions, not mine, and why? Visions said, you don’t say. Now for some reason, all of our relations and family; suddenly seem to receive plenty of @#*%, except me, I am better than the rest of you people and I received nothing about Yellowstone, except stay away and go to Vegas. Now you tell me, if you can? What is the reason and why is it all fire important to be in a certain place of dirt? Dirt is dirt and so it shouldn’t make any difference where one sets up camp in dirt. Now Red Sun I ask you if it makes any sense for everyone to meet in Yellowstone, a place of nothing more than dirt, gas, hot waters, bugs, and wild animals, all of which is of no concern to me, you can all go to H3E double L, as far as, I am concerned.

Glen Hunter ignoring Elinora:

Even when we tried to speak of going any place other than . . . we all got seasickness on land. The way you’re experiencing carsickness now, Yellowstone’s attacked us; even stray thoughts away from her seem to hit us, with a strange violent sickness, which only departed once we set our sights on Yellowstone. We decided we would camp, where Grandmother M vision instructed, south of Ol’ Faithful and north of the Grand Tetons, inside Yellowstone, the only compromise allowed.

Elinora:

Strange, too, how no one’s intuition has been able to interpret Yellowstone’s song, except to say Yellowstone’s song: Why these demands we must accommodated at some camp-p-p g-r-r-r-rounds rather than a lodge with running water and indoor plumbing? That’s why we’ll drop you off to stay with your grandmother and we’re going to stay at the lodge for our belated honeymoon.

Battle of opinions with words, Glen Hunter:

Notwithstanding, Red Sun you can ignore what she has to say, neither, Elinora’s opinion . . . nor one-single dream released anyone of us from the summons to Yellowstone. All the family relations coming here received numerous recurring Yellowstone dreams, each one challenged us to come and understand the importance of Yellowstone and no place else. Yellowstone refusal to release anyone from her influences helped us understand, she wanted us and once we declared we would answer Yellowstone’s call to come to her.

Yes, she called to us through: dreams, visions, voices, and visitations, in fact, she even enhanced certain individual’s intuition abilities to make sure we listened to her. Matters not, how we tried to break Yellowstone’s haunting, mystical, control, we were under her spell, that old black magic . . . . We contacted Grandmother M, give her our dreams, and impressions, for her to translate: The Creator decrees our families gather at Yellowstone and no place else, if these visions are correct, which haunt our immortal spirits, all will live, however, if we don’t some lives will stop.

Elinora hisses:

That’s some joke Red Sun! . . . Who SAYS your Grandmother M’s voice must always be the final DECISION. Everyone listens to her and yet they all refuse to listen to ME, I have the same powers as your grandmother. In fact, I am more powerful, she worships God, and I worship Satan. He makes sure all of my wishes come true; truth he gives me everything I wanted. God doesn’t do much of anything for anyone.

Red Sun thinking:

Then why are we going to Yellowstone, if he gives you everything you want, can I ask why are we going to Yellowstone and Kentucky? But only voicing: Question: When Grandmother M speaks people really listens to her words, but this you know. Truth, woman! . . . In a soft whisper, Most think you are a joke.

Elinora hears the words and does a rapid backwards lunge, throwing half of her body over the front bench, and sucker punches child in the stomach, thanks goodness this child fat similar a grizzly bear cub. Something I assumed might cause problems, but truth is truth. Elinora behaved in true her form, when anyone suspects, implies, suggests, or possessed knowledge Elinora BE a liar, a con artist or calls her on her behavior, she turns into a pack of ten wolverines on attack. If around sundown or later she would fight until sunup. She enjoyed the power to continue her violence until she gets her way or injures the one who spoke honest words and truths, against her.

Elinora loved to fight until sunup, however, a great deal of the times, she loved to fight so much, she would intentionally start a fight, and for many the number of entities and demons attached to her, she always fought with the strength of ten wolverines. The fight would not end until dawn, no matter how much harm or how many injuries she inflicted on others. She wanted people (women, children) and MEN to think twice about saying anything against her and God help the man and me if the man refused to sleep with her. Elinora was not beneath going after someone with a knife or cracking their head open, which made nights around our dwellings interesting, at least five nights each week. I cannot say house or home, because all the places we lived seem to undergoing continual repairs from Elinora’s violence and destruction. This time I only received a sucker punch, but wait until tonight to see what she will do to me.

Glen Hunter, in his Colonel/ Major and Drill Instructor voice:

Elinora knock it off, Red Sun is only a child, repeating what she has heard from others, where we lived. Red Sun, don’t listen to Elinora, she’s just mad because no one gave into her opinion for our reunion in Vega, she doesn’t care who she sends to the poor house. Then ‘WE the PEOPLE,’ have learned not to dispute Grandmother M’s spoken decrees. Failure to do so is tantamount to suicide: we all have learned regrettable backlashes can and do rise up to slap those in the face who fail to listen . . . not just for a season, either, but can be for a lifetime or many seasons.

Listening to Glen Hunter after the knowledge of what conditions such environments forced me to experience with Elinora’s past and present beliefs, her occult environments, and demonic persona; caused me to question other situations, her behavior invited. Tantamount to inviting chronic reversed situations, his words enlightened answers to why, to why so many problems. Sometimes, we ask questions when it is not time or we lack enough information to comprehend the reality to our questions’ answers or on the flipside we receive answers, but we lack basic knowledge to comprehend, their meaning and purpose.

Still, a knowingness within my spirit realized such  questions set the stage for a new wham of life challenges: a new energy are question activated and summons new journeys and adventures, while we get the impression of now is not the time but soon. Interesting how in a split-second, pieces of information give us the impression we will receive answers in time, except we will not will not receive the answer or know how or when, until the adventures and journeys unfolds before us.

Mental contemplations, is flooded with sensory sensations, spirit is set adrift, but permits curiosity to remain. . . . How much, how often, and what is her involvement with those things trying to end my life, past and now, what a road trip? Mind and spirit, spins and collides with countless questions, conditions, and recurrences or many thoughts. Environment in motion, what is this new energy vortex, which embraces consciousness of child/spirit combined with Red Sun into a state of deep meditation; who is permitting strong connection with eternal spirit to Red Sun for recognition and observation to acknowledge  truths from lies, while promoting child spiritual and mental development. Yes, there is always two sides to the spirit tear, which because of conditions, awaken, enlightened, and permitted Red Sun (eternal spirit), to be a very powerful mentor, in unique ways supplied both child/spirit to excel daily in mental, and universal growth.

Conscious concern reflect-on various happenings and analysis what Glen Hunter referenced prior to new energies turning conscious analyses away from immediate . . . to viewing sacred life, filled with spiritual visions and telepathic communications. It takes some very powerful guardians to protect the total of Red Sun from such darkness. Honest, it must also help knowing what they know, the many plans for the journey meant Grandmother M receiving spiritual visions and inspiration, to honor the Sacred Ones desires. There comes a time is it important to block the path with spirit light and confuse and blind the enemy.

Sacred Spirit of Yellowstone speaks:

We supported and directed Sacred Mother M to arrange for Red Sun to vacation with her in Yellowstone, while Glen Hunter and Elinora disappear on a three-week long belated honeymoon, before the family reunion.

Glen Hunter must have heard what the sacred spirit from Yellowstone said becuse of his statement that followed:

I just realized it is important for child/spirit/Red Sun to be alone with Grandmother M, strange but I just realized Yellowstone is a sacred land and maybe  . . . just maybe. . . . He realizes the importance of silence.

[Universal Spirit Language: When I use names, during the course of spirit/spiritual communications, much of the conversation are transmitted in pictures and imaginary thought-forms, not spoken English or the way we communicate verbally. It is important to understand the following used more pictures, imaginary thought-forms, or pictures combined with action, all of which gave the impression of verbal interactive conversation, but is what one can correctly refer. . . universal language. The pictures and interactive imaginary guardians and those communicating in spiritual communication relay in interactivity visual actions in various ways to get their messages across, similar to the way we see things portrayed in movies, but on a much grander scale—to ensure interactive comprehension.]

Before I could hear anything else from Glen Hunter or Elinora the full strength of the vortex comes and in a zap, summons, and takes all within the cocoon, along with guardians and protectors to take an interactive part in a sequence of interesting, wonderful, relative spirit journeys, including sensory pictorial communication combined with intensified visions:

Afterwards (reference after the family accepted Yellowstone) . . . We (several guardians standing together) told  Grandmother M (picture of Grandmother M) to talk to Glen Hunter, (picture of Glen Hunter), and insist, (picture of Elinora) Elinora spend a couple of weeks around her mother, it is important Red Sun spend time with her (guardian) Grandmother M and Elinora together. We explained the importance of/for all vacationers to include only a certain part of their vacations experiences in Yellowstone, during a certain week in your time for then we will connect and come together with everyone in Yellowstone. Sacred Truth, it is important for Grandmother M, the Sacred Ones, and one grandchild Red Sun to connect with Yellowstone. Truth, our only way to get the child/Red Sun here, and because they accept, their guardians and others Sacred Ones will do all we can to bring family members home safe from combat.

Moreover Elinora is determined the three of you will spend time with a few other of her family members including your Grandfather M, who did not get the summons. [Grandmother and Grandfather M were divorced.] After Yellowstone you will spend a couple of week in and around the Fresno area, before heading east, you will have two other stops, one of, which will allows Elinora to tell family/cult members . . . SHE/we will miss you, but WE have to leave. Child, know this, you are not to go with her for any reason, even if we have to make you sick that day, you will not go.

One very important message and concern all must heed . . . Red Sun remember you cannot and should not . . . for any reason . . . return to the house in Riverdale or communicate with anyone outside your family, except when you stand by your Grandmother M’s side. We have explained to Sacred Mother M it is of upmost importance for her to convince Hunter and Elinora to leave little Red Sun with her or her son and his family, or even better keep you with her while they pack up everything in Riverdale, finish closing the Chevy Dealership sale, and pay off all their debts, before they (car traveling along lines on a map) head out to Kentucky, (picture of family in Kentucky) with money in hand.

This portion I could not be sure if they were speaking directly to me, or Grandmother M, and me, and/or among themselves:

It is important to get Elinora out of California and away from the Satanic Cult, she is involved in, especially, if  we are to keep Red Sun alive, until Red Sun is strong enough to survive Elinora’s attacks. Critical: All things involving Red Sun/child, need cleansing, healed, awaken, and reawaken before Red Sun/child, leaves on their journey to Kentucky, it is going to be too late to get her to the Sacred Heart of Mother Earth, and in the medicine circle of Yellowstone, if you wait until she is older.

This is what we showed Grandmother M and now you. You can speak with her and ask what she saw, to confirm what we say, for you know her visions prove 99.9% to 100% accurate. She is very good that way at hearing, seeing, and reading visions. Perhaps on occasion she might be off on the color of the clothes one wears or the exact minute of day and temperature, yet everything else of great importance to the message she interprets precisely.

WE revealed to Grandmother M the importance of and why we are taking you into realm of absolute death and hold you on the brink for a few days to erase and remove all that, which does not belong since you, have been in much danger. Those things she heard on her bed at night were demonic tricksters of negativity and deception might take you down the wrong path. (They showed me pictures of hiding from these dark deformed animals with horns and scales trying to pull us down a very dark path.). Past and future events, in time and across space along with potential conditions have demonstrated why the Sacred Ones have decreed we must connect the earthly form child with eternal spirit Red Sun, now.

In fact, there is great urgency to awaken, and join the two. It is important the two recognize together their sacredness, spiritual abilities, universal communications, connection with, and power to channel sacred messages through combined eternal oneness, Combined oneness will take each on many great journeys, even greater experiences and knowledge gained. Together the protection is strong, allowing each to experience many great adventures with your guides and all the Sacred Ones for starters.

[Yes, it was hard to tell if this is/was within a here and now vision or an observer witnessing recall events between Grandmother M, et al. Very ironic how Grandmother M, one of light, became the biological mother of Elinora, one of darkness. Time travellers inside a transport vortex, carried us to various places, which helped us to experience and absorb, so much insight and unique knowledge via observations, interaction, sensory, visual, vocal, and telepathic transmissions.]

Elinora a child born of light, but taken over and possessed by a legion of demonic entities, which started when she was very young, in her early childhood she could never get enough attention, she wanted people to love her more than they loved her mother. A child deceived into believing she was the most important person in the world, which all people should bow down to and accept as their Goddess. She wanted people to see her as a Goddess, more powerful in all ways than her mother. Resentment, and jealousy, turned into deep hatred towards anyone that received her mother’s attention, or showed her mother respect. This is why you are an enemy in her eyes, because of your love and respect for your Grandmother M. It upset Elinora that her mother, your guardian, and you share a sacred spiritual love between each other, and she has taught you things she refused to teach her own daughter, but you can learn sacred truths and important insight into the differences, of light and dark, since you are not of her blood.

Grandmother M born Ojibwa and raised with a German family, whose bloodline and religious believes she too discovered , had always been devote Devil Worshippers, and direct descendants, of those that created the death ovens, designed to and did end more than a million human lives . . . . Lives the Germans considered neither worthy, nor equal to them, since Germany declared they were the Superior Race and all others races inferior. In time you will witness what happen to those that do worship and walk in darkness.

Elinora has been deceived into believing her mother‘s bloodline is German and her father was Cherokee. Her uncle a spy and devote Neo-Nazi Satanist, played on her jealousy and anger, inasmuch as he had unhealthy desires for Elinora, when she was a young girl of nine years. He took Elinora every place he could and invited Elinora to Neo-Nazi meetings, where they gave her even more of the attention she required, and they accepted and encouraged her violence, which inspired her to join the cult and organization.

One important fact for you to remember, and the truth, behind the German uncle behavior, he possessed a strong envious craving towards Grandmother M abilities and hated her, since she was not German, but an Ojibwa woman many respected, and his dreams have always directed him in different ways to destroy your Grandmother M.

The satanic cult members hoped to influence and use Elinora against Grandmother M, knowing Grandmother M’s extensive spiritual, and medicine powers, they were hoping to take control of the Sacred Mother and her abilities, They tried often to made deals with the Sacred Mother M to get her to give them her powers and they have tried to blackmail her numerous times. One more reason uncle got Elinora involved in their Neo-Nazi Satanic Cult Movement. Elinora did not disappoint the cult. In fact, in a very short time her involvement in the Satanic Cult turned her into one who is hard to explain, in a few short paragraphs, but she earned the status Satanic High Goddess, the bride of Satan.

Know this you are protected, but she killed her first born and the cult plots to turn you into the one that follow in Elinora’s footsteps, since they have been shown your future abilities, but they need to get you to develop deep hatreds, disbelieve and mistrust Grandmother M, which is the only way they can see will get you to worship Satan. For now you are semi-safe, but if Elinora is not able to accomplish both, by your tenth year, then they will allow her to the physical life of Red Sun. We have to make sure your strength and abilities are strong by then.

Based on Elinora’s deep jealousy and resentment, of the strong bond and relationship between you and her mother, can spell dangerous conditions ahead. You have received strong guardianship and protection by the one who rescued child and Red Sun from many deaths. She saved you child even when not in sight, she even helped rescue you from death by train and a few other attempts made by Elinora. In fact, conditions will require her protection and healings during more than a few occasions, to come. It was and is important she hid Red Sun away from those that feared the birth of Red Sun, and the cult has received instructions to possess and turn Red Sun. In some ways you are still dealing with the same forces that challenge you and seek your death.

New vortex carries us on a unique spirit walk and visitation sitting in a Longhouse lodge with Spiritual Guardians:

Do you remember, even before your ability of speech? Before birth you received the gift of spiritual knowledge and recognition of sacred difference, and walk in two universes before the tear and separation, it is important you two belong together. One cannot survive without the other, for you are more than one body and one sacred eternal spirit of Red Sun, who has returned to this world for a sacred purpose: Know this you are here to help save the thousands of sacred children, in truth, many thousands of the children will be lost and thousands more perish needlessly without Red Sun.

This information is to help make sure you learn, you need to understand you can gain knowledge in rather unique ways. The first time Elinora, attempted to kill you, by leaving your lifeless in the bathtub, before your second cycle, we held you and help you learn special sacred universal knowledge, until Grandmother M rescued you. Yes, it is important for you to understand, how you could be one and yet two spiritual beings together, but with the drowning a tear happened, but the biggest separation occurred on the railroad track, and then later on that night she tried to smother you, to waken you and for others to attach and worm their way in.

These in addition to a few other factors makes it urgent and critical we cleanse, mend, heal, awaken, renew, and reawaken DNA, physical child with psychic physics, Intellectual/Universal/Spiritual to Quantum Physics and Eternal Being of Life and Light bringing them all together from past to present and into the future. Now do you understand you need us to mean that which has been under attack, torn, and almost completely separated, if that happens neither will survive and thousands will be lost, we must mend soon or neither will survive? If one is lost, both will die, and then many thousands will be lost and perish needlessly.

It is important you and your sacred spirit remember how you shared a strong spiritual connection with valuable, sacred abilities to sense, see, hear, observe, and witness the deceptions of negative influences. Together you have the gift to a summons forth sacred awareness, and develop stronger knowingness of life and events, while you can gain and enrich knowledge of negative, dark, demonic entities; which some want to control and/or destroy while they control and possess your spirit; however, know this because of certain gifts unique . . . also means one uncommon struggle for spiritual survival. Most of the dark demonic and/or disembodied creatures’ attacks on you came from, orchestrated, and choreographed, by those who worship Satan, controlled by demonic forces, of as Elinora the demons of darkness have the ability to compel people to do things they might not do otherwise. You can find them anywhere not just involved in Satanic Cults, in reality it means, get to know the spirit-heart of, observe behavior, and know their words, in time you will understand.

Secret, many of these disembodied creatures love to relive life on a more destructive level, and this they might be able to accomplish if they connect to a child , and maybe in time they can become walk-ins once they discover how they can weaken and destroy the spirit of the innocent child. The sacred spirit of a child is a hundred times stronger and wiser than most people realize. Such connections can give demons a direct line to the Sacred Ones, in a destructive way. Know anger and depression can be harmful and weaken ones defenses. Notes this journey to Yellowstone, has many purposes, including our sacred abilities and skills to cleanse, we can assist you to remove all the hatred, dissolve satanic cult influences, dislodge disembodied entities, which then allows reprograming for healthier life and spiritual development. WE then can take the negative, demonic, and disembodied away and send them to where they need to go to earn another chance to return and earn their right to transcend.

If similar attempts to kill, fail to kill, they can weaken ones spirit, cause spirit-heart and other types of interference, which can cause one to accept negative subconscious programming. Thus, this among several others reasons they challenged Elinora to cause your spiritual death, too many demons, disembodied entities, and tricksters, enjoy Elinora’s drinking and sexually affairs. Some sought new bodies for walk-in dominance, one more reason. First they need to weaken before they can gain negative influences on the child’s mind, thus they can weaken more and more, in their attempts to separate a child from eternal spirit; which then gives them a pathway to get rid of or dominate the child’s soul and thus they have an opening to begin their walk-in. Sacred Truth, Elinora’s spirit is flooded with—negative energy, under dangerous psychic influences; know each entity wants to possess another’s form, they seek those with spiritual abilities, which you will in time understand.

Thus in many ways and for many reasons this journey goes beyond serious or critical, it is the journey for survival by the numbers Know Yellowstone’s sacred medicine power, has moved into action to remove and discard the ones not of the Sacred Spirit of Eternal Light of Life and Love while you are on the road, and much has been happening before you arrive at your grandmother’s camp site, to block them from discovering you and they will not return with Elinora either.

Sundown feels closer in the mountains and Elinora was showing signs of withdrawal, and breaking out in sweats, she no long desired but was in physical need of her liquor, which meant it had become urgent for us to stop at a hotel with a cocktail lounge or one close by one. Food was not important to Elinora, when she was in this state of mind. Hunter stopped at a hotel with a cocktail lounge, and Elinora disappeared until after she finished her second drink. Time to get dressed for dinner, but I was too sick to leave the room. They went downstairs and Hunter brought me back cheeseburger and fresh fruit.

Carsickness has was one thing, but not the real reason for my intense motion sickness, this came from the vortex travel, physical body, guardian protection, keeps body functions active, but not good for supporting, the functions of walk, talk and/or eat, only for laying down in a semi-conscious state. Throughout the entire night, child consciousness, and Red Sun eternal spirit enjoyed taking journeys in the travellers’ vortex, with guardians and spiritual elders. Flight without an airplane, able to sense and communicate with life and the universe on many new and wonderful levels, while sensory abilities were able to recognize, analysis, and communicate with a beautiful and wondrous universe. Universal language, telepathic communications, and absorption of elements and environments, who can say this universe is not alive and living, need to take a sacred spiritual flight..

Fourth Day: Embraced by Yellowstone and Beyond

Yellowstone Powerful Autocatalysis Instructor …. Chapter One

Fourth Day: Embraced by Yellowstone and Beyond

Sunup the fourth day, we had been taking journeys all through the night, however, I learned there were a few more introduction journeys, before we arrived at Grandmother M’s campsite.. Breakfast time, and for a child that loved food, this morning was much different, the guardian of the child, requires only light to rebuild energy, thus he/she had no desire for food, but had learned to walk and talk some. Vortex journeys continued until a little after mid-afternoon around the time Glen Hunter shouts: Red Sun, we will be in Yellowstone soon, we are over halfway across the Teton Mountain Range, which is actually part of Yellowstone, too.

Just before he shouted the energy fields and patterns connected to our journey in the vortex, began our return travel. Time for child to return to physical body, with the help of the guardian it was easy to connect, rebalance, and take over heart beat for proper circulation and come back from the journey. Interesting, spiritual energy and vortex travel assistance, helped to return all to the point, in earth time, just before the calling of my name.

This vortex travel helped me return with a sense of rejuvenation, restored strength, along with new comprehension, enlightenment, and spiritual connectivity ability. Yes, we were only a few hours away from Grandmother M. Although, physical, psychological, psychic functions, spiritual energy, and strength, combined with renewed inspirational intuition, enlightenment, and excitement meant it could not come soon enough, for me. Inasmuch as the closer the car with us in it, got to Yellowstone the more apprehensive and violent Elinora’s behavior becomes. Bearing in mind, too, poor, Elinora had to actually eat her breakfast, instead of drink it, withdrawals maybe, or habit, no matter either way, booze had once again become the only thing on her mind, which began showing soon after breakfast. Now being so close meant time the time had arrived in Elinora’s mind to make Hunter and Red Sun’s life a living hell, by starting another of her verbally abusive, fights, with a punch or two thrown in from time to time arguments and because she could knowing Hunter would not do anything while he was driving.

Elinora starts her argument by shouting venomous filled comments: Red Sun, we sure are going out of our way for you, I will be glad when we get you to your Grandmother M in Yellowstone. Hunter will not let me have even one drink; until after we get rid of you. You are nothing but trouble; in fact you should have never been born. This world would be better off without you; you are a stone around my neck. For the next eight-five miles Glen Hunter and Elinora did nothing, but argue. While Elinora tried to drag me in to the middle of their fights any which way she could. Even shouting at me to hit Glen Hunter for her, that had me confused and I refused to hit him, so she hit me.

Speaking to unseen guardians:

Great I lack energy to deal with Elinora. Yes, I feel somewhat stronger with life returning, nonetheless, I still lack real strength to say or do much. It is dangerous if Elinora starts hitting one Hunter, hoping to force him to stop at a liquor store and get her a bottle of booze and mix. She finished the two bottles he got her last night, after she returned to the hotel and all the drinks she had before and after dinner. Darn, either way drinking and/or lack thereof can make people mean, people that drink will do anything they can to get drunk. No one wins, when she wants a bottle or when she is drunk, the more she drinks the greater dangers, the greater the violence, from dangerous mean to meaner and deadly. She is vicious when she isn’t drinking, with her; no one can win, and you never know which personality is going to come awake, either. One wrong word has all too often caused an all-out battle and accident, she goes crazy, Grandmother M help me I am afraid with the way she is behaving.

Grandmother M transmits all-embracing telepathic communications: Red Sun can you hear me?

Red Sun: Coming in very loud and strong. Wow, I can feel you Grandmother M; you are coming in about the size of a mountain, can you hear me, it is strange, here and dangerous, about the time I start to recover, Elinora’s spirit starts growing uncomfortable and turning darker. Overpowered by carsickness, on the verge of dead, incased in lights and lost in a cocoon, the worse I felt the more she sang. All things move, and changed, when I could not speak, she sang. Now some light and enlightenment touching all and we are listening to more dark hearted venomous hatred and selfish greed. See-Saw effect, new energies begins, carsickness receding, physical and spiritual receiving life energizing energy and strength. Abilities are beginning to awaken, each mile closer to Yellowstone, and you grandmother. The same time I can sense demons trying to communicate with her and the area around here is blocking them, and light is touching her.

Grandmother M: Secrets on both sides, hear me, do not . . . I am serious . . . do not say a word of what I am telling you, or let on you and I are communicating. Very important for you to understand, definitely say not a word to Elinora about anything you have experienced on the journey here. It is important you say nothing, in time you will understand why, after you get here. Although truth of reality suggests, Red Sun you are linked to Yellowstone, which began many days back across time., to keep you save, Sweetheart, she has taken you to her heart and introduced each of us to far-reaching, wonderful autocatalysis influences. Relax my child, accept her blessings and love, she has many gifts to give you, and blessing for you to receive, but remember  for your protection say nothing to Elinora or Hunter.

One guardian implies: On the other hand, child time seems to necessitate, full comprehension, awareness, acceptance, and absorption for awakening. You will be with us for a couple of weeks, providing you the opportunity to visit Yellowstone with your Grandmother M. Your time for your spirit-heart and mind too open, a time when you will find strange, amazing, and mysterious, filled with many new and magnificent presentation by Mother Earth, Yellowstone, the Sacred Ones and of course Grandmother M will surprise you, but for your protection hold your tongue.

Inside Yellowstone National Park

Yellowstone Powerful Autocatalysis Instructor

Inside Yellowstone National Park

Around suppertime, we pulled into the third camp area, inside Yellowstone and I senses tingled Grandmother M . . . Where, where?

Unseen Guardian: There, Red Sun. . . . Look up, right over there! (Pictures giving me direction and sight beyond sight) She’s coming out of her Airstream. Tumble from the back into the front, atop, across, and over Elinora, head first in a sudden leap through her window, straight into grandmother’s open arms: “Hooray, we’re here!” before Hunter turned the engine off. Love touch connects . . . gentle hand of sacred spirit breeze, summons sacred life energizing energies . . . two hearts, minds and spirits: flow as one . . . visions shared unspoken words flow from within the Sacred Heart of Mother Earth Yellowstone: Flashes, implied this was a time of enormous importance—a wounded life’s circle came to heal and make whole . . . Red Sun. Here one meets her past, embraces the rebirth of her present, to achieve greater strengths for others to survive, and identify the future.

Glen Hunter had removed my luggage out of the trunk of the car, before we returned on our short journey, while I clung to Grandmother M and she clung tight t me in her arms, I heard Elinora say we will see you in a month, and told Glen Hunter take her where she could get something to drink, in the same breath. Amazing how fast they disappeared before I finished greeting Grandmother M and our spirit journey within the vortex had completed. She did not give her mother a hug or kiss, either, since she refused to get out of the car, the only words from her, Here is Red Sun, we are late,  see you in a month . . .Goodbye.

This was our bonding time, we were experiencing each millisecond flashes of recall, receiving memory each recalling reality, each individual, each reflection connects experiences, and exposes a unique tapestry of information. Many questions answered in less than sixty seconds: lessons experienced became knowledge acquired into personal/universal history. Each flash or a combination of conscious/subconscious reality becomes another journey moving us in spirit time through wonderful spiritual portals. World turning around us, we are inside the vortex and time resets our combined spirit travels from the if-fen shadows of our eternal spirit-life journeys, which combine our spiritual history—into heavens light of spiritual physics and universal wisdom.

Upon our return from the journey, grandmother voiced nothing, but telepathic communications, enriches are awareness with eye contact, which communicated more than words could express—one of many ways we shared communications: Yes, it’s an important time in our lives, Red Sun . . . a child who would not be here now, if several seasons earlier, the Creator had not guided his humble messenger, by his sacred hands of love, to return life to a child death had claimed. Then twice more, in less than ten-months her life restored, after the rescue of a young Red Sun, from a house of many shot and murders.

Arms around neck, placing kisses on her cheeks, forehead, chin, corners of mouth and nose, before our favorite position of forehead-to-forehead: I hear you. Know this my guardian this life is yours. If not for your connections and skills . . . arching back to struggle with hand sign language: eye . . . no B no 4 U . . .  Sorry, shake hands, for acknowledgement to grandmother: hand sign not good yet. I looked around to discover Glen Hunter and Elinora were no longer anyplace to be seen. They did not tell either of us good-bye only dropped off my things and left. Oh, well, I am with Grandmother M and that is all that really counts, Elinora doesn’t have to come back really.

Time had come for Yellowstone embraces us within her sacred energies and Mother Earth speaks: Sacred Mother, you, and Red Sun, we have witnessed are true, sacred, and rare spiritual women. Sacred Mother you are well loved and respected. Considering individual acknowledges you a sacred mother, sacred messenger, saint, guardian, spiritual guide, teacher, missionary, healer, and friend.

Regardless, of the words this day, by the hour of Red Sun’s birth, this Sacred Mother touched generations of . . .  across all cultural backgrounds and language groups . . . while the other had touched and influenced hundreds of thousands across a number of decades. What can one say other than the both of you are sacred women who stimulate—individual awakenings of intellectual talents through mind and spirit. However, I can’t say how all see or feel you child in the future, but I can say, we see all who receive her, are touched, or walked across her aura, sense a true sacred spiritual presence. There is much ahead that needs not be revealed at this time to the little one.

Okay, even after joining grandmother, it was still important for more connections, journeys, and awakenings which meant adventures within the vortex of travel, and sleeping by Grandmother M, this night we continued to slip in and out of a state of semi-consciousness, until the shadow of Yellowstone’s crossed over our campgrounds, and light returned, proclaiming Red Sun is now fully within Yellowstone’s loving embrace and cherished in dawn’s embrace . . . . The same second of dawn, we hear a spiritual energy pop, providing us with sensations of sacred spirit embraces establish the child/Red Sun, in a way, which helps us familiarize our connections with the sacred energies of Yellowstone.

Sacred lives and energies greet both with a grand embrace: In one moment child/Red Sun recognized the sacred presence, influence, and embraces . . . Yellowstone, used during our entire four-day journey. Hard to believe how after days of lying flat, not sure if alive or dead, and then with a blessing and embrace life returns via gifts of enlightenment. Once inside the Sacred Circle of Yellowstone Sacred Heart of Mother Earth and the Mother Earth’s powerful blessings of eternal life and love many new opportunities guided us to relate to the sacred spirit of Yellowstone. After a peanut butter and jelly sandwich, and a short time before falling off to sleep, with the vortex of travel requesting we take a journey within,  I questioned Grandmother about WHY and WHAT is important that I say nothing to Elinora or Glen Hunter and neither were to have any knowledge about my sacred cocoon, spiritual connections, spirit journeys, and our telepathic connections. We took a few journeys together which was fun talking to elders, but I cannot say how long we were gone, since I failed to wake up until morning.

At breakfast I asked why neither one gave me a kiss, shook my hand, or a pat on the back, they just dumped the luggage and left. It hurt since Elinora told me shortly, before how glad she was glad to get rid of me, I was in her way and nothing but trouble, she wanted me out of her, and she did not care if I was dead, because she would never cry over my dead body. I asked what I thought was a simple question but the answer, became a very long and hard journey to understand: Why does she hate me so much?

[Sacred and Personal Life Truths: At the beginning of the journey, I was too young and twisted up insides, prior to the wonderful gift of awakening comprehension, and enlightenment for understanding the greatness of Yellowstone the Sacred Heart filled with Mother Earth’s teachings and love. By the time we headed back to southwest and to central Kentucky, I had come alive. Gone from blind to having eyes, which discovered they had the power and ability to see beyond the normal five senses. All the years since Yellowstone, including present day, my heart sings a song of love and thanks, for the gifts and opportunity of acceptance to connect with the sacred life force of universal life and spiritual physics.

However strange, for a time no one could convince me of Yellowstone’s involvement, or powerful autocatalysis influences, during our journey from Riverdale, California to Yellowstone. Yet, after I sleep on the ground, our spirits journeyed together, began a great and powerful change. For a time I walked a time upon sacred ground, within her sacred heart, where I learned to appreciate and comprehend her sacred abilities, blessings and many of her very wonderful spiritual manners. You know the saying walk a mile in my moccasins, will it requires a little more than a mile to walk with the Sacred Heart of Yellowstone, to realize the sacred unity of the universe’s divine spiritual oneness. ]

[Sorry, Grandmother M’s history, I’ll have to save for another time book, inasmuch as, her life history and mine with her can’t be written in less than 500 pages. Truth, the vastness of wisdom and influences: in combination with Yellowstone and Grandmother M, along with an abundance of history, nature, and eternal wisdom, directing life and knowledge back to my roots – begins with osmosis assimilation, designed to awaken in one short lifetime, decades of knowledge, which in turn connects one to generations of history. Even with the infusion it took many seasons to classify, categorize, as well as, obtain a useful maturity to understand, now maybe you can understand why it can’t be put into a few pages either. All this happened within a short space of time once our lives became interconnected. True Reality, Grandmother has neither written a book, nor held public office, but she had publicity agents promoting, one Sacred Mother her around the world, for all she did, it was her abilities and sacred gifts which helped to guide and teach. She was not Catholic but if she was she would be on the wall beside Sister Theresa and Pope John Paul III, and then one other that trained with her in Nebraska and South Dakota . . . Grandfather John White Cloud of the Parrot Clan of the Laguna Pueblo Nations]

© Michelle Red Sun EagleHawk

RedSun/SunHawk Life Adventures

February 2011

Talking about Yellowstone Autocatalysis Influences Part 1

This is a very shorten article of the sacred life journey I lived when I was blessed by one of the Sacred Heart of Mother Earth Yellowstone not just the park but the land that includes the Grand Tetons, too.

Talking about Yellowstone Autocatalysis Influences

No Turning Back — Part 1 of 2

This is the place that joined me to my sacred spirit of the Indigenous peoples of this land, you can take the child away from her peoples, but you can’t take the people out of the child. This is my road to walk and the Sacred Guardians were determined I would be awakened to the spirit others wanted to destroy.

Several decades later it’s still incredible . . . how a lifetime could be influenced by one trip to Yellowstone National Park. Through her launching of autocatalysis components/events/interaction, what happened within her proved to be the turning point in my life? This day once again, my spirit calls out . . . “Sacred Yellowstone, Yellowstone the heart of our Sacred Mother Earth, Yellowstone the life maker and life breaker, if people only knew the medicine power within you. If I ask, will you remember and answer . . . how can events seemly unrelated, connect and awaken spiritual abilities by your infusion of truths into life and spirit? Hundreds may come to you and experience or see nothing, while others you treat to autocatalysis components — awakening life’s true direction. From which there is no turning back. Yellowstone, your miraculous skills have the gift to awaken multi dimensions of life (via unrelated far-flung events) or so it might appear. Until . . . your life and mine joined for a time or a sacred lifetime?

Truth of heart and spirit . . . no imagination can prepare any individual for your incremental introduction to a child of lives major autocatalytic induction of interaction and vital knowledge: which either alters ones life course, create a set of unique components, whereby your impartation and formation of new or revised blueprints for life, living and purpose. Cause and affects are true autocatalysis components: when induction thereof solidified and pulled together (a once out of control and all too often floundering heart and foundation), thus you set the progression of life’s path for untold adventures.

Yellowstone I say to you, no amount of imagination, could have prepared this child for your unique autocatalytic adventures: As a tidal wave changes a landscape, your autocatalysis influences changed, awakened and reset this child’s personal history. Most important your influence lead to lives saved, in addition to the generous enhancement to many other life journeys, through which the opportunity was given them to improve balance, as well.

“My name is Red Sun, who had lived a total three-full-cycles and three seasons, when you and I connected. Even though truth of reality suggests, Red Sun was (one of many) across time you have taken to your heart and introduced them to your far-reaching, wonderful autocatalysis influences. Truth of life: at the time I was too young to understand your greatness and love, but now my heart sings a song of love and thanks. However, no one was going to convince me of this during our journey from Riverdale, California, to where? Not until the second day of what was turning into endless: I want to die carsickness. Glen Hunter and Elinora decided to reveal the whys and whereabouts of this journey.”

Glen Hunter, “We’re going to Yellowstone Park . . . because of the Korean War: Men/relations called to active duty, businesses sold, belated emergency honeymoons, including a quick operation for gathering of . . . large family reunion. All designed to accommodate a rapidly growing family gathering of western relations. Most of us have been in receipt of dreams instructing us to gather in Yellowstone: since most west coast male relations, B 18 through 40 years B are called up to active duty. . . . How can I explain this to you so you will understand? After conferring with your Grandmother M, the family units decided it was important to have a reunion, before husbands, brothers and sons go off to war. Many families, including ours, are moving to other parts of the country . . . to give . . . to give . . . peace of mind for one thing, while men are separated from their families.”

Elinora, “Hunter, sold our car dealership and arranged to move us back to the land of his birth, Kentucky, where he believes his brothers will be able to watch over his farm, and us too. Hunter’s convinced he will not return home on his feet, if he is able to return home at all. I think that is a lot of hog wash: he’s not going to die in Korea. However, he will not be happy until we’re planted in the middle farm country, slopping hogs and chasing chickens. I’m a city lady not a farm drudge.”

“You will get use to it, Elinora, you knew who and what you were marrying when you married me.” Sharp chuckle, “Red Sun, the exact reason or reasons for Yellowstone refuse to be identified, except in the Creator’s time: Yellowstone’s summons through her song which has become a deep itch, haunting everyone’s spirit. Yellowstone’s spirit refuses to let go . . . all vacation spots turned into black holes, from the oceans of San Diego, as well as, all coastal ports in-between. Next, we searched inland from Big Bear to Yosemite then up through the Grand Tetons, our visions for our gathering hit up against brick walls: life would fail if not Yellowstone. Even when we tried to speak of going any place other than . . . we got sick. As you’re car sick now, we too were hit with the same violent sickness, which only departed when we set our sights on Yellowstone. We decided we would camp, where Grandmother M vision instructed, south of Ol’ Faithful and north of the Grand Tetons, inside Yellowstone, the only compromise allowed.

“Ah, bull! . . . Visions . . . which this family suddenly has plenty of . . . ? Nor has anyone’s intuitions been able to interpret Yellowstone’s song: Why these demands have to be accommodated at some camp-p-p? G-r-r-r-round rather than a lodge, with running water and indoor plumbing? That’s why we’ll drop you off to stay with your grandmother and we’re going to stay at the lodge.”

“Neither, Elinora’s opinion notwithstanding . . . nor even one-single dream released us from Yellowstone’s call. We received repetitions of Yellowstone dreams challenged us: it was her and no place else, we were not going to be released from her influences until we all agreed to answer Yellowstone’s call: dreams, visions, voices or intuition, it matters not, how one might refer to Yellowstone’s haunting, mystical, control. Once everyone contacted Grandmother M, with their impressions, she translated the Great Spirit insisted our families gather at Yellowstone and no place else, if these visions which haunt our spirits are to stop.

“That’s some joke Red Sun! . . . Your Grandmother M’s voice must always be the final decision.”

“Red Sun, when Grandmother M speaks people really listens to her words. But this you know. Don’t listen to Elinora, she’s just mad because no one gave into her way and headed to Vegas. Then ‘We the people,’ have learned not to dispute Grandmother M’s spoken decrees. Failure to do so is tantamount to suicide: regrettable backlashes rise up to slap us in the face not just for a season either, but for many a season.”

“Glad for them, but my strength continues to diminish, every hour of our travels, life force is close to nothing. Strange too is how by this third day of carsickness, body and spirit felt closer to death, every minute something more within me is being striped away, almost ever ounce of life force, is gone, I’m empty. Unable to raise head or limbs (slipping in and out of consciousness) with face buried in wet towels.”

Little Red Sun slipped away into unconsciousness, until . . . we were close within the spirit of Yellowstone. Sickness departed slowly, but not until your shadow crossed my face . . . as the sensation of spirits joined, did strength increase influences of life anew. Hard to believe after days of lying flat, life returns, by way of a gift illuminated by the sacred spirit of Earth Mother’s Yellowstone. It matters not, because this gift allowed the child, en route to grandmother, an opportunity to look out the car windows from an upright position.

Around suppertime, we pulled into the third camp area, senses tingled Grandmother M . . . “There! Over there! She’s coming out of her Airstream.” Tumble from the back into the front, across and over Elinora, head first in a sudden leap through her window, into grandmother’s open arms: “Hooray, we’re here!”, before Hunter turned the engine off. Love touch connects . . . gentle hand of sacred spirit breeze, summons sacred life energizing energies . . . two hearts, minds and spirits: flow as one . . . visions shared unspoken words from sacred mother heart of Yellowstone: Flashes, implied this was a time of vast importance — a wounded life’s circle came to heal — Red Sun is here to meet her past, embrace the rebirth of her present, for her future to achieve greater strengths for others to survive.

Less than a minute in time: experiences flash in milliseconds reality through several visions loaded with information, yet our view of ones life history, traveled through a spirit portal over an hour in spirit time. World turning around us, time being reset as life travels from the if-fen shadows of life history into — so shall it be heavens light. Upon our return from the journey, grandmother voiced nothing, but telepathic eye contact said more than words could express — one of many ways we shared communications: Yes, its an important time in our lives, Red Sun . . . a child who would not be here now, if several seasons earlier, the Creator had not guided his humble messenger, by his sacred hands of love, to return life to a child death. Then twice more, in less than ten-months her life restored, after the rescue of a young Red Sun, from a house of murder.

Arms around neck, placing kisses on her cheeks, forehead, chin, corners of mouth and nose, before our favorite position of forehead to forehead: I hear you, know this, my life is yours. If not for your connections and skills . . . arching back to struggle with hand sign language—eye . . . no B no 4 U . . . Sorry—shake hands, for acknowledgement to grandmother: sign not good yet.

Yellowstone, you, as Grandmother M, are proven true/rare spiritual women, well loved and respected. However, I can’t say how all see or feel you, but I can say all who knew her, were touched or walked across her aura, sense a true sacred spiritual presence: Considering individual spirits acknowledges this is a sacred mother, sacred messenger, saint, guardian, spiritual guide, teacher, missionary, healer and friend. Nevertheless, neither of you women have ever written a book, held public office, but you have had publicity agents promoting, you. Regardless, by the hour of my birth, one had touched generations of . . . across all cultural backgrounds and language groups . . . while the other had touched and influenced hundreds of thousands across a number of decades. What can be said of the both of you, you are sacred women who stimulate — individual awakenings of intellectual talent through ones mind and spirit.

[Sorry, Grandmother M’s history, I’ll have to save for another time, inasmuch as, her life history and mine with her can’t be written in less than 500 pages, because of the vastness of wisdom and influences: in combination with Yellowstone and Grandmother M, along with an abundance of history, nature and eternal wisdom, directing life and knowledge back to my roots – through osmosis ingestion awakening ones lifetime to decades of knowledge which in turn connect one to generations of history. Even with the infusion took many seasons to classify, categorize, as well as, a useful maturity to understand, now maybe you can understand why it can’t be put into a few pages either. All this happened within a short space of time once our lives became interconnected.]

Several days later life force, acknowledged strength was close to being replenished, as spirit regained balance, after hours of enjoyment with the sky spirits, while absorbing Yellowstone’s life giving forces. Spirit overloaded with tears of enthusiastic happiness, spinning around in a whirlwind presentation of joyous circles: “It’s beautiful. Can you sense all the spirit forms? I love this place. The simple pleasures of communication with life, spirit filled with an abundance of song and knowingness, through observations and absorption of life, eagles and hawks soar through the canyon, each adding to my life. Truth spirit heart is full here in Yellowstone, not hungry or empty. Our Sacred Earth Mother reveals more about our interdependency via our connection which feeds spirit and gives life. Grandmother M, I wish you could understand why I can’t play with two-dimensional children, being close to them hurts my spirit, makes me cry, they tell too many lies. Don’t ask me to play anymore let my spirit flow and grow here in Yellowstone.

“Yellowstone Mother, tell me why this Red Sun, a child of . . . cycles(?), walks in life void of communication abilities and/or desires, among persons incapable of reason, who seemed to do nothing more than mimic the parents of their, parents’ personalities. Persons lacking conversation abilities beyond basic, me, myself and I. Persons who lack within necessary capacities to absorb multi-dimensions of Earth Mother’s beauty, all around us. Tongues, hearts and spirits mixed with half-truths and flat lies. Yellowstone easy on my spirit, easy to communicate with, life awakens to the spirit of animals and two-legged persons filled with spirit, too. Life is an important adventure, so much to learn and even more to absorb. Where in time . . . did these life transformation experiences and spiritual connections, begin?”

Whirlwind dance comes to a fast halt . . . to ask questions face to face: “Grandmother M, tell me? What is this deep emotion stirring from within a call for a spirit too long asleep to understand this child’s roots? Why does it feel this Yellowstone, is an area as sacred as walking into heaven’s highest and most sacred of holy churches?”

Grandmother stood disguising silence of spirit and voice with her impressive smile . . . desirous to hear what new words she saw growing. One more of Red Sun’s verbalizations (excuses) for her behavior. She didn’t have to wait long. ”Life here speaks to me as no other place I’ve been. Sacred Earth Mother is . . . does communicate her love by her ability to embrace this child in her spiritual love. Grandmother M, speak to me truths . . . why not until now, have I not been able to recognize what is meant, when one says their spirit’s hungry. Yet, now that I have been absorbed into and feed by nature’s spirit, her life forces, spiritual energy, her sacred love and medicine knowledge, in addition to all we have been through. Heart says and spirits reveals it wasn’t until now this time here, I’ve been able to recognize the real truth of what you said about my empathetic abilities and how it feeds a spirit.”

Perception of Grandmother M as a fountain of knowledge and honesty, this Red Sun received great pleasure, having the first-half of our together vacation, free from Elinora . . . free to ask question, after question, after question . . . in quest of wisdom with reference to differences between openness of life, mind and spirit, confronted by life to learn from Grandmother M and Yellowstone. At least every other day or was it just hours apart? . . . A small push by a guardian, arrived to incite one strange question, voiced out in different ways. As guardian speaks to Red Sun’s spirit, Red Sun repeated words which sent Grandmother M into a nervous silence. Yet, her nervous silence relayed volumes with each confrontation of questions: either asked wrongly in time, place or in front of persons, who need not know the reason for the questions. Her guardians would prevent her reply by temporary paralyzes of throat, keeping silent words forbidden or not ready to be spoken. Yet, volumes sought release to be spoken, as revealed in her eyes framed with tears. Words allowed were vocalized through whispers, “I will have to pray on your question and give you an answer later.”

In retrospect, it was the right place to receive answers, as these questions were part of the stage backdrop for answers: to be revealed in the hour and way commanded by decree. Question: Why do I feel so different, not special, but just different from children of lighter skin? It is hard for me to communicate with the rest of our relation or people of light skin, too. Sorry, but most of the time it’s hard for me to relate to your daughter and Glen. Why is it, I don’t feel they are my parents? Grandmother M, explain? Your skin is light, but your spirit is different and easy to communicate with. Explain?” Silent smile, eyes rimmed with water and the same words whispered: AI . . . pray . . . on questions . . . answer later.”

Strange how many lifetime events change truths within the short span of a day, what we assumed (to be) in reality wasn’t. Ideas, of words spoken, defined a day designed to . . . (invoke autocatalysis chemistry/influences.) “Red Sun, the significance of this day is that we are at the halfway point, it’s time to get you up before the sun, so we can experience the beauty of early morning. Its important to us, inasmuch as most of the campers within our campsite are still asleep, once everyone wakes up, the real beauty is drowned out. Listen to what Earth Our Sacred Mother and the Creator say to you.” Her words summonsed the messengers: Spiritual lightning struck, thunder of eagle wings sounded close overhead, symbols of sign—awakened times at hand: Instructs the panoramic view of many spiritual doors to be fling wide-open between material and spiritual universes. Excitement of changes delivered adventures arrived as sacred lightning, the first day of the halfway point, who would have thought . . . other than Grandmother M, that is?

The wall of invisibility . . . vanished between universes. Silence of . . . what silence? Sacred eagle calls forth, “Awaken . . . spirit thunder” . . . As the beat of awakening upon ones spirit drum of life, POW! Magnification of communications: a flood of soundless, knowing awareness, by absorption of wisdom’s knowledge. Beyond reasons, earthly comprehension asks how a single tone of . . . (by the sacred eagle song and sacred wings) command and control a new awakening: Enhancement (by a hundredfold) sensory perception reception — transmitted via spirit and live form — close within and/or across the canyon: voices, sounds, subconscious communication, songs of spirit wind are songs of life: summonsing life to lessons, through enrichment of ones abilities to learn by way of — absorption, thought power, experiences and wisdom. Introductions to uplifting environment provide powerful spiritual, healing to mind, body and spirit. Next introductions to hostile torturous actions, producing somewhat different reactions to negative communications and/or behavior: destructive painful violence, robbing life force — big understatement. Mind spinning with all the influx of empathetic influences healing, ripping and tearing mind, body and spirit, falling to the ground as a person close to death. Crying out to the universe: “Overload, is this what our Earth Mother and the Creator go through?”. . . Brain blacked out to escape the pain.

Eagle called, spirit awakened, stunned by how each sweet, care filled note possessed the ability to heal, uplift and restore life to ones spirit, as well as, how increases in harmony is capable to infuse one with the sensation of journeys on the winds of life’s wisdom. Eagle calls forth Red Sun’s spirit to accept and soar with them, among and beyond the clouds: each tone not just a note but the unitization of energy with spirit revealed within it the power to awaken long locked away universal wisdom. Eagles’ songs combined with the hawks, turned physical needs into a memorization of spirit nourishment among life’s bounty, ending desires for physical food: Each note more persuasive than the last, passionate . . . inspiration . . .

Spirit/child (not physical-child) rides the wings of a spirit-trance, as songs guide Red Sun from the breakfast table to an alcove at campsite edge, a few yards from a steep drop-off, into a river maybe a mile or more below in the canyon. Alcove unknown . . . knowledge of how-to-access C a mystery, yet this child laid braced against a dirt wall. Observation of life through spirit eyes, yes. Eagles and hawks holding Red Sun’s spirit high above earth clouds: Spirit free, soars, circles, dances with live, far away from body hidden at canyon’s edge, to keep it safe. Gentle breezes touch and snuggle spirit among the soft whisper of winds, in motion across the trees . . . maintains physical, in touch with spirit.

Okay? . . . What? . . . Who? . . . Summons? . . . Who is it that demands, Red Sun’s spirit to return from spirit journeys with eagles and hawks. Why’s a wet nose bumping my shoulder? Bump, bump, shove. Demanding nose: where am I? Peeking around through eyes of physical and spiritual, adjusting senses to new unknown environment and accesses. How did I get here? How did the nose get here? Can . . . can’t see . . . feel . . . small flat wet nose . . . mind search . . . what might be . . . not bear? “Wet nose size of a pony or calf?”

Wet nose: Good! Red Sun, it took long enough to summons spirit back to body.

Sniff, sniff . . . sense the wind: No animal smells. Sounds like a pony, feet of hoofs not claws, snorts of pony or calf. “May I look and see?” I have to know who belongs to the wet nose.

Wet nose: Know this I’ve come in love. For as you see me, I am . . . a white buffalo calf . . . Spirit of the White Buffalo Calf Woman, I’ve been sent by the Great Spirit to teach you, to awaken you to your true spirit of birth.

Contagious—her words spoke volumes of sacred love with equal balances of light and life.

Wet nose: I am the white buffalo calf woman. Come touch me we have a long journey to take, this day.

Head turns to look back, across right shoulder: “Wow-w-w-w, your beautiful, cloud white, gentle spirit-song heart, you are what?” Raised arms up to hug neck, “I love . . .”

Hand on wet nose, blink of an eye: merge of spirit minds, propels us through worlds, of time and space; past, present and/or future; seasons of journey in Creator’s time: Questions answered not yet asked, perplexed by questions both ask and unspoken; questions asked seasons past of Guardians, Grandmother M, Creator and/or life receive answers.

[Cannot say how many levels of communications evolved throughout our journey as voices did not pass through lips, yet we shared what seemed to be a universe of communications in a short span of time: Impressions to sensations of seasons, places and activities, universe filled with thoughts, ideas, pictures, life action, colors, words, music and environments. Our time together proved more alive than one can obtain at the movies, more powerful than most visions or visitations with ones relations at family reunions. Nevertheless, her skills of traveling, returned us back in time, to within a few minutes of when we left.]

Some may call it out-of-body-experience, some dream state, others trance like-state: but that’s them not me. Spirit recognizes physical form of communication, but wasn’t ready to rejoin, as spirit voice, challenged wet nose for clarification of communication, inasmuch as volumes of information could be lost in through some other from of translations.

Truth, for the time we shared in contact, our spirits proved to be capable of intense, none verbalized, high level communication translation via perceptions of intense of spirit voices: pictures, energies, sensations and absorption influencing all of ones senses and precognitive abilities, which takes a while to readjust and align to everyday conditions, upon ones return a journey of such intense beauty and mass. A journey which linked countless days, activities, adventures and universes from here and beyond within the midst of (or throughout) where in time and space?

Red Sun’s heart expresses through spirit voice:

White Buffalo opens door to . . . that which called from faraway . . . in here.

Touch right hand to heart and left to wet nose’s forehead for transmission of voice through hands to broadcast inner-vision:

Life lost in winter, long, has awakened to spring. We are of the same spirit-heart, and culture-heritage. Spirit true is red . . . not white. Life speaks on universe of different levels. Spirit of birth comes not from those I call parents, here this day, but from mother crossed . . . elder relations and ancestors . . . answers why spirit has felt empty. Wonder if wet-nose understands what I’m trying to say?

Wet nose:

Most of our sacred spirit journey must be kept silent, as you need information, it will return as flashes of deja vu. But know certain information cannot be shared except when instructed by the Great Spirit or through instructions, you will know, you will be guided to speak.

Red Sun spirit speaks again through hands:

You opened eyes, you opened mind to ancestors past and relations present . . . revealed truths hidden, you came to tell a sacred child-of-red, she was well loved by the Creator, he sent many to welcome his sacred child. Sorrow filled heart of child . . . when . . . embracing us/them . . . Chiefs and Medicine Men . . . past/present awakened memories locked . . . birth mother appeared walking with elders. Love embracing us, by many who wore the bonnets of . . . all whom Red Sun recognized as family . . . dressed in buckskins pure (left no question) mother of blood crossed. Many emotions flooded spirit . . . bonds of love healed heart and strengthened this spirit, too.

Wet nose:

Red Sun, hear me? You have been sent here to help save the people. The Creator/Great Spirit has decreed for us a long, strong journey together, as you have seen, but for this to take place answer your heart: Do you accept the fact you will have many lessons to learn, do you accept all your duties and responsibilities C not power or position? Answer true for from your answer, there is no turning back?”

Recalling our journey, answer pop forth before the second heartbeat:

Yes, there is no question in my heart; I accept ALL the Great Spirit asks. I accept all duties and responsibilities.

Wet nose:

Red Sun, from this day forward we are as one, I will be as much a part of you, as you will be apart of me, we will grow strong in life, together.

Red Sun:

Grandmother M calls, through telepathic communication, I want her to meet you.

Wet Nose:

Answer your Grandmother in spoken words.

Shouted word sounds, “Grandmother over here.” Maybe, but not sure if words sounded lucid? “Wet nose, white buffalo woman, please meet her, you will make her spirit happy, too”

Sounds of dirt under feet . . . pebbles tumbling downwards on head and shoulders, in route to the earth, taps and bounces calls attention up and backwards, into Grandmother’s face. Strange face eyes in mouth and mouth in eyes as tongue flapped, upside down. “Found you my little one, are ready for lunch?”

Hand slips from wet nose, as I turned to face Grandmother M, with excitement high. “Grandmother, I want you to meet my friend, white buffalo . . .” She’s gone. Jaw dislodges as knees hit the ground, hands in rapid motion to stop tears, “Ah! . . . What? . . . She goes . . . here . . . no where? . . . Grandmother, did you see a white buffalo leave?”

ANo child, I have only seen you here. But what I see here, tells me of what you speak is truth. These hoof prints other than yours are buffalo calf hoof prints.”

“But . . .

“Don’t cry child, we see what our Creator wants us to see. The white buffalo calf came to you, not me, even though I didn’t see her. It does not mean her visit is of any less importance, for you or me. Its time, for lunch: now take a couple of deep breaths, surround yourself with the light then when you are ready give me your hand.

Sitting on the edge, she extends her hand, to assist me out as there was no other way out. Our hands connect and she lifts, “Up we go. … Know this child, the knowledge of the white buffalo calf visit, tells me much. Listen to pebbles falling off of Red Sun to the ground. Here let’s dust you off.” Cough, cough, “Dust be gone, big dust cloud, what have you been doing to get so dusty, Red Sun?”

“Dust be gone.” Pat, pat, each pat increased dust cloud and childish smile: “Grams how did I get here? Did the eagles carry me? I can only remember gliding with . . .

“Tell me about your adventures, as we walk to lunch.”

“I traveled with the eagles and visited with twelve Great Chiefs, called to stand before the Great Spirit. They revealed I was a child-of-red, ancestors and relations, red. Your daughter is not the mother of my blood or Glen the father of my blood, this I learned when I journeyed with the white buffalo calf woman, across past, present and future. Visited truths of birth beyond, mother crossed, sacred child of the Great Spirit, sent to save the people . . . our reason together. All said this child was to listen to you, because you are a very sacred woman, the Great Spirit/Creator chose you for me, an important teacher, one of several teachers. Many lessons, much to learn, much to be taught, many people to help, without us thousands of lives will be lost, needlessly. All said many lessons to learn in life, to understand how-to-help others. You and the buffalo are very important teachers, for this Red Sun.”

Patting the bench several times, “Sit here child, down, everyone has waited on you. Now eat your lunch.” She whispers in my ear so the family and friends around us ears can not hear, “Don’t say a word, for others here to hear, only know we will talk. Believe me we’ll talk a lot, since this you learned I have known, but not until now, did I understand the extent of the Creator’s plan.”

“Great Spirit!”

“One in the same, he is known and called by many names.”

About halfway through lunch, looking around the area, after all but an elder at the other end of big picnic table had disappeared: “Grandmother! Mother bear said she would be by my side. She said we would be as one. Where is she, I don’t see her.”

“You’re trying to tell me, you have gone brain numb, you know the difference between physical and spiritual beings, Red Sun.”

“Yes, but I thought of her as Rusty, the spirit Indian/visual dog, you gave me. Although, I was wondering how you were going to get her home?

“In my trailer, is that what you were thinking? Truth? . . . “

“Yes, trailer! TRUTH. . . “

“Red Sun! I realize part of this is my fault, because you have much to learn about many things here in Yellowstone, including her different personalities. Truth about buffalo: there are differences between spiritual and physical buffalo although they may seem similar in physical and visual aspects, but they differ in scent, behavior and personalities, for starters.

“Know this truth, if people around here saw a white buffalo calf, they would try to capture and enslave it. Greedy people only see profits of much money, not the purpose of a sacred animal: they would also use and abuse you if they saw her with you.”

“But . . . Grandmother? Spirit beings that visit us are not ones we can touch and feel as we do each other. Yet?”

“Interpretation, my child, this (white spirit) buffalo calf, you A-S-S-U-M-E-D . . . assumed she would be by your side as Rusty?”

“What you said.”

“Know this child: she is a sacred spirit buffalo who can appear in many ways. Only time combined with experiences will you understand, when she is with you, making sure you learn her teachings: Remember not all lessons are or will be easy to learn. Neither, can I promise you will know, you learned nor understand what you learned, until many seasons later?”

Child listen as you eat, let me tell you more information about the sacred white buffalo calf woman, her meaning, importance, teaching and gifts to the Native American Indian peoples. After she told me the traditional history of wet nose: “Wow, Grandmother M, never knew how smart, before the eagles call and the buffalo.”

“Not sure why child, but my visions suggest these next couple of weeks for ‘Red Sun, the sacred child’ will come many sacred events, which involves the two of us. As you have this day, you will experience many things that will awaken you to life lessons, upon which to build a strong foundation.” Touches her nose and ear—meant this is of great importance—sense and listen close. “Do nothing to displease the Creator or Sacred Mothers during this time, as a sacred doorway is open wide, not a just a small window of communications, but an opening as big as this camping area. You/we will be walking within both for a time. Observe all that takes place at this campsite within both. It holds answers for your future, too.”

“Like what?”

AKeep in mind, sacred lessons of life come in strange and unexpected ways. A time when one thinks tongues are speaking, minds are meeting. We are in a space of time when all barriers between universal communications are nonexistence. A time when all are given the ability to observe, sense, touch, as well as, understand via communication of mind and spirit. A time when guardian angels, of heaven, are close, in observation and preservation of records, as well as, designation of lessons intended for personal consciousness and wisdom.”

“Yes, Grandmother . . . what you say from here where we stand, through the eyes of this child to be one of the Creator/Great Spirits experience work/learn (macho mas) vacations.”

“Red Sun maybe the visions of the past few weeks, invoked the impressions of open windows and pictures on many seasons: more on the order of sacred seasons.”

“Why do you say C seasons? Season implies several moons and seasons mean changing of moons, crops and dress.”

“Yes, and four seasons make a cycle. Never mind we’ll talk about events and meanings after your nap. Now for another surprise, you’re going to take your nap in that tent at the far end, by the showers today.”

“Whose tent is it?”

“Your parents, tent?”

“They don’t have a tent?”

“As of mid-morning they do. They will be here this evening or that is what I was told when their luggage was delivered. Your dad also sent word it would be nice, if you reacted to Elinora, as if you missed her.”

“You know that’s false, there is no love between us and you want me to lie.”

“You heard the words. Make your dad happy by your expressions of love her mom. Make her feel you do love her, maybe you two will learn to get along with each other?”

After a couple of (just-because) childish josh-filled protests, commonsense realized it was time to head off for the tent, it was fruitless to go against Grandmother M. This child/spirit respect of a sacred elder and sacred lady had to bow to her fair and logical judgment.

(c) Red Sun/SunHawk Life Adventures